library

yeah, i managed to pull my heavy ass to the library.
but.
i don think i did much work.
still thinking,
when can I be motivated enough to finish up my work asap.

altho the assignments are due next week,
but, i wana finish them off by this weekend.
YES, i said I 'wana'.
i din say i WOULD.
cos i know i m gona procrastinate again, n i hate myself being like dat.

Recently,
I had much fun
feel more relaxed,
despite those 'nonsense' floating in my mind.
that particular thing just won't get off from me.
pls,
forget about it asap.
don drag it along with my life.
cos it don feel good.
i m afraid of something.
stil, i couldn't figure out what it is.

Yet, I m stressed out sometimes.
I hate to be blamed for nothing.
I hate something that would ruin friendship/ relationship or watever.
Do i have to do something about it?
or just let it go with the flow.
i guess ppl wil prefer the latter.
SHUN QI ZI RAN.

TIRED.