Monday, July 20, 2009

Tears don't help

Some things are just meant to keep to myself,
sharing them might make things worse,
can't believe it could still influence me in some ways atm,
it has been ten thousand years gosh.

it's just so much torture when it leaves and comes back to you again,
it's just hard to delete this particular file in the memory,
maybe it's not yet deleted in the recycle bin,
or it's being retrieved, in any ways.

things should be taken up with responsibility,
and learning to trust or believe is something I must do to let me feel better
accepting the truth and letting it go would lead me to a better life.
I trust, I believe,
I swear I will stand up from this,
I will not let myself fall into this again.

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