One-day-break

Taken on the first day of camp- meet-up in Astro Bukit Jalil

I am having one-day-break! Left at 7pm and gona go back tomoro by 3pm.
Less than one day actually, but this is better than nothing. hah
And this is not really a very good time to come back, cos noone is free.=(
But it's really nice to see familiar faces and places again. AWW.

Last six days were really hectic.
vocal and dance classes consecutively.
modern dance is not something easy to handle, from the past 5 days experiences, muscle pain again=S haha... but quite fun, the teacher is nice and patient enough to teach these 'woods'.
I can't synchronize my hands/body/legs/head with the fast movements in modern dancing, traditional dance wasn't too tough for me in the past.
Vocal class, there are two teachers, one male and female, and we took turns to let them listen to us,
my main problem now is the 'feel', still lack of that, and I am VERY worried. Never thought singing is such a complicated thing. Maybe I underestimated it.
And another problem, lack of confidence. Always that. Not serious enough, I can't understand why others could be serious and really get into the song during training. I guess I'm a last minute person, so not until the real competition, or maybe rehearsal, I wouldn't be THAT serious, don't wana stress myself up yet. (cos I'm ord stressed=S)
confidence problem, I got more intimidated after listening to everyone during practise.
HOW COULD THEY BE SO GOOD?!
Pub singers, cafe singers, most of them have vocal training since few years ago. WHAT AM I? SHIT HEAD. I feel so lousy. once again.
Talking about pitching, skills, breathing...etc, I am so much worse! O GOD. i AM worried.
BUT BUT BUT. I KNOW I should work hard and do my best! I KNOW. I KNOW. I SHOULD!
and not to forget. 平常心 =) don get affected easily. Be myself.

I know there's many of you who r supporting me, I hope I won't let you all down.
I would just say, all the contestants r GENGGGGG. like SUPER geng. u should watch on TV.
Wish me luck. I need a lot of them thanks=)

Random photos--

We needed to write 'han yu pin yin' for our lyrics so that we can have perfect pronunciation. CLEVER huh.

Some of us. =)
Lunch. no rice. no noodle.
Kehpoh Samson took this photo during vocal class.
Okay, I have assignment to be done. 心情故事=_= haha.
TA~

AHHHHHH

Last day to chat, blog, kehpoh in fb/fs....etc
How am I gona survive without wireless connection there.
And I'm not sure if I should bring my lappie there to watch movies or anything.
Will consider about it first.

One more day

I am moving in to Countryheights, Kajang in one day's time.

This is the map attached. Miss me, go look for me. I HOPE YOU COULD!

Rules and regulations: No friends allowed. and normally we r not allowed to get out from monday to friday. weekends, i m not too sure yet. AH SAD.

I heard it's some sort of apartment or resort-like place, sounds just nice for me.
But... Having to leave my comfortable room, and patpo wanyen n sijia isn't something nice.
And college, these batch of wonderful coursemates. I reli enjoy being with them.
But how. There is not perfection in this world. Something's to be sacrificed.
Excitement, anticipation... yeah i've got them all earlier, but these few days, I just think I should go with the flow without thinking too much. HAHAs=)
btw, i'm curious abt what's gona be taught in the 'camp'/ training period.
I am so gona appreciate what's given cos I know this is a great opportunity to learn something I can't learn in college. It's 'practical work' HAHA.

And yeah, the photos are posted in the asq blog ord, +ve thinking...I look slimmer in the photo! although compared to the others, I'm still like 10kg heavier than the rest. 重量级 you know.

This photo chosen.. hmm. my own comment, I don look THAT 'cute' in real person, but the photos are all chosen by the producer n photographer, they think these r the best of all taken. so.. yeah.
This is really different from others, like ppl are posing those cool/ cute pose...
WHAT's THIS?! HAHA. angry? KEHPOh look. HAHAHHA. okay. that looks like me. round face though.

haha. btw, I am reli touched by all those friends, and of course family who r supporting me always. THANKS a lot. sincerely. I am gona try my best, do my best, and strive for the best!

MUACKSS<3>

Fun

We had fun=)

And it was quite a good experience, as in I got to really see how things work.
you get what i meant...HAHA

<3 ting

This closest cousin of mine, Ting has visited her gorgeous couz days ago.
Have not met her for two years I guess,
but I really am glad that we stil have endless topics to talk about,
she's still so supporting, mature in thinking...
and I will always remember how nice she has been treating me since we were young. =)
<3 hope to see her agen two weeks later when she transits in KL.
i will try hard to sneak out/ ask permission to come out. HAHA