The birthday boys

The Bn ppl in Msia.
23rd October 2009

Birthday boys, Jeff & Vince (in the middle)

Jeff the joker is living his life good in IMU, Vince is having a good time earning $$$$,
hope everything goes well as this, forever and ever.

Louis, Vui and Jeff, xinkunimenle, for coming from the other end to Sunway.
boobies for the room, drinking session. WUUUH
I guess those two bday boys r touched, they just never mentioned. HEHE.
It's not an everyday thing dat we can all gather up again and sampat,
appreciated the moments=)
Had FUN last night. THANKS PEOPLE. AND STAY SAMPAT!!! <3

p.s Mayan Mary Jieming Millie Shinhan, you guys shud have came=( TSKL. Then it'd be so complete. =D

expectations

I have to say,
Meeting up expectations is something tiring.
Something which is supposed to be enjoyable will no longer be that MUCH of enjoyment after all the other elements are added in, turning it into some mixture of stress n blahh.
haiz, luckily I'm forgetful, guess ll be better after a few moments.

btw,
I WAS SO EXCITED+ STRESSED during the whole singing session just now.
Was doing replacement today at Little Bally, ss15 and GUESS WHO I MET?
The guitarist is the one whom the residents of 177Q (our accommodation two yrs back) supported and likedddd SO MUCH!
ok, I admit I like him A LOT, like really A LOT back then, cos his voice melts my heart.
Have not listened to him singing for two years,
and today is the first time after two years.
It's a total different feeling having myself to sing with someone I admired so much (in singing), well, he's pretty good-looking too=B
BUT you will never expect such a talented guy (somemore good looking) to be THAT friendly,
gotta accept the fact. HAH.

the shit-est thing is that, I'm stressing myself out when I don't perform well.
I know it takes time to gain experience and be better,
but I know I don't have much time to 'enjoy the process',
next month is the last chance of performing in cafe, if the plan isn't change.
And the next time might be maybeh two years later? or NO more. AWW=(

Singing in cafe isn't as GREAT as I thought i would be.
Cos it's just pissing me off when I have to care about SO MUCH things,
-Am I performing okay, will the boss be happy with my performance, how about the customers....BLAH.- I hope the guitarist wasn't fed up listening to my stupid-inconsistent voice. AHHH. BU SHUANG.
It wasn't like this when I started my passion in singing, I used to relax while singing, not like THIS. BOO.
How can I let myself slow down my pace and relax a bit, but there isn't enough time for me to take a break, or BERAK. hehs. =BBBBB

I can only say my confidence gets beaten down too easily. DAMN.

weighing machine really broken down.

HELLO.
I'm SERIOUSLY NOT fat after consuming at least 3 times of MCD last two weeks/ one week.
HELLO HELLO.
It's the problem of the weighing machine, don't put the blame on me.

THANK GOD
I escaped POB Presentation today
I'm gona have fun this weekend, for the last time before all the submission dates of the assignment THREEs.
I'm gona be fat like a pig, that makes me look even HOTTER.
I might be recording a demo, but tsktsk, it's an english song.
There will be two presentations next Tuesday so I can just save one set of formal wear.
My bitches are back to KL ord and I've more kakis to sampat with.
Wanyen is always willing to go swimming in the pool-full-of-shit in Mentari.
I feel kinda relaxed atm.
I can have a good night sleep soon.
nites ppl=D

btw, I'm still waiting for the H.K pics to be delivered here. But I guess noone is interested in looking at them anymore after such a lonngg grandma time. HAHAs.
so much to be uploaded actually, too lazy to arrange and pick nice ones. HAH. wait when I'm in a good mood. YEYEYEYEHEHEHE

Smiling but actually tearing. AWW. sounds sad. actually not THAT much. BOO!

Btw. When ppl started talking about how 'HOT' my curls WERE, I started missing them so badly. =(
Should I leave my hair to grow longer?
So much thoughts, all jumbled up. HOW.

chumakesmefat

This is Phang Chuu Ying. CHUCHU.
My dad called her CU. CU. haha=)

She's the one who bring me around for food,
and accompany me when I need to do shopping/ when I'm bored,
esp after competition.
HAHA, she's joinin the sampat group.

Chu n I at Food Foundry.

She has been a great companion, really.


BTW.

So, yeah, be it sampat/ embarrassing, if you think you can't take my personality,
SHOO OFF FROM MY LIFE.

That's just me.

p.s I'm not puttin that photo for any purpose for the above statement. haha. jus found a recent photo of an outing. hehe=D

i'm not lost yet

After getting bugged by all the assignment 2s, it's now presentation time! coming up this week and the upcoming week. Then within one month, the last assignments for all subjects are to be done and please say HI to holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG I'm so excited for mom n sis's visit and spore trip with my highskul frens!
CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT!

I just have to ignore all those worthless stuffs that spoils my mood,
and anticipate these awesome shiiiittt! =)

btw, this is what I realized recently,
I've given up on spending time with ppl who r not worth it,
it's just a waste of time. seriously.

I agree with you. JUST CUT IT OFF.
I'm the one making decision.
Friendship, it could be incompatible too.
how long have it been and I never wanted to admit about it.
DAMN.
Keep hanging up there is tiring,
and YOU, it's time for you to stop pretending and force yourself.
just give it up and live our own life IF YOU yourself don't appreciate it. BOO!
GOOD IDEA right?
and the thing is,
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.
BYE =)
There's no single feeling regret, never is and never will.
cos this is the best way for everyone.
you r just bull shit. maybe more than that.

photos will come first.=)

Latest to oldest.

-Jazz band performance in Philharmonic, KLCC with the other students of Vertex.

-Meeting up with the boobies agen after their 4-months hols

-KL Home+assignments

-Brunei home's 'ballet' harmster

-Kuching+ HK.

Will update more soon=)

eat more cos we r stil UNDERweight

will be back soon! wait for me=)

don play play

I have to say this half-a-sem left is seriously gona be tough.
Need to start engine and do something,
I don't want any disappointment,
pleeaaassseee do well.

The tighter is the schedule for assignments,
the more extra stuffs is squeezing in to the schedule.
I AM GONA BE DEAD.
OH PLEASE DON'T LEMME BE.