Sunday, April 12, 2009

One-day-break

Taken on the first day of camp- meet-up in Astro Bukit Jalil

I am having one-day-break! Left at 7pm and gona go back tomoro by 3pm.
Less than one day actually, but this is better than nothing. hah
And this is not really a very good time to come back, cos noone is free.=(
But it's really nice to see familiar faces and places again. AWW.

Last six days were really hectic.
vocal and dance classes consecutively.
modern dance is not something easy to handle, from the past 5 days experiences, muscle pain again=S haha... but quite fun, the teacher is nice and patient enough to teach these 'woods'.
I can't synchronize my hands/body/legs/head with the fast movements in modern dancing, traditional dance wasn't too tough for me in the past.
Vocal class, there are two teachers, one male and female, and we took turns to let them listen to us,
my main problem now is the 'feel', still lack of that, and I am VERY worried. Never thought singing is such a complicated thing. Maybe I underestimated it.
And another problem, lack of confidence. Always that. Not serious enough, I can't understand why others could be serious and really get into the song during training. I guess I'm a last minute person, so not until the real competition, or maybe rehearsal, I wouldn't be THAT serious, don't wana stress myself up yet. (cos I'm ord stressed=S)
confidence problem, I got more intimidated after listening to everyone during practise.
HOW COULD THEY BE SO GOOD?!
Pub singers, cafe singers, most of them have vocal training since few years ago. WHAT AM I? SHIT HEAD. I feel so lousy. once again.
Talking about pitching, skills, breathing...etc, I am so much worse! O GOD. i AM worried.
BUT BUT BUT. I KNOW I should work hard and do my best! I KNOW. I KNOW. I SHOULD!
and not to forget. 平常心 =) don get affected easily. Be myself.

I know there's many of you who r supporting me, I hope I won't let you all down.
I would just say, all the contestants r GENGGGGG. like SUPER geng. u should watch on TV.
Wish me luck. I need a lot of them thanks=)

Random photos--

We needed to write 'han yu pin yin' for our lyrics so that we can have perfect pronunciation. CLEVER huh.

Some of us. =)
Lunch. no rice. no noodle.
Kehpoh Samson took this photo during vocal class.
Okay, I have assignment to be done. 心情故事=_= haha.
TA~

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