1 more day to 2010!

Since I saw everyone is looking back to what they've done in the past one year,

I will do the same too.

In terms of 'responsibility of a student'.

I decided to work hard on my uni works and be more matured in doing things, but I don't think I have achieved any of those. I could be succeeding on one of them some time, but it didn't manage to last long enough. sigh... 'consistency' to be improved. I hope my parents will worry less about me after some time, need to really change myself to a better 'adult'. Think with my brain, and think before doing things. Insist in what I want, Make good decisions, Influence ppl in a good way.... the list goes on. Just don't think I am doing a good job in being a 20 year old, very, very bad.

Of course I need to thank the coursemates who have been helping all the way. wanyen & her group of great friends ( sabahans), Wendy, voonvoon, robin, diana , , munsuet, yingying amy and sam and everyone else who have been guiding me when I have troubles on uni works! Without you guys, it would even be harder for me to 'suffer' through all the torturing works. HAHAH. =P

I gotta admit, life in kl is unforgettable and not to be mentioned, FUN=) I AM GONA MISS IT SOOO MUCH!

okay, you r gona say, STUDY AH PLAY PLAY PLAY. YEAP YEAP YESH YESH, Uni life in Kl is over and it's gona be another phase of life to stay in a different environment, meeting new friends again and perhaps studying in a different uni wif a diff system. ARGH. life is stil gona go on, well jus hope it flows smoothly.

I need to thank my parents for allowing me to make one of my biggest decision (at least to me, it is. )

Guess you know what it is, might be repeating again but yeah it really influenced and changed me in some ways after Astro Star Quest 2009. Although I didn't make it very far, but at least one of the goals in my life is achieved -to enter the competition and experience it.

BIG thanks to my family and friends out there for the encouragement and confidence given. I knew who are the real friends through this competition. And most importantly, i feel glad to have these lovely parents who gave me freedom in choosing what I want. I LOVE you papa & mama. <3

Also, I've met great friends from this competition whom they r good .... advisers in... certain thing. HAHA=P other than dat, laughters and stupid jokes, perfect! And it's the first time to have 'star' friends. yeap, special feeling. heheh. Big piece of good memories from this. =)

Lastly, I shouldn't give up so easily anymore in whatever things. i am too scared of disappointment and rejection and embarrassment and lastly being alone. OH god. help me help me. sometimes feeling kinda useless.

btw....

Ma life in 2010. haven't have a list of to-dos and to-be-obeyed, but I am certain, I need to learn how to DO something by not just saying and not doing, too good at that. You know it, I knew it.DARN.

GROW UP & be brave yoh. HAHA=P

p/s me ish still in meow meow cat city. wanyen pls don kick my cat away! haha.

gona catch up with some ppl soon, have been too ignorant or maybe forgetful like an old grandma AGAIN, i was living my own life in my own world, you get it? paiseh LAH. haiz

back and gona go agen.

HEY PEEPS=D

life has been good, not too meaningful but not absolutely meaningless. h a h a... Just found myself getting lazier (even more than usual!) in everything, including blogging. Things are still very unorganized until now, the same me. I need to do a lot of stuffs before new year, throw all the rubbish into the trash, files in laptop, bad memories... yeap=D

I planned to practice piano and attend vocal classes this holiday but none of them is done. =( sigh, I am so lack of motivation, have so much in mind to do but never get them done. I never know how to walk step by step bah haiyoh. I wana skip but i think I will fall in the middle.

Sis is in Spore with her friends for Xmas and she's not back yet. Hope she's enjoying and BUY ME STUFFSS hahahaha!

Kuching trip is jus around the corner, and I am gona get even heavierrrr after the trip, cos Kuching= food palace man! no kidding!
p.s mr. teh, no kuching-ians don't eat fried cat. HAHA!

And... I dyed my hair khaki brown (says the Loreal dye box) but it turned out to be a lil .... darrkkk... haha, don't really love it but I guess it's okay? Ah already ugly now. I KNOW I KNOW AND I KNOW I USED TO BE LOTSSSSSS PRETTIER BACK IN SECONDARY! STOP REMINDING ME, ESP LOUIS YONG HOCK LIN!

Photos to be uploaded soon, maybe before or after kuching trip=D


take care ppl! and happy belated xmas =D hoho...

shallow BOO!

Met a very shallow person,
and I think I overreacted a bit when he stepped on my tail.

I pity him for being so brainless in talking.
I pity him for still being clueless on how lousy he himself is.

BOO to you idiot.

it's always great to be with the family=)

It was a family trip to K.K, 5 of us, all of us. =D


Fine weather all along.

After the journey only I realized,
we have to actually pass by Limbang (malaysia), den Temburong (Brunei) den Lawas (malaysia)and some other smaller places of Malaysia before we reach Sabah. HAHA, funny, I looked at my phone, it changed from DSTCom to Digi den back to DST agen den at last Digi. HAHAAAA, interesting leh. sorry I am 'jus easily .... impressed, by this small matter.

Reached. started shopping! =D and EATING. ate like a pig. OINK.
The three of us. In Descending order, eldest, second eldest and the youngest.
This is the youngest one in my family, showing off her Pudding Milktea from Yoyo cafe, a famous bubble milk tea place in K.K, it was indeed good! You can see how good it's jus looking at how long the queue is.
Night time ate this smelly fish at the 'pasar malam'. Not too impressive=S
Second day, my contact lens is lost! i gotta wear spectacles ( I HATE IT!)
this is the best picture i can get of me wearing specs, believe me, you can't stand how funny I look in real life. ARGH. No makeup+ no contact lens, let me die. I am FAKE! HAHA
This yummy pork noodle soup!

Nice pose leh. nice view, AND NICE MODEL. HAHHAHAH
Our transport=D and the mom waving hello from inside. haha, wat's chyi doing?
cute huh=P I meant the pandas.
Really nice weather.
HOT! I meant the gals in the photo. WUUUHU

Spotted the jellyfish? there r two.
Still continue eating until we reached Limbang! hahahXD
Nice nice snowice.=D
So, at last, we r back, feeling FAT. like piggs. pig mom pig dad pig daughters. ALAH I AM THE HEAVIEST!

I HATE my sisters! they kept complaining I'm 'giant'! =((( BUHOOO

p.s we got this small plan in mind, to get back some time and enjoy the sea! clear crystal blue. wuuuhhh. <3
although the car journey took a bit long, but sleeping+ spending some time and chit chatting in the car is fun too! =DDDDD let's do this again when dad is free!

WUHOO family trip=)

YEAPIE! dad is finally free for a family trip! hope it s gona be nice!
going kk tomoro. can't join desmond's bday c. HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO YOU JIANREN! hahahahaXD have fun u al=) *i'm jealous. damn

it was sop's bday

Met wanyen up the first time since I came bk.
It was weihao's - S.O.P, son of principal's birthday! cool name huh. haha=D
these r the 'brothers'jerry with wanyen
Hungzhi and I
me and SOP
wanyen n I, let's go on diet. BOO. never ever succeeded.
The first time I can see my collar bones! so i MUST post this up! HAHHAHA
Thanks for driving me around=D

WUUUUH I RELI LOVE Honey Garlic Chicken Pizza from Pizza Hut, can't get it anywhere in KL.


These crazy guys were having so much great time in the arcade. HAHAIn conclusion, these guys r far more gentleman than.... HAHA=D don wana say it.

Before leaving -part V- club

Buckle up, and get ready to club people! =)
(Stop saying people who club are bad children! haha)
Wanyen, Celsin and I
The pretty and I
Most of us there.


OMG, Is that Chenhoe?! haha, thanks for coming although you weren't feeling well=D

Always the same, wanyen n I
Going home ord? Time flies when we were having fun. Din't notice how fast the time passed!
That was the first time for us (chms-ians high skul frens and close frens to gather up together at club! COOOLLLL ) It is still different to 'play' with close friends. I think you know what I meant. THAT feeling. HAHA=D <3 size="1">The more I look at the people who care for me, the more I feel heavy-hearted to leave. =(

Before leaving -part IV- sing at cafe

One thing I'm gona miss a lot is singing at cafes.

The most important thing is to thank these few people who led me and gave me opportunities earlier, without you all, I won't be here.
I wanted to try singing on the stage so much earlier but never got the courage to start the first step. thanks for the motivation and assistance. terima kasih banyak.

I know I'm not good enough yet but I'm stil given chances. you know how thankful I am. I am being serious *look at my face. HAHA

I should thank all my friends, subang-ians yanyeeewenszeyeechenhoeeguansirwee, wanyenwanzhen, everyone who has been supporting me, reli gave me a lot more courage to be there when i'm singing. THANKS.

*BOWS

Thanks to Kenji, Alan, Ben, Chu, tcher Yunni
for the help all along. <3>

I don't know what else to say except a BIG thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

can't c weiquan's eyes! HAHXD

Before leaving -part III- steamboat

Thanks to our ASQ09 producer Angie, AP Samantha aka Sasa, Nanny Samson, ASQ Champion Min, 'Ball champion' Yoke, the other grasses: Chu, Isaac, Pearly, Number Six- Weiquan, yumin's bf and mrteh for the farewell dinner=D

Appreciate your <3s>

Really had a good time with you all. I cherish the moments with every single one of you. Craziness.Pinky elva manalu.
all the asq'09-ians that nite. our gang, crazy gang.
the guys=D
Gona miss you all<3 thanks for everything!

Before leaving -part III- genting trip

It was Chu the sampat's bday.
celebrated it at Genting, with EVERYONE. so many guests together=)
MEMORABLE one huh chu.

Hope you enjoyed OUR companion. HEHE. more to come! *CHOY.
this is the gang, where is Pearly?
yup this is all of us, eh wher's pinky again? =S
Oh she's here! she's currently singing at genting's casino, so we 'shun bian' paid her a visit too.
it's actually, chu's bday, visit pinky and a lil bit of farewell saying byebye to me. BUHOO=(
At starbucks


At the escalator. hahaThanks Pinky for the meals! BIGGG meals slurrp =P

This is the 全球新秀冠军, yoke. alah, we are like grasses beside her when ppl recognize her in genting. HAHAH=D keep up the good work and al the best in the future. HAIZ i forgot to get signature from her, mayb can sell in the future neh.

Okay now, let's recall something. HAHA OUR POSES! apparently before and after photoshop, ther's HUGE difference, WHO CARES rite? as long as we r HAPPY TOGETHER=)



BUHOO i am gona miss these sampats! CRAZY fellows. HAHA