2 more days

SAT.. SUN.. MON~~
Gona go back to KL again.
Feel tired even I am not there yet.
Haven't find an accommodation yet,
and two days after I arrive there it's orientation day.

Still going out with friends so frequently these few days,
should stay at home more actually.
Realised I ve been doing wrong things ALWAYS.
cos my PIG brain WONT think.
a turning-19-years-old 'lady' still dono how to think and do things properly?
I feel sad for myself.
And luckily I have this KEPO sis and sweet mummy & Uncle Milo who will guide me in various areas, THANKS A LOT.
Sincerely HOPE there will be improvements done.
and HOPEFULLY i will not keep SAYING without DOING.
I hate myself being like this.

K, done with that.
Mood turns bad whenever I think of my bad attitude.
HATE IT!
Cos it WILL and maybe it DID ruin some part of my life.
Say accomplishing some tasks, relationship? friendship? ........more to go.

Anyways,
I have been feeling kinda unwell in the past few days.
Even lost my voice for two days.
Pretty shocking/ surprising for ppl around me though.
cos they can't particularly HEAR me. HAHAs.
Can't get used to it maybe.
NO LAR! I am BORN to be QUIET OKAY?! hahaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....
believe me o not, dats ur choice.
get near me and get ur eardrums BOMBED.

I LOVE MR GOO
hahaa.
just went out with him for buffet.
Had two 'sessions' of buffets in since yesterday.
One Italian 'All you can eat' with ex-classmates and today RBC( Royal Brunei Catering) Lunch Buffet with Mr Goo.
FULL....BURP BURPppppp
Let me PUKE~

Okay, thinking of DAT something,
my mood turns SUPER DUPER GOOD.
God, I'm loving it.
Thanks Uncle Milo.

After some 'unhappy moments', or shud I say we humans shud go thru some obstacles or stuffs in order to learn more.
yeah, there will be sadness, down...emo..
but,
after that,
u c things differently when u THINK more.
yeah I realise that.
and after that,
U will appreciate things or ppl around u more.
THANKS for letting me learn something NEW and meaningful.

And about Belinda,
hope she will 'get well' soon.
Feel so sad about it too.
Just days before,
I heard how happy she was during valentines celebration,
and today when i read her blog,
the thing just turned upside down.
CHEER UP DARLING.

Last but not least,
GOODBYE to Brunei frens,
will cya al again hopefully in June.
Will miss ya all for sure.
and not to be mentioned, my family.
BEING AT HOME/ FAMILIAR PLACE IS THE BEST THING OF ALL~


p.s I will upload those long overdueD Bru photos when i got them.