Another day off:D

Since I'm finally done with another assignment, I decided I should go do something I like the most- KARAOKE!!!!!!!! WUHOO! :D d-uh.

YOU! Yes YOU! please come entertain me when you are free cos I basically stare at the laptop for the whole day when I stay home. Not sure what's gona happen after a longer period of time, maybe something good might happen, I will not be able to talk forever. HAHA:P good for ppl around me. Peaceful world for you guys. HAHA:P

That's why I've became noisier than before when I go out, like I got excited really easily, laughed like a crazy woman (as always).

Introduce you guys to the FAKE pro- Weiloon, He is my new advisor in picking of songs cos he is really good in listening and giving comments (after watching xing guang/ One Million Stars since the first season). Really PRO.

Sandra and I, I still can't really get used to call her sandra cos I knew her in childhood and I used to call her Lisuang. :) She wanted to sing k together during this trip to Mel from Perth, and there we went, her voice/ tone of singing is still good like last time!


Oh this Jason the sexy, he was being very generous in showing his cleavage that day. wahaha
WAH look at this handsome camwhoring. haha, good one since he took us as the background, where's the real high-pitched pro Pangwu?!


After karaoke, it's dinner time, Japanese buffet " $28 each person, order as much as you can! I swear I ate food I could have eaten for one week, when I was on diet for those two weeks. WASTED!
The carnivorous. 'Meat I want meat!' HAHAH!

END OF THE DAY: lesson learned: singing karaoke and eating buffet can be VERY exhausting.

Bird out of the cage for one week.

It's Mid Sem Break this week.

So this little bird flew out of the cage and had fun for two days.
After being in the cage for the majority of her time in two weeks, she actually realized staying in the cage saves her a lot of money and also it helps so much in staying away from temptations, specifically food temptation. HAH. :P

The link is here (about the show)

So 7 of us went together with qihan's mom involved as well. :) It was SUCH A GOOOD start of a day when I came out of the house with a pair of shorts, cos I was acting smart to believe that it's gona b sunny and warm like the previous day, and even after checking weather forecast where it says cloudy and minimum temp somewher 10 degree celsius, I still decided to believe it is gona be warmmm. DANG.... it rained and luckily eqian's fren brought us jackets, if not it's gona be even more terrible sigh;S

Learned a lesson, not gona act smart next time, and don't be so 'hiao', wear shorts somemore. I MISS WEARING SHORTS BAHH! Has been covering the whole body for a few months, can't wait till it's warmer. stupid inconsistent weather here. GAH i feel like biting!

So.. Royal Melb Show makes me think of Jerudong Park in Brunei, which is so much funner, just that the colour of the rides/ booths r not that colourful as the one here, but the rides are far more awesome and cheaper than those here. 15 bucks for a ride kinglin n daniel went on, PER ride ok. Different prices are offered for diff rides though. However I'm still not satisfied with the pricing cos I think everything is so overpriced! Playing one game to throw 3-5 balls is AUD$10 wei. I miss Malaysia/ Brunei now. :(


And two nights before was a birthday celebration of 'Mushroom', a friend from musical/ Melbourne Uni. Think it's really cool to set a dresscode like how she did cos it makes every single photo look so much more interesting. Had fun taking photos. haha all sampats.


Purposely chose this cos it's a fake non-airport-photo (if you get wat i meant). HAHAH!!!! There is another one taken which is super-slim (fake one agen) taken with a wide-angle lens, that's in FB. haha!

I hope I have more time to have fun but it's really time to work on the last assignment, get it done, get exams done. AND FLYYYYYYY OUT of the cage to KL den Brunei! WUHOOOOOOO
Ta¬

An apple a day keeps the doctor away

I'm blogging while munching on an apple atm,
working hard to lose some weight, hope the determination lasts this time, after failing for hundred times.
I missed those times when I looked down to the weighing machine which says 45kg, I really do.

Now my strategy is to gym, and eat less. Tummy got a lil smaller these few days, esp after being sick for two days.
I feel like I was dead, cos I slept for more than 12 hours a day when I wasn't feeling well, heavy-headed and didn't even feel like cooking. I hope someone else can be with me to take care of me, whoever loves me. :(

AND who said an apple a day can keep the doctor away, I'd say sometimes no matter how hard you try to keep urself far from the doctor or from death, it wouldn't work.
Cos it's fated when ur gona die. At least I believe in that, cos life is just too short to not enjoy it to the fullest.
I am in doubt now, should I feel contented with whatever I have now (since life is too short to complain) or ask for more to make improvements in my life/ myself?

I am once again, lost in the highway.

When I grow up,

There will be a clearer distinct between dumbness and smartness between people,
Black and white aren't that simple anymore, there is a zone called grey,
You don't show how you truly feel in front of people anymore at times,
You find people more evil than how you actually thought and in another way you yourself have to go further away from the nice person you used to be in order to protect yourself,
You know you need to start searching for what you really want in the future but is still unclear about what it exactly is,
More is expected from you because you are 'older' and no matter how hard you try, expectations never end,
You know you are nearer to the day of oldness and sickness and you know you gotta appreciate the days even more but the pace is going too fast that you missed so much of the beautiful scenery along the way,
You know you are nearer to the day of losing your love ones but life is so busy that sometimes you tend to neglect some significant moments with the loved ones while you still have the chance to,
There is more responsibility to be taken and less excuses can be used to slack as much as you had,
Life is busier and sometimes you just had to sacrifice some parts of your life reluctantly and prioritize on something more important,
People get more self-centered because the reality is we are stepping into in this competitive world when we grow up...

So much to complain:(

When I am growing up, I hope someone can give a big slap on my face when I am losing the old me.
(HAHA Don't find this excuse to slap me! )

Growing up is such an annoying process, I hope I don't grow up so quickly.

Useless

Such a useless person!

This girl,

She didn't bring him to much places during his visit,
She always didn't think of what to prepare for breakfast or lunch or dinner for him, and she even overslept most of the days and wasted his days for the trip,
She went for musical rehearsal most of the days in a week and left him walking alone in the city/ somewhere else,
She found an excuse to forgive herself, saying she's too exhausted from uni, rehearsals and bringing a guest to places,
She let him go on a tour by himself, alone.

OMG so much more, and she's feeling really bad.

Such a useless 'tour guide' right.
Noone is blaming her, but she just couldn't get over it. GAH

I am so sorry. Promise I'll make it up for you:)

Ballarat 4/9-5/9

Spent a weekend at Ballarat which is around 1 hour plus drive from Melbourne city. Thanks Laura for driving us there:) It was actually a trip for Amy's birthday, these two girls will be introduced later on hahaha:P

Road trip is always fun, those fake-like-photoshopped-pictures sceneries, made me think of New Zealand trip two years back, I miss my family!

Also we saw this cute baby swan (wat's the actual name?) hiding into the wings (looked like it went through from the butt hahh!)

Weather wasn't too good for those two days, it rained, rained more heavily, stopped and it came again. sigh... See what happened when we just reached our cabin, branches fell when the wind was blowing so fiercely, and the little buggy with an old uncle came and saw them off.




Stomach bloated so much after those two days but enjoyed the food a lot! My diet plan- total failure. The pic is not all the food we've eaten, more to come!


This is Laura from Singapore, the girl who makes me think of Sheeling cos her english is damn good too.
p.s don mind about our shitty look, imagine walking under the rain for half a day. ;S
This is another young girl called Amy Lui, from HK. Been in Tassie for highschool, very talkative and hyperactive. haha:) Happy belated birthday again!-ends- hahah:P I'm too smelly I gotta shower.

Blessed.

This photo doesn't relate much to the topic of the post but w/e. haha:P
I'm not so much of a camwhore now, due to... insufficient time to use per day gah!

Can anyone tell me how time flies in the past 6 months? This is already the sixth month in Melbourne and I guess I am so much better in directions nevertheless I still get lost sometimes. You should ask my tall and shy friend, Desmond for this, really grateful for my friends' patience in leading me to places I wana go. :)

I'd say life has been really meaningful and busy in the past few months but I'm glad that I've finally found the satisfaction I've been longing for since I finished highschool.
Assignment ones are all completed, but it's really scary that I haven't been doing much readings when I realized it's already Week 7. HMM... time to catch up?

Still too much in mind, I should start gym soonish, I have a very strong will to lose some weight recently when the reality tells me that 'chubby' (in a better word) girls sometimes are being neglected more than hot babes. (It applies to... when it comes to guys). I'll try to gain more confidence by losing some weight, but yeah... noone will be putting hope on me anymore since I've never succeeded since Secondary Four. HAHA:P No matter how bad are the insults were from some ppl about my 'body size', my response will still be a smile on my face, with a slight heartbreak sound inside, after that, I'll forget about it, and the whole process repeats itself again and again, for years.

Someone tell me again, how can I stop ignoring things happening around me, and be more observant and less clumsy. SIGH.

Looking at the bright side, I've a question to ask... AM I TOO BLESSED with all the people I've met in my life/ around me?
Never had I met any evil people in my life, most of them are really nice and angelic (HAH!)
Good and supportive housemates and friends, loving family, have you ever seen your friends' expression when you achieved something and they are so happy for u and you can see it's really a true expression coming from their heart? Well, I could feel that at that moment and although I didn't say anything, I secretly chanted a prayer and hope our friendship will last.

You guys are more than enough of what I've always wanted as my good friends, you know who you are, and I'm sorry if I'm too busy with my own things and get too self- centred at times.
You know I truly appreciate you and it's just too hard to express everything out in daily life as it might be too .... 'emotional' haha:P

Seriously, I am blessed with the existence of all these lovable ppl <3> :D

Stressed? No more!

I think I have thousand words to say, but that pic above shows what's in my mind;D

It was a beautiful experience, another colourful page in my life booklet.
I am glad that I joined this musical.

Someone asked me how did I get into this production. I actually joined a singing competition in March and there is this production manager from CMG who passed me a name card and asked if I'm interested to join the musical. Then...blahhhh. haha:D
Thanks Siekieh Lau!

It's been two months, travelling down to city at least 4-5 times a week, I had three important things to do at a certain period of time: Mr.Teh, Uni work and Musical.
I'd say it's been really tiring but worthwhile, I'm saying that with no regrets.

I tried doing my best for this time although acting is not my strength, and singing.... hmm I didn't perform my best for the song in this musical cos the range for that song is the biggest I've ever got to perform on stage. Thanks for ppl who's been giving me encouragement non-stop throughout the rehearsals. It wasn't easy to hit the notes and perform well when I didn't have much time to practice. I hope I have been patient enough.

It was awesome that miss jiani joined this with me, so that we keep each other company at first, and later on joined this BIG bunch of MONKEYS! I guess it's destined that crazy people are meant to meet crazy friends. GAH! hahah:P

It's been a successful performance! Should I say performances. 5 Shows! Maybe more than that including rehearsals! GOSH. I am missing those moments eventhough it's been taking up sooo much time. There r a lot of awesome ppl in there and also very very cool director Felix Ho!
Thanks yiqian and weiloon for the flowers and bear!
Also, Thanks to Mr.Teh, Mr. Teh, Dolphine and friend, Housemates: Suren, Patrick, Dino and Zaki, Bn Friends: Pawhui, Desmond and Uncle Ethan, Jowen and three friends, and for the last show, Eqian, Vic, Carmen, Zelex, Weiloon, Qihan, Leepoh, Kimmunn, Huikuang, Sherlynn, Christina and two friends, Laura, Amy, Dorothy, Angeline, Daisy, Kinglin, Daniel, Jiayun & Peggie for coming for support!

Hope you guys enjoyed the show! And thanks for wanting to come:DDDDDDDDDDD You don't know how much it meant to me!

AND P.S Another Q&A

Q: Do you guys get paid?
A: No, it's a non-profit organization, the money earned from ticket sales should be put into CMG fund I assume.

First musical joined

HEY PEOPLE in Melbourne! Show me your love! Come support me and the others for this musical performance! :) I am gona be the old old mother/ big mama in the musical, which is one of the main casts.

Still working hard in building up my character, it's really hard for me cos I have to act as a middle-aged, strong feminist, but a loving mother, sigh how hard is that!

Oh cut the crap, sooooo....yeh, while all of us r working hard in rehearsals, why don't you start showing your support already by confirming with me if you can make it on either of the days listed below?! :) I will be grateful for that, really! Details are below:

Date: 13/8, 14/8, 19/8, 20/8 & 21/8.
Price: AUD$ 13 for the first 4 shows and $15 for the last show.
Venue: Union Theatre, Melbourne University.

Please call me or contact me in any way (Facebook/ msn) or even tell me in person if u can make it yeh! THANKS A LOT!

MAMA LOVES YOU! hahahah:P

Tassie trip

My destination for the last holiday- Tasmania! :D

I am so sorry for the lack of words in the post. I AM LAZY and I am seriously busy that's why I abandoned this lovely blog for ages!

Musical, visitor and uni, insufficient time yoh! hahaha. so blog, I'll take good care of you starting from next month. Beloved readers, pls do bear with me. I still love u guys! haha:)

Clubbing after weeks...

Let me tell you a story about Anusha.

Anusha has been a good girl for 22 years and before she goes back, I insisted that she should go clubbing once, so there we went to Seven on the 7th of July.

Aite, cut the crap... hahah, pictures will do the talking, I am sleepy. And the reason that I'm motivated (or terrified) to update my blog is because of my stupid sister. You know, just in case she boycotts my blog. NOOO, I don't wana lost a reader. hahah:P

OK PICTURES :)

I am putting this because some friends chat with me and asked if I'm slimmer ord HHAHAHA! So it's a must-put photo!
Cy bought the 10 bucks entrance ticket for us




This is Anusha who is leaving to Malaysia in 6 days time :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

OH NO!

CMG Melb Uni camp

LOOK AT MY TUMMY! Camp didn't help me lose weight either SUCKS! hahaha:P
Blame myself I'm back to my normal overweight kg on the scale. darnn! I can't stop eating, although it's so good to have yiqian around to control my diet, but it balances out when I go out with jiani and she feeds me with food/ brings me around to 'hunt' for nice food.

This camp, the second camp I joined in Melb, is organized by Melbourne Uni, I kehpoh and skipped to others' uni hhahaa:P It was awesome in a way that there is singing workshop, flying fox (which I dint get to play las time), canoeing (casts din get to play cos we were attending workshop) and a lot of activities including soccer! (with a big footbal) hahah:P

The scenery is also breathtaking it's as pretty as those photoshopped photos but the main difference is it was just right in front of me. TSKTSK.


Flying fox! I like this photo cos I looked so happy! hahahha:)

And our FASHION SHOW! with the team 'Ladygaga', 'Crimson Spring' and 'Summer'. See what our group came out with, RUBBISH!!!!!!!! Damn hilarious!!!!!!!

I was wearing a plastic panty with bow, and there's another plastic bow on my head. looks like siaochabo= my second nick after 'S.P.Y'. People tend to call me that after getting a long w me, it's not a compliment at all, so no thank you.
WAH confident somemore, there wasn't any mirror for us to look into, that's why AHH embarrassing!!!!!!! haahahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Oh this is my HOTTTTTTTTTt team leader, the only guy in my group, this is quite a creative game, we have to stuff eggroll in the mouth and try to pass some equation to the next team member, and you will eventually end up spitting egg rolls on ur team member's face WHAHAHA

This nerdy looking gal is jiani, she normally doesn't look like that, the cute girl behind is me. thank you very much.
Campfire! yeh first time in ma life!;) It was awesome!
This is Anthony an architect. I really liked the firecrackers in this photo.

This is just a pre-production camp, can't wait for the training to start although I can imagine how exhausting it's gona be, and how much patience I need in the coming weeks till mid August, to travel to city everyday and to try to come back every night to sleep on my NEW MATTRESS (realized I'm showing off! HAHAH)

Bah (brunei accent), till then!

P.s photos: credits to Jamie

Whatever as long as you are happy:D

Anusha is the big boss now since she's leaving so soon, where ever or whatever she wants to go or do, I TRIEDDD to make it, although I'm almost a 100% 'aeroplane queen' now. too bad.

We went to Knot, a uni bar near to our house the other day, people around this area go to this bar, I dono if the drinks are cheap but it's just something like yumcha IMO, in an 'angmoh' style. It's their culture, they don't drink 'tea' they drink liquor when they need to kill time like how we did during yumcha sessions, IMO again. haha:)



Tasmania trip is just around the corner! thanks to Kevin for sharing his experience and providing info of places to go etc. haha:) time to get it more well-planned!
Off we go Anusha & Alin!