study?

STUDY STUDY STUDY.
I should tie al my caterpillar messy hair up to make myself more JING SHEN.

(Photos taken after an outing jus now)


Looks ok like this?

WU LIAO
EATTTT!!

LAST DAY of skul-study leave

Managed to take loads of photos for memories on the last day of skul.
Feelings+ Thought---to be filled in after exams.
i cant afford to get shit results for SAM.

Starting on Sat, it's our study leave,
so Derick, don wish me HAPPY holidays,
cos it's not gona be happy,
i ll be happy oni after exams..
haha
(although I m not over-stressed YET rite now)

k, hope i can TAHAN til exams end then cnue blogging.
kehpoh too much
k end here.
tata~

Countdown:- ONE DAY

ARGHhhhh!
NOOOOoooooooooooooooo
last day to attend classes tomoro.
hope noone of us will be crying our hearts out...
don like the feeling of crying.
cos the heart aches.

Today is Puan Noor's last econs class for us.
Unfortunately it's a bad one.
Cos she walked off disappointingly/quietly.
The plan was actually...to ve a party during her lesson.
but we didn't know we were the one preparin for it
so nothing came out.
hence disappointment is in Puan Noor's head.
yet, when she was trying to give us reminders for examinations,
most of us were chit-chatting, ignoring her.
so ..yeah she got kinda upset...
To comfort myself:---Stil got Prom night. MUST TAKE photo wif Puan NOor!
we love her, cos she loves us(K1)!

Tomoro is FINAL LESSON for every subject.
Although we r gona have extra classes for IT.
Gosh, SAM ended this fast? I din realise that.

I M SO GONA MISS laughters in K1.
esp during Mrs Banu's lesson.
she's super-JIAN.
the way she talks, so sarcastic everytime, yet we love it so much.
she's so IN! haha...she noes how teenagers talk, n she got her way of expressing her humour in such a unique way that have been impressing al of us through these months.
Mateen, Jiaxian, Hardeep, talking against her, creating all those LAME jokes, fooling al around wif Mrs Banu. O GOD, I don think i m gona ve such fun lessons anymore in the future.
ARghhh.....REWIND the clock.
haah
i noe it's impossible.
jus gona admit i m stupid then.

anyways.
tomoro..
tomoro.
how's it gona be?
DON WAN LAr...
don wana end everything so fast.

and after tomoro,
we gona REALLY study hard.
cos it's STUDY leave.
so it's for us to STUDY.
STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY

GET INTO A GOOD UNI!!! GET INTO A GOOD UNI!!! GET INTO A GOOD UNI!!!
GET INTO A GOOD UNI!!! GET INTO A GOOD UNI!!! GET INTO A GOOD UNI!!!
GET INTO A GOOD UNI!!! GET INTO A GOOD UNI!!! GET INTO A GOOD UNI!!!
GET INTO A GOOD UNI!!! GET INTO A GOOD UNI!!! GET INTO A GOOD UNI!!!

Countdown-2days

Joined wanlin for the idp education education fair thingy n skipped english.
Only for today, application for Aust Unis s free of charge.
But i din apply for any, as I'm not plannin to go over next yr,
probably doing twinning program, cos i love msia more.hahas

Stil din manage to take much photos.
Today=0,
din leave any memories in my camera.
SIENness..
Psy class cancelled.
so I oni attended like about 3 lessons?
so boring/unmeaningful.
hope K1 can take a group photo in the last 2 days.
C'mon K1 ppl, come to class..everyone of us! take a group photo AGAIn for remembrance eh?

Last 3 days

SAM SAM SAM
wth.
Time flies...( y does time fly? do clocks have wings?)
January, February, March, April, May, June, July, August, September, October...
a few more days to November, about 2 more weeks to the day to complete SAM.
and three more school days

I m gona miss the times so much, but not as much as how I miss my secondary school (in which I ve been studyin in it for 14 yrs)
haha..Taylors- one yr oni.
but....but...but...

K1!!!
K1- such fun n loving ppl in this class
such a cute mentor- Puan Noor. who loves her students so much. yet we disappointed her loads.
such perfect combination of students/ clowns.
Never would the class lack of fun/laughter.
Also, never would we REALLY concentrate on studies.
This is the fun yet 'RIP' part when we r gona meet exams.
There are some very very intelligent ppl in this class though.

Wanted to take as many photos as I could these few days,
but...kinda no mood to.
but but but but but but.......( so many BUTS)
if i don do it, no more chances already!!
MEMORIES, i need GOOD MEMORIES like this.
remember those good things, like things happened in K1, ppl in K1, good ppl i met in taylors..
yeah!! Can stil take some pic on prom night tho=)

K1 ppl I WILL MISS U AL~

There were oni 7 our of 26? students attending Math lesson today.
COOL?
ahaa...
Mr Chong stil lidat..
no feeling.
haha
(but think he d be a lil sad..)
I ve sadden him for billion times, for going class late, for skipping his lesson after break~
haha....uncountable times..i missed so MUCH Math lessons.

DIULIAN
sang Gemilang at the staircase just now, with some 'creative' movements for the 'MV' taken by Ewenwong and yanyeelee.
when i sang the word 'cahaya', the sunlight sudenly shone on me,(so ZHUN)
but it wasn't taken down, siGH~
oni after that then we started taking 'MV'
gona go bang on the wall if those two betray me n put it somewhere on9 one day.
DIULIAN moment is-- a guy looked down from upstairs and at the same moment, i looked at him too...GOD, he's gona recognise me..=( nvm, i diulian diu guan le.

audition. agen.

As i ve mentioned in the post before,
the tcher hasn't decide on the duet and solo thingy.
Hence, me n zonglin went for it agen n c how the lecturers say.
Yeah, at last the duet is in, and zonglin is gona sing a chinese song,

Actually the audition was over already,
and i ve went for the that audition, mos probably dat audition is d oni one?
not sure,
anyways, ther's another audition after that cos zonglin's fren told the lecturers zonglin can sing chinese songs quite well,
so there goes another audition for zonglin and shane.
and zonglin suggested to sing a duet wif me so that it wouldn't be al the same thing(solo).
so..yeah.
I went with him las week,
and ther hasnt been any decisions made,
so today we ve to go n re-sing the duet song (in order to c if duet/solo is gona be chosen)
at last, i think both?
not sure yet.
probably zonglin is asked to change his 'can u feel the love tonight' to another chinese song.
I recommended SHI NIAN(ten years), cos he performs himself better in slow songs.

Shockingly, Ms Shoba joined the lecturers for the audition too this afternoon,
when she just walked in the room,
my heart started beating fast, faster...n ...
i got reli nervous, just naturally/automatically get panic whenever i gona do anything in front of her, even speaking.
haha=S
Sang "Melodi' with music once, and another time without music.
yeah, the lecturers nodded kinda satifactorily, but said my voice is too much louder than zonglin's,
so gona ask the technician to adjust aonglin's mic volume louder n etc.

ltr on, that cute indian lecturer asked me to sing 'Gemilang' to her as she has heard some of her students saying I sang that song quite well.
O.S"Huh? I don think i can sing well le, having flu still. for like 3 days, not yet recovered...'
this is NOT an excuse, seriously,
i don give excuses when i perform bad, (mayb i do, just to comfort myself), but normally i don.
haha...

yeah, I sang, (with a really bad 台风, as i was scared, the lecturers were right in front of me, maybe less than 2 metres. so...a lil..KIA.so useless of me)
and I din finish the ending part, cos I noe it's surely gona sound like chicken/crow(with the current poor condition of my throat). so..
However, the lecturers said it was pretty good, eventho I m having flu/not feeling well,
and i do think they r looking forward for a better performance from me on the day.
Ms Shoba said 'I din noe u can sing so well, she's so quiet in class(telling other lecturers)'
QUIET IN CLASS! HEARD THAT?! SIMPEIYI IS QUIET IN CLASS!! HAHA..wat a joke, but yeah, I'm quiet in Psychology class, so do the others, cos...我们不敢惹到她。。haha..=S

so..AMITABA. I need to not disappoint them and myself.
( really hope to be in my best 'zhuangtai' and do my best)
so..me gona take good care of my throat & not to forget- STUDY HARD!!
about 2 more weeks to SSABSA....AMITABA AMITABA!!

but for now, i shud focus more on SSABSA finals and not singing singing singing...

F.O.C.U.S

Outdated post-
~Last weekend~
A yang's bday, went to somewher nearby Cheras,
everything was so disorganised, we thought we r gona celebrate yang's bday eatin steamboat at his mom's house.
When we arrived, his mom asked us to go Neway.
I was thinkin it would be damn expensive to go in weekend, at least Rm50+ per person.
So...it was cancelled.
Then out we went to eat yummy yummy steamboat outside.



Last night we had a fun yet exhausted outing to Sunway Pyramid.
Went back home at 4am...siao~
but we enjoyed it!
-Time to study...still playing..SIgH~-
We went to try some Vietnamese food, ordered ten durian pancakes, the waiter's mouth nearly 'dropped', could c from his expressions when he was taking order. Kek man.
we r durian lovers!
haa..anyways, it was reli nice, cost RM5.9 for two SMALL little pancakes.
Then we went for movie, ppl around us should be disgusted.
esp when we BurP durian..nice smel huh! HAAaaaa

j
OUtside cinema...ewen buying ticket, me n yanyee camwhoring.

Buh, end here.
I promised myself to do at least a set of Math pass yr. PLEAse......i need motivation.
and less TV series temptations.

Flu......

Flu....sore throat....dying soon.
Had the worse 'voice' ever in singing.
Can't imagine how m i gona go for the audition wif zonglin on Monday.
Ms Loke asked if I wana sing wif another gur for duet,
I ve to choose either zonglin or shane(the other guy, he has pretty good voice)
hence, I ll ve one solo performance and another duet.
I was worrying about...
if I chose to sing with Shane, would zonglin be able to sing solo, or he ll not ve both? I m not sure
If I chose zonglin for duet, ll his solo b cancelled?
Aargghhh...SO FAN...i dunno wat to do.
I should make the right decision so that zonglin can do his solo,
i prefer him duin solo.
cos it sounds more...'right'.
LUAN LUAN LUAN.

Nice place

Planned to go to the Curve,
but ..
dono wher we went..
i think it's some place called Dataran Sunway...
anyways it's nearby the Curve.




Had our lunch at Thai Express, the food and services are both excellent. The price is also 'excellent'

Met Bel n Kelly at AC at night

Ordered this watermelon lychee thingy
C Kelly is cute with watever expression

Bel is smiling pretendiously beside me, so was I. HAHA

Thanks

Just got our IT internal marks, including all of the projects n so on.
Yeah, Database and Website, in which ewen has helped me lots.
I'd ve died if I failed these two. so, ewen has 'saved my life'!
Owe u a treat. =)
Thankie dude

毅力

JIAYOU.
18 more days to SSABSA exams.
REVISION !!!
Decided to go library wif caoying starting on today.
Hope I could maintain my 'nuli-ness'..haaaa
I need yili

Shiop shiopz shiopz

Sunway Pyramid Part2 is opened,
but not all the shops are finished renovated.
Saw this in Sunway Pyramid, Topshop, it costs RM93
And finally I bought BLACK eyeshadow, haha..KATE, find it kinda...not dat 实用, cant possibly wear it out for shopping oftenly.
Jiani acting 'pretty' wif me.
3 sapos
Tried helpin yanyee apply on make-up, looks 'behbai' eh, the photo doesnt show it al anyway.
mine~ my eyes look weird after putting on the 'black' eyeshadow...hope i ll find ways to make it look better..

Saw FIR's new album, Faye's dressings is quite similar to wat i was planning to prepare for performance, (SHE 'copied' me~ Ehsehhh~ SIAOPI la!)but not sleeveless, i suppose, cos i m too fat to wear dat~ SIgh~
end of the post---
p.s I ve to stop thinkin about prompromprom n start focusing on bookbookbook/passyrpassyrpassyr.
JIAYOU! to me...haha=)

sweet sis=)

Have been thinkin of the costume for Prom,
both dress n the one for performance,
n see what ve my sweet sis done for me?
she went shopping n took down al the pics~
n the items she ve chosen looked GREAT!

Was thinking whether should I ask her to deliver them to me or i ll search for the similar things here.
I saw the hats in Sg wang, but not yet found a 100% OK one for me,
however, the costs might be a lil expensive if my sis is gona send them to me.
n I m not sure if they ll be sent here on time.
DUnno wat to do le..
Btw, THANK YOU jiejie~ LOVe ya=)

Disappointmentz

After the call, I SMS-ed HIm,
I expected him to call me back,
I needed someone to talk to me, to listen to me.
REALLY need someone by my side at THAT moment.
but he din.
n he's waiting for me to cal him.
[although I said I ll call him, but in the heart, of course ther's stil some expectations~ =(]
Then he replied me only minutes later (when I din need anyone anymore),
telling me he d wait for my call.
can't he just spend some of his phone credit for me?
just some sad feelings rite now,
ll forget about it soon.
HAIz
=(((((((((

I expected HEr to understand me more,
i hate her looking down on me,
(although it's my fault for disappointing her million times thru the yrs)
btw, wats wrong wif studyin in arts side?
y mus everyone look down on it?
"Don't tell me about them, they r studyin Sciences, it's different, theirs are harder, urs is SO EASY~"
yeah, come here right now n try studying mine!
Everything has their own levels of difficulties.
Not like ther's a fixed one for anything.
y mus we take SCIences in order to have brighter future?
EVEN SHE thinks in dat way~
i tot she's d closest one to me in this whole world.
she should be the one who understands me the most.
SAD.
I noe ther's no use crying anymore,
I should SHOW her something wif my hardwork.
(which i never had succeeded in the past, NEVER ever showed her good results, al i did were empty promises, dats y she din trust me anymore, n even looked down on me)

Yeah..n I knew she'd worry about me even more after the phone call ended.
I shouldnt have broke into tears that soon.

Outing on Wed nite/ Sweet photo-shooting

After eating in Darussalam,
eqian n zhijie suggested to go Sunway Pyramid to watch a late nite movie~
yeah, went back home quite late tho..
thanks for transport provided by zhijie.
L8r on, jiani stayed overnight at our house,
bet she din have a good night sleeping beside me.
SigH~ never would anyone dare to sleep beside me on a small bed.haha
I dream of football owes,
n i KICK~HAHAXD
Kelian my husband in the future.
L8r noone wans me after readin my blog..=(



CAm-whoring in liftat home, saw our eyebags?


I think i was scolding jia ni for not takin pic wif me...


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Most of the students were attracted by this pair of laopo n laogong.
hHAa..
heard they met each other in Taylors (SAM programme) 8 yrs ago,
so they wanted to ...
u noe=)
SWEET isn't?!

LAN passed

WE PASSED LAN!
LAN- a subject that includes Moral Studies and Malaysian Studies, compulsory for all students studying in Malaysia, if we pass it, then we don needa take it in uni anymore.

And now proudly, we ve passed everything although we never learnt anything about Msian history before-felt 2 boastful of myself..sorry~- just got kinda too happy.

And moreover, I d like to proudly announce that YANyee LEE is the only A-scorer in her class for MALAYSIAN STUDIES, n she's the only ONE who has never studied Malaysia's history.
COOL rite?
me n ewen did not bad too, we got B, n it's considered good in our class~

COOL COOL!!
CLap Clap again? HAHAXD

SAM Corroboree Audition

Yeah, this is it~ I ve been looking forward for that night,
n before this, a friend of zonglin has mentioned to me about the audition,
he said I should join the audition..
but I never knew when is it~

TILL, today..about 230pm, n the audition started at 2 i suppose,
Jiani called me to go, she called me to go to the hall immediately,
like just simply sing a song i know.

Heart pouding fast, I din even noe what song to sing,
she said better sing english songs..
english songs?HUH? I barely listen to any english songs actually,
so I said, I couldnt make it,
but at last I decided to give a try, or to give a chance to myself.
-although I had no confident at all (as no preparation was made),-
L8r on, I called zonglin to go with me,
but he can't
- furthermore he din't even tell me about the audition~-
yisiang (his fren) asked him about it earlier, n he never mentioned it to me le~
he knew i wanted to go if he's going.., maybe he has forgotten about it
HmpH, zonglin u ll know when u get back from malacca~

Ok, at last I chose 倒带 and Gemilang for that.
Both also I can't remember the lyrics,
so I just quickly copied the lyrics and went for the audition with lyrics.
Without any practise, I was ready to disappoint myself actually,
just hoped for some kinda miracle in heart.

Saw Yisiang when I entered the hall,
ltr on I found Jiani,
yeah felt much more secured when i saw her,
cos I know she's my only close friend ther to support me.

She accompanied me to practise in another hall,
as I havent even 开音= (couldnt reach to the highest note yet, cos haven't been talking much since am),
so we went KAI YIN in the toilet, yeah, it worked, after going out of tune a few times in the toilet.
Suddenly another committee member rushed us back into the hall n said it's my turn.

God, so kamchiong one...
then I jus stupidly went up the stage n tested the mic..
Hmm..sound effect super lousy..
no echo at al~
then, I din even noe wher should I stand, on stage or in front of the 'judges',
btw, at last I preferred to perform in front of the judges wifout mic.

Stood ther, with the lyrics of 'Gemilang' on my hand,
stared at it for a few seconds, with my mind thinking of the key n so on..
oK. Started off...quite safely... ***Berjuta bintang menyanyi~....***
The next line, i din noe how to sing one, but i agak agak sing..
aha..then to the chorus, n to the bridge.. quite nervous,
but I kept reminding myself to calm down, so that I wont go out of tune.
The hardest part...have to 彪 high notes at the end..***Mungkinkah iniyeahhh...menjadi realiti..hmmmm~~~***
hmm..I thought ther's some not-obvious 破音, but luckily, noone actually realised it
Jenny (ccy's so-called gf-but nomore now), complimented me...
Most of them were quite surprised about it...
Maybe I don look like I can even sing..
bt ..yeah, I m proud of myself for having the courage to go for an audition today~
CLAP CLAP for me eh?
I never dared to go to auditions through these months eh?!
CLAP bahhh..
PUhleease?
HahaS XD


First time I dared myself to sing such a challenging song.
I ve been choosing easy songs for myself in the past performances to avoid 'accidents'...
but this time..FINALLY, I m brave enuf, or should I say, I din have ENOUGH time to think about so much

And in my opinion, I think I did pretty Okay, n felt REALLY glad I din't miss this chance.
Special Thanks to Jiani, for asking n insisting me to go.
Thanks for the encouragements n confidence given to me~

I gona appreciate this chance,
I heard the lecturer saying that she wns me to do the opening performance.
I hope I could do it well..
a lil stressed already
(actually I shud focus more on studies first)
now started to think of the costume to wear liao=D
it's in Sunway Lagoon Resort Hotel's Ballroom,
first time to perform in such a grand place.
N i shudnt dress up cheaply too.
so yeah....any ideas anyone?
wat shud i wear?
I ve something in my mind dy....
but I still need comments n opinions from u al~
THANKS a lot=)
leave comment or email me ...any ways u like

Muaxx<3 style="font-size:78%;">Super happy today altho I ve screwed up most of my exams.
今天让我感到被受肯定的感觉~ 信心也增加了一点~有那么一点点的成就感，
最重要的还是在表演当天表现得好一点~
希望如此