oh thank god she's found a job!

Working part-time is great! :)

At least I don't waste my time sleeping,

waking up earlier to work is worth it,

meeting different people,

learning through the process,

I'm soooo willing to learn!

Thanks so much luck,

Thanks manager for the opportunity given,

Thanks for the not-so-bad salary given.

It wouldn't have been so easy without all your cooperation.

I promise I will not slack at work. HAHs =P

Now Pies are replacing milktea.

Happy birthday Pies. :)

Nothing much to say, you are just an old man who's gotten older.

Would be great if I could be there during your celebration,

Looking forward to that day itself.

Remember the three wishes ok.

Make sure they will all come true.

'that's when your dreams will all come true' :)

.LOVES.

Imperfection

Took some time to think, there really isn't perfection in this world, learning to change an angle looking at it will get you to accept it eventually, and appreciate it more.

Whatever expected to be perfection will always remain as a fantasy.

it hurts.

It hurts to know when you wanted to help by saying something,
but you just couldn't, cos you are not in the situation to comment too much ont hat.

I was thinking, should I do more for a friend?
How should I actually help?
Or what have I actually have helped earlier on?
Did I do enough for her?
She certainly deserves something better than this,
Of how smart she is, she shouldn't have been in this state.

And I appreciate her enough to feel painful looking at her situation.
I really do, and I hope things can change for her.

Friend, trust me, you deserve better than where you are now,
just work harder, like you normally could, to get urself out of this,
and never step in again.

Loves

changed uni?!

OHHH I'm now a student of QUT, no longer a Monash-ian. HAHA:P Was in the lecture for the Nutrition course for half an hour and I nearly dozed off and got melted in the lecture hall, so I left my sis alone and went off to library which is still under renovation. :S pinkish but yeh, not too much of a good environment to read/ study at the moment. On the other side, I'm feeling lucky that I didn't decide to take any sci subjects after Form 5 because it's still boringgggg to me, after attempting to concentrate in the lecture.

Going back to Melbourne in 2 days time, but still don't feel that much of excitement, maybe it is because I am too desperate to spend more time with the family. And a bit too stressed about my final semester, where can I escape to? GAH!

Missing classes for the first week made me feel a bit guilty since I've just checked uni's blackboard and tutes have actually started! I'll have to catch up on it a bit more when i get back this sat.

Just to remind myself by noting it on the blog, I have to get my resume and cv done perfectly before applying to any companies. Amitabha bless things will go smooth for me. PLEASEEEE. Now it's another stage for me and I HAVE to face it, growing up is nothing good, seriously.

Ok, final words to myself: STOP PROCRASTINATING FOR GOD'S SAKE!

And to my dearest readers, sorry for not updating my blog for 10000 years, I've been busy since the beginning of this holiday, travelling in between East & West Malaysia and Brunei, enjoying yet tiring, especially for my parents, and the pilot. HAHAHA LAMEEE. Will get back to this 'home' when I leave the 'old nest'. :D