Sunday, September 30, 2007

TRY On PrOm Dr3SseZ

Went to One-U, by U-POD bus (free for college students)
went in some branded prom-dress boutique to kacau-kacau.
hhaa..TRY oni, no needa pay~
I m so EVIL...



Same one=D
I love this greeny blue one,
but I look fat on it..

Another one, I looked like pregnant woman..
lihwa's is cute, esp the one above..=D RIBBON RIBBONz



Yanyee n ewen is in another fitting room,
so din manage to take any photos of them..
(Actually I ve bought my prom dress earlier, I just kepoh ther oni)

Then went to Forever 21, tried some tops, but din buy any at last...

N went to Shakey's Pizza,
never fail to go in everytime we go One-U=D
really yummy!

Finally, it's time to go home..
EHhh..wher's d bus?!
shiT~
go back by taxi then...
but needa pay ah~


Klang MuMummm...

Eqian n zhijie brought us for Bah Kut Teh in Klang
cos Klang's Bahkuteh is most well-known for its' 'yumminess'=D
yeah, again, we nearly overslept n let those two...*ahem( I din say anything)
waited for us again..
It took us about more than half an hour, less than one hour(probably?) to reach there..
Kelian zhijie's car's petrol....haha, Msia's petrol is kinda expensive.
He even dropped us to Jusco after dat,
which is quite far away from the eating place.
Gentleman, generous...yeap, he's nice=D
Yiqian....U noe wat I wana say...HEHEhh=D
KUAI DIAN LE LA!!
HA=)

Thanks eqian n zhijie for being so you xin..
REALY TASTY TASTY!!
both bahkuteh n Fried chicken..
o yeah n the iced thingy...
both of u...come Brunei some day,
let me bring u two around to c d peaceful n lovable Brunei~
*I miss Brunei*

Eqian's 9-yr-old autograph



Yeah, it's Yiqian...again=D
the sweet girl~
Finally she showed the autograph to me...
n I got a lil paiseh after asking her whose ugly handwriting is dat n found out it's actually mine..
* BluShhHX.....*
for those who r reading...DON LAUGH AT ME!!!! it's not funny..
u ll understand how it's like ..
just cnue reading..ENJOY!

CUTE LIL eqian...
her hair is owes full wif ribbons..
colourful ones, stripes...etc
i LOVE her ribbons in primary skuls,
she even gave some to me b4 leaving to Ipoh..
so nice, since young.


OKAY ..
lets look at PAWHUI LOW! HAHA
LAugh at her!! QUICK LAUGH OUT LOUD!!!!!!!!!!
hmm...stil she's cute lar
This is wat she wrote...
p.s, look at wat Pham Chengde wrote, think everyone was copying his,
since he's d well-known genius..heh
YING SUANG!!
HAHA=D
she din change much..
jus...stretched longer a bit
wat she wrote was:-
CHEAXIN LIM!! WAkakaa...=D same look...cute n innocent-looking....

SEE? find out wats funny inside n tag me in the tagboard..if u wish to=D
YEAP..ChengdePham--- c his DEEP english...'Last but not least', 'future undertakings', part of everyone here forever wherever you go'...WALAO!
but....he spelled 'because' wrongly..WHO CARES?! he's still damn smart! HAA=D
WAKAKAaa
recognise this gal?
she don ve big boobs when she was young le.?
I was being brainless....
nvm.
guess..

yeah right! she's danai-mei- Leeyanyee! HAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
nice pose yanyee!

Last but not least, it's Cutie Sim Pei Yi
She seems a lil 'frozen'?
REASON:- She was afraid cos it was so HIGH in Great Wall,

can u imagine?
a young gal in kindi 3 climbing up ther.
勇气可嘉 OK?!
CLAP CLAP for this girl..

altho I dono who she's.
but..think she's my classmate in pri 3,
anyways, she din leave any strong impression for me..
so yeah..

And she is SO GOOD in telling cold jokes since young.
Pikachu------ Pika猪, FUNNY?
hmmm..dun think so~
Din noe this girl has such NICE handwriting in Primary 3, she even got Number 1 in the whole level in dat yr! RIDICULOUS~
Yeah, dats all...the last girl looks the cutest rite?! EVERYBODY NOD!! I don care!
HAAA.....
yeah dats al i hav,
like those r ppl we stil recognise n remember.

MEMORIES.........never d I go back to those times anymore=(

~Mooncake fest~

hey guys, ve a look thru the photos first, captions to be filled in tomoro,
has been 'partying' since my trials ended on fri...tmrw stil goin sumwher,
so, I ll fill in everything after the outing=D

1st time celebration @ Taylors- Mooncake Festival Night-last Fri.

2nd celebration @ My Place Apartment on the Mooncake Festival day

















3rd celebration @ Klang- 29-9-07









Sunday, September 23, 2007

Useless me

Have been thinkin to write about this months ago~
now, guilt has struck me.
so....read along.

Ve been wasted one and a half day chatting n duin useless things online=S
No mood, no motivation, no heart in doing anything.
DARN ME,
is this how m i gona continue in the yrs to come?
the more I continue to be like this, the more I m gona be useless n rubbish.

What can MSN-ing and FRIENDSTER-ing benefit me?
In wat ways can they help me?
staring at the laptop screen..whole day long.
SHIt me, wat m i doing!
For these few months, this is mostly wat i ve done.
skul works, not being taken care of,
nt much efforts put in,
damn~
I really feel bad now,
I ve been feeling this way for the past few yrs, but so what>
I never did anything to help it~
I know noone could help me in this,
I M GONA HELP MYSELF.
PLS PLS PLS!!
SIM PEI YI~ WAKE UP, don let others worry about u anymore,
18-yr old gal, u should know what to do and what not to do.
I hope someone could really slap me in my face to wake me up, at least a lil.

I clearly know I ve not been concentrate in studies,
including all tests and exams,
al r not well-prepared,
luckily I ve never got the gut to cheat in tests and exams anymore since last yr.
so that's still not a problem.

However, for assignments and projects,
I ve been mafan-ing so many ppl just to finish off them.
n just because I ve been slacking too much in nonsenses.
and I ve to BA KUAI LE JIAN LI ZAI BIE REN DE TONG KU SHANG.
Just like my frens,
they ve to be as nervous as me when I nearly can't pass up my assignments on time,
ewen even passed her pendrive to me for so many times cos she's worried I can't pass up the work. (Eventhough she noes I ve been lazy n din do my own work.)
But seriously, I don hope to seek for others' help or sympathy everytime.
But yeah, dats what I m doing now.
that's the useless me now.
Since sec skuls.
Yet, I never got to calm myself down n think thoroughly about it.

Psychology- Yinmei is the one who owes let us copy her work,
wanlin too.
IT, ewen is doing al the works,
n she never ever complained to me,
for website, she did the whole thingy,
n has been so kind to me,
asked me for the designs things,
so that I wont feel like I m too useless for not doing anything.
Maybe she would even feel I was talking bullshit when I said i was relieved on the day when we passed up the whole project,
yeah, it's true,
cos I ve been feeling guilty for not being able to do much work,
or even worse, I din even put in any effort in LEARNING how to do,
therefore i was kinda stressed for the few weeks.- for not being able to do any 'useful' works
Furthermore,
I din finish what I ve promised to do everytime.
yeah, that's the useless me,
I ve owes been relying others in duin work,
never learned to be independent.
wats wrong wif me!?

Econs, still remember the essay weeks before,
just got it back days ago, i was kinda worried about the marks,
I din even noe what ve i copied and pasted~
I got yinmei's work n ewen's work,
AGAIn..SEE? AGAIN~
most importantly, after so many times, they r stil willing to LET me copy n paste,
copy n paste, change here n ther, but i suppose the points r almost the same,
n moreover, I din even read what I ve been copy and pasting, cos I ve only 30min left
n HUO GAI me, the day before I was in front of my laptop again.
copy and paste, yeah easy,
but I know how bad my frens feel,
they r helping me when i cant finish them on time cos they din wana reject me or in fact don wana c me die so deadly.

For me, if i were the one being copied, I knew how it feels,
I ve tried that before.
Without my knowledge, n get everything copied so easily.
不甘愿-this is the feeling.

I have been worrying how will they think for these few months.
just that I never put my mind into it,
or even think thoroughly about it.
Today, I felt that I really needa talk about it.

I have been too 掉以轻心 in what's happening around me.
takes things too for-granted.
Change urself simpeiyi.
You seriously need a slap on ur face.

Btw,
Hope after so many things, I can be altogether a better person, with improved and better personality and thinkings.
and thanks so much for the ppl who have been so willingly in helping the useless me,
I should ve appreciated u al more.
And for now,
I think what i need is to change myself to a much matured and independent person.

Friday, September 21, 2007

Kay's Tips for Teens

  • A lot of nerds grow up to become millionaires.
  • The most important person to be comfortable with is yourself.
  • Solving someone else's problem isn't necessary; listening is enough.
  • You can judge a book by its cover. What image do you want to display?
  • Pray to your angels. They can help, but only if you ask them to.
  • Choosing to be a passenger in a car with an irresponsible driver is a dumb thing to do.
  • Being there for others will not only help them but expand your sense of self worth tenfold as well.
  • Decide what's important for you in a relationship, and don't settle anything less.
  • The way you eat today will affect how you look and feel tomorrow.
  • Be grateful for each new day.
  • The older you get, the smarter your mom and dad become.
  • Give more than you take- it will always come back to you.

Which baby r u?

>>>>
Jiani showed me this n I seriously think most of them are accurate...
have a look~

>>>>-------------JANUARY BABY--------------------
>>>>pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
>>>>Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to
>>>>recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.
>>>>Stubborn.


>>>>----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
>>>>Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
>>>>Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
>>>>Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.
>>>>Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
>>>>and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
>>>>freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
>>>>aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
>>>>Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
>>>>Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
>>>>but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.
>>>>Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
>>>>Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
>>>>inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
>>>>Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.


>>>>-----------------MARCH BABY --------------------
>>>>Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and
>>>>reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous
>>>>and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
>>>>Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.
>>>>Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
>>>>Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up
>>>>feelings. Observant and assesses others.


>>>>------------------APRIL BABY -------------------
>>>>Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
>>>>Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
>>>>sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
>>>>work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
>>>>Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
>>>>memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
>>>>for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or
>>>>make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
>>>>others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
>>>>Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
>>>>Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
>>>>traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains. I


>>>>-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
>>>>Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
>>>>highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
>>>>Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
>>>>Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
>>>>Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
>>>>Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
>>>>dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
>>>>Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
>>>>imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
>>>>literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike
>>>>being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
>>>>Hardworking. High spirited.

>>>>------------JUNE BABY -------------
>>>>You've got the best personality and are an
>>>>absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make
>>>>new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt
>>>>and more than likely have an a very attractive
>>>>partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely
>>>>that you have a massive record collection. You
>>>>have a great choice in films, and may one day
>>>>become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
>>>>you've got the looks for it!!!

>>>>----------------JULY BABY --------------
>>>>Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
>>>>be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
>>>>Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
>>>>consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
>>>>feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
>>>>Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
>>>>Moody
>>>>and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at
>>>>times.
>>>>Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
>>>>dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
>>>>Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
>>>>and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
>>>>loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
>>>>sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
>>>>through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
>>>>in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods
>>>>about the past and the old friends. Waits for
>>>>friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
>>>>unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
>>>>but takes long to recover.

>>>>------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
>>>>outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
>>>>attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
>>>>confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
>>>>easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every
>>>>thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.
>>>>loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
>>>>not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
>>>>loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".
>>>>longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
>>>>restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
>>>>always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"
>>>>or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.
>>>>independent. strong willed. a fighter.


>>>>------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------
>>>>Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
>>>>to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
>>>>Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
>>>>Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
>>>>Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
>>>>caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
>>>>many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.
>>>>Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
>>>>oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
>>>>Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
>>>>understand.

>>>>---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------
>>>>Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves
>>>>to takes things at the center. Inner and physical
>>>>beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
>>>>often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and
>>>>fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
>>>>recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does
>>>>not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
>>>>Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
>>>>sexiest of them all.

>>>>---------------NOVEMBER BABY --------------------
>>>>Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
>>>>dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
>>>>Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
>>>>your inner and outer beauty and independent
>>>>personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
>>>>and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people
>>>>easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
>>>>independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
>>>>crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the
>>>>greatest men are born in this month. If you ever
>>>>begin a relationship with someone from this month,
>>>>hold on to them because their one of a kind.


>>>>---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
>>>>This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
>>>>person possible... better than all of these other
>>>>months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
>>>>in everything. Active in games and interactions.
>>>>Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
>>>>organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
>>>>though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
>>>>yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
>>>>kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
>>>>ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
>>>>delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
>>>>Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
>>>>joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
>>>>always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
>>>>Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
>>>>Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of
>>>>person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
>>>>colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to
>>>>dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows
>>>>emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
>>>>Sensitive.

Mooncake Festival?

Dun even noe when is the date for it?
heh~ sorry then! I am really not sure for it, because when I m at home, my mom is the one reminding me..=D
There's some kinda function on in the college tonight,
it's for mooncake festival celebration,
desmond,zonglin,chiewying,chenhoe r al going I suppose~
I feel like going too, Daniel Lee is coming though,
and it costs only RM5,
cheaP~

Jiani is sleeping on my bed right now,
remember dat girl?
introduced her to u al in the entry days before.
Maybe we r going together tonight,
of course I hope yanyee and yiiwen would go,
or instead I ll FORCE them to go!
HAHAXD
'house' trip mah...
haiyoo--*sounds sampat here~

Done badly for math just now,
I din't really know how to do,
kinda disappointed,
cos this is my FIRST time to do like 2 sets of pass year papers,
but still,
I can't get it.
Sigh~
ANyways,
thanks to yanyee n yiiwen's help for math,
they ve been very patient to me these few days,
n they did a great job answering to my doubts on math questions.
THANKS DUDEz!
love ya..
However, deep inside,
I found the useless me,
the 'de'proved me,
the not-intelligent-anymore me,
I told jiejie about it,
n she said it's not dat I m stupid,
It's all cos of my laziness and lack of motivation in doing everything,
maybe she knows me more than I do?
Yeah, I ve been slacking for the past few months,
what can i do,
no motivation in doing studies for the moment~
heh...
BUT NO WAY!
I MUST study, at least TRY 'pushing' myself started now on,
T.R.I.A.L.S-----10% Internal eh..+ FORECAST,
I gona die for my math,
so the other four, NO WAY ~ NOt gona die..PLS PLS AMITABA


Btw, I suddenly realised that I m bcumin a lil like my jiejie liao,
willing to sacrifice my time or maybe other things for frens who r worth for~
yeah I DO~
I really do treat who are nice to me quite nicely,
maybe I feel grateful for what they ve done to me or the way they treat me?
cos u noe,
it's not easy to meet GOOD/NICE ppl,
and I consider myself REALLY lucky for having so much GREAT ppl around me right now.
I ve great family,great frens, not to mention GREAT 'u'~ HAHA=D
LOVE EVERYONE OF
* treating ur fren TOO nicely d make them think ur fake, NEVER think that way~
just TRUST them, n eventhough they are FAKE, so what?!
They r being FAKE by treatin u nicely...dats good anyway..HEh~
for me, I seldom do that, maybe yes, under some circumstances,
but sometimes I d be tOO straight forward
for eg: disliking sumone-i d really make them person FEEL who MUCH i dislike him/her.
in the other way round, it's a different story.

Thursday, September 20, 2007

-Tri@ls-

Trials- from 21st Sep to 28th Sep-
Wish me luck ppl~
10% Internal..
Whooshhh~
AMITABA~

Monday, September 17, 2007

-Bdayz-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

我对自己说。。。
haha...

Din't ve time to make a card for eqian's bro bday,
mei you xin ah...
so embarrassed of myself..
hHAA=S

The one below is made for eqian on her bday,
n we gave her late..
BU HAO YI SI..




Eqian's bro n frens (bside him, of cos gf ..Hehhhehh~)
Her family

Yummy cakes
Simply love the effect of this photo
Group photo
taking photo wif eqian's mom
SHOU XING=寿星


Went there from about 12pm to 5+pm,
thanks eqian n zhijie for the transport!
YOU XIN ah...=D
had great conversation with zhijie, eqian's fren..*yeah,..FRIEND
n of cos, GREAT n mouth-watering varieties of food!
western, chinese....etc
Mostly prepared by eqian's gugu(aunt), n some by her mom,
really need much time to prepare al those...
Like my mom,
when she wana organise any gatherings or parties,
she d be busy from the day before to prepare all the food, ALL the food( emphasizing),
so..I din't really prefer to gather my frens at home or celebrate bday ther,
Don wana c my mom being so exhausted bcos of me..
*heart pain..hehh..~

Anyways,
Met eqian's mom after 9 yrs,
din't get to recognize her anymore..
Anyways, she's stil that nice n polite woman as I ve imagined her to be.
And yeah, she has 'produced' 3 kiddos wif the same personality as hers,
all so gentle..=D

Recently, ther've been a few ppl saying the same thing to me..
Jiani's roommate's friend..
“你是什么人?”
“你有点儿混血儿样eh.."
n eqian told me her mom n gugu 不约而同 (eqian-i noe ur chinese very good bahh..this is learnt in primary three okay? BU YUE ER TONG=saying something same wifout discussing about it together earlier) said I looked like mixed angmoh n chinese...
yanyee n ewen get a lil influenced too,
n said they started to think kinda the same way too..
firstly, when skul restarted, a new fren asked wat race m i,
she said i looked a bit like mixed middle east..
HAHA!! funny rite?
i kelian myself for looking like NO-race person...
ppl r not even sure wat race m i..
*sobb

Btw, my elder and younger sis look more 'mixed' than me.
I m the least mixed-looking.

My mom n dad r both chinese,
so it's i mpossible we look like mixed..
cos chinese n chinese= chinese. Yeah, dats it.

........................................................................................................................................................................
These are complaints from other teachers few days ago..
做作 Taylors, stil ve to use powerpoint to show us eh~
FUyOh~HAHA=D