Lack of time/Thx

Had mock exam today,
felt my head cracking when I was looking at the paper,
cos I was thinking hard, but my mind was still blank~
u understand that feeling don't you?
This is what I get for not getting any preparation for it.
Actually the college's intention for this mock is to 'force' us to start doing revision,
in another way round, to let us try sitting for it...

Really I m HUO GAI. (for not appreciating the time I ve to do revision for exams)

ewen n yanyee have been very nice to me.
*They wake me up ---with FULL patience, u cant imagine how much patience they need to do that!
*They scold me (maybe not scoldings, just a stricter way of talking to me) for being too not-serious with my studies, n I m grateful for that. cos this let me think of my mom NIAN-ing me when I am not concentrating in studies in sec skul. But I ve gave her too much disappointments n I regretted for everything. Yanyee n ewen lemme think of my mom, n it's not easy to have friends who can take care of you like your mom does. SO I M SUPER LUCKY TO VE THEM WIF ME.
*We get along quite well, or should I say there's almost no argument in anything.
*Laughters are brought in the atmosphere with the existence of those two.
*Whenever they r going somewhere or have any nice things, they would not leave me alone.
MANY more..

Tomorrow me yanyee n ewen are going to Yiqian's brother bdy party,
We didn't have any idea on what to buy for a guy...
so at last, we decided on FOOD..
some kinda food,
but still,
I m a bit worried that THAT thing d be too HAN SUAN,
but seriously, I think the most important is the heart,
not the price of the present.
I was kinda speechless when they made up the decision on the present actually,
so I didn't know what to say,
and I thought I was acting too weirdly,
it's just because people don't follow what I want,
so I get unsatisfied and got my mood turned down?
I m such a dumb ass.
I should change my behaviour,
because sometimes I really don't know when is the appropriate time to ve the right mood.
As my own emotions may influence others too.
And I don't hope to spoil others' mood like this.
I realised deep inside my heart,
there's still holiday mood...
no 'study mood' indeed..at all~

Reminder to SPY: IT'S TIME TO STUDY! seriously, no more time for you.
After all these exams, then it's time for you to enjoy. JUST work HARD for THESE 2 months...ONLY 2 MTHS..pls pls pls..simpeiyi, I beg u!
(OMG, I was sounding retarded and abnormal..talking to myself like this.~ *scared..)