The birthday boys

The Bn ppl in Msia.
23rd October 2009

Birthday boys, Jeff & Vince (in the middle)

Jeff the joker is living his life good in IMU, Vince is having a good time earning $$$$,
hope everything goes well as this, forever and ever.

Louis, Vui and Jeff, xinkunimenle, for coming from the other end to Sunway.
boobies for the room, drinking session. WUUUH
I guess those two bday boys r touched, they just never mentioned. HEHE.
It's not an everyday thing dat we can all gather up again and sampat,
appreciated the moments=)
Had FUN last night. THANKS PEOPLE. AND STAY SAMPAT!!! <3

p.s Mayan Mary Jieming Millie Shinhan, you guys shud have came=( TSKL. Then it'd be so complete. =D

expectations

I have to say,
Meeting up expectations is something tiring.
Something which is supposed to be enjoyable will no longer be that MUCH of enjoyment after all the other elements are added in, turning it into some mixture of stress n blahh.
haiz, luckily I'm forgetful, guess ll be better after a few moments.

btw,
I WAS SO EXCITED+ STRESSED during the whole singing session just now.
Was doing replacement today at Little Bally, ss15 and GUESS WHO I MET?
The guitarist is the one whom the residents of 177Q (our accommodation two yrs back) supported and likedddd SO MUCH!
ok, I admit I like him A LOT, like really A LOT back then, cos his voice melts my heart.
Have not listened to him singing for two years,
and today is the first time after two years.
It's a total different feeling having myself to sing with someone I admired so much (in singing), well, he's pretty good-looking too=B
BUT you will never expect such a talented guy (somemore good looking) to be THAT friendly,
gotta accept the fact. HAH.

the shit-est thing is that, I'm stressing myself out when I don't perform well.
I know it takes time to gain experience and be better,
but I know I don't have much time to 'enjoy the process',
next month is the last chance of performing in cafe, if the plan isn't change.
And the next time might be maybeh two years later? or NO more. AWW=(

Singing in cafe isn't as GREAT as I thought i would be.
Cos it's just pissing me off when I have to care about SO MUCH things,
-Am I performing okay, will the boss be happy with my performance, how about the customers....BLAH.- I hope the guitarist wasn't fed up listening to my stupid-inconsistent voice. AHHH. BU SHUANG.
It wasn't like this when I started my passion in singing, I used to relax while singing, not like THIS. BOO.
How can I let myself slow down my pace and relax a bit, but there isn't enough time for me to take a break, or BERAK. hehs. =BBBBB

I can only say my confidence gets beaten down too easily. DAMN.

weighing machine really broken down.

HELLO.
I'm SERIOUSLY NOT fat after consuming at least 3 times of MCD last two weeks/ one week.
HELLO HELLO.
It's the problem of the weighing machine, don't put the blame on me.

THANK GOD
I escaped POB Presentation today
I'm gona have fun this weekend, for the last time before all the submission dates of the assignment THREEs.
I'm gona be fat like a pig, that makes me look even HOTTER.
I might be recording a demo, but tsktsk, it's an english song.
There will be two presentations next Tuesday so I can just save one set of formal wear.
My bitches are back to KL ord and I've more kakis to sampat with.
Wanyen is always willing to go swimming in the pool-full-of-shit in Mentari.
I feel kinda relaxed atm.
I can have a good night sleep soon.
nites ppl=D

btw, I'm still waiting for the H.K pics to be delivered here. But I guess noone is interested in looking at them anymore after such a lonngg grandma time. HAHAs.
so much to be uploaded actually, too lazy to arrange and pick nice ones. HAH. wait when I'm in a good mood. YEYEYEYEHEHEHE

Smiling but actually tearing. AWW. sounds sad. actually not THAT much. BOO!

Btw. When ppl started talking about how 'HOT' my curls WERE, I started missing them so badly. =(
Should I leave my hair to grow longer?
So much thoughts, all jumbled up. HOW.

chumakesmefat

This is Phang Chuu Ying. CHUCHU.
My dad called her CU. CU. haha=)

She's the one who bring me around for food,
and accompany me when I need to do shopping/ when I'm bored,
esp after competition.
HAHA, she's joinin the sampat group.

Chu n I at Food Foundry.

She has been a great companion, really.


BTW.

So, yeah, be it sampat/ embarrassing, if you think you can't take my personality,
SHOO OFF FROM MY LIFE.

That's just me.

p.s I'm not puttin that photo for any purpose for the above statement. haha. jus found a recent photo of an outing. hehe=D

i'm not lost yet

After getting bugged by all the assignment 2s, it's now presentation time! coming up this week and the upcoming week. Then within one month, the last assignments for all subjects are to be done and please say HI to holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG I'm so excited for mom n sis's visit and spore trip with my highskul frens!
CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT!

I just have to ignore all those worthless stuffs that spoils my mood,
and anticipate these awesome shiiiittt! =)

btw, this is what I realized recently,
I've given up on spending time with ppl who r not worth it,
it's just a waste of time. seriously.

I agree with you. JUST CUT IT OFF.
I'm the one making decision.
Friendship, it could be incompatible too.
how long have it been and I never wanted to admit about it.
DAMN.
Keep hanging up there is tiring,
and YOU, it's time for you to stop pretending and force yourself.
just give it up and live our own life IF YOU yourself don't appreciate it. BOO!
GOOD IDEA right?
and the thing is,
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.
BYE =)
There's no single feeling regret, never is and never will.
cos this is the best way for everyone.
you r just bull shit. maybe more than that.

photos will come first.=)

Latest to oldest.

-Jazz band performance in Philharmonic, KLCC with the other students of Vertex.

-Meeting up with the boobies agen after their 4-months hols

-KL Home+assignments

-Brunei home's 'ballet' harmster

-Kuching+ HK.

Will update more soon=)

eat more cos we r stil UNDERweight

will be back soon! wait for me=)

don play play

I have to say this half-a-sem left is seriously gona be tough.
Need to start engine and do something,
I don't want any disappointment,
pleeaaassseee do well.

The tighter is the schedule for assignments,
the more extra stuffs is squeezing in to the schedule.
I AM GONA BE DEAD.
OH PLEASE DON'T LEMME BE.

holidays actually ended?

People involved: (hk) Smalaunt, uncle, cousintong, eggness n adeline (hk)

Waved goodbye to my aunts and adorable cousins,
and I have finally stepped on this peaceful land to join my family for the rest of my 'holiday'.

I spent two days in Kuching and 5 days in Hong Kong last week.
Among 5 days, two days were 'exercise days', extreme ones, Disneyland and Ocean Park.
It was my second time to Disneyland but this time is much better as it isn't as packed as the las time I visited. More rides and shows are 'tried', and yeah, they are SPLENDID! The most impressive one is the live show with Africans (I think) singing songs from Lion King movie LIVE, PERFECTLY! OH GOSH. They actually gave me goosebumps cos I didn't believe the whole show could be so awesomely planned, the formation... EVERYTHING! THUMBS UP!

Ocean Park, I managed to try goin on this ride called Mine Train, it's like a roller coaster but there's another more 'extreme' one which I din't go for it, it was too far (around 20-30 min walk, at the other end), and frankly, I was a bit scared. I think the older I'm, the more timid I became. DAMN. =S Din't regret btw, cos the smaller roller coaster is also the 'legendary' (from my mom) 'roller coaster ON sea' HAHA=D Also, after watching dolphin and seal performance, I feel like rearing a dolphin and get it trained. The trainers were cooool! Ocean Park is worth for a visit. tell me if you agree? yes no maybe?

The best part of visiting these theme parks and tourist attractions is the decoration and special events held specially for Halloween. Haunted houses! we saw more than three, went in two, and seriously, the one in Disneyland is FREAKING SCARYYYYYYYY! Don't believe me? Imagine, in what situation would you hold someone elses' bf? when that guy is holding her gf's hand? WAKAKKAKAKAKaKA!!!!! this's d embarrassing part. Who cares? It was dark! HAHA! But this haunted house is the best of all!
Decorations in Ocean Park is pretty cool too, some are kinda 'over'. I'll show u the pics later on.
The 'people-ghost' came out around evening, and that's the time we needed to rush back to the hotel, too bad=( Just took a few pics with them, well.... at least. haha=D

Shopping was not too bad although there wasn't much time for it, cos I'm a fast shopper (I HAVE TO). so yeah... did some purchases, altogether the whole luggage din exceed 20kg. wat say u? not much enuf? Hehe.

We were stayin at this MetroPark Hotel, WanChai where there was h1N1 case from it, well-known, even more famous after the H1N1 case. HAHAAAA! It is two stations away from the place me n sisters stayed las yr end. Convenient to go MTR station and bus/ taxi stop is just in front of the hotel's entrance. GOOD GOOD.

The most regretful thing I've done for this trip is not being daring enuf to ask Aaron Kwok for a photograph-taking. DAMN. When in the future can I see a big star just RIGHT in FRONT of me, smiling and slowing down his steps to give us a chance to stop him. DAMMMMMMMMMMMMN

FORGET ABOUT ITTT!!!! FORGET! very 'kek sim'. haiz

The angriest moment is during check-in in hk airport. that idiotic guy asked my aunt to pay HKD 3000 for the exceeded baggage. We estimated before checking in, most of the luggages weren't even 20kg, and there he said 30+ kg is extra. wat the...
Luckily we requested to weigh the luggages one by one again, and altogether everything is stil underweight! HOW CLEVER IS HE? WOW. I was so evil dat when he's trembling out of fear, I was laughing in my heart=D WAKAKA. who asked him to be evil first. STUPID BUHOO!

Despite all these, I'm reminded about COLLEGE! OH NOOOOOOOOo fun time is gona be overrrr BUHOO=(

four more days in Brunei. =(((
explanation for absence nex week. wait for me yoh.

p.s thanks smalaunt for this hk trip=D I've learned to be better in reading maps by myself now. hehe. cos everytime chyi is there for me, I don't need to think. HEHE. =D



MORE PICTURES NEXT WEEK. when i get them from eggness.

Selamat Hari Raya!

HEY SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ME and all my Malay friends!

Some of my friends r wishing me hari raya man! (bcos I look like Malay? and I sing Malay songs better? whatever lah haiz)

YOU YOU AND YOU, WISH ME TOO! wakaka

so, because of hari raya, wanyen accompanied me to buy new clothes for hari raya celebration today. haha=D
and bcos of raya, i'm goin back to Brunei for celebration.

WAKKAAKA.
bah. photos to be uploaded when i'm free from visiting relatives' places.
startin tomorrow i'll be real busy. sorry people. HEHE=P

oily.

yeah u can't agree more rite?
when u c me, u thought about OIL. HAHA!
Thanks isaac for starting all these in the camp las time.

btw...
halfway studying the slides for tomorrow's quiz,
I'm suddenly so pissed of being around skinny bitches!
SHOooot man!
Almost ALL my friends are so much skinnier,
and everytime I go shopping with them,
I'd say I enjoyed choosing nice clothes for them,
but if I could fit in,
I'd have taken them myself. WAKAKA. *fake laugh.
HAHA.

So, when? WHEN WHEN? can I be more determined to go on diet?
There was only ONCE in my life I was determined, dat was during competition.
Maybe I enjoy food too much,
never feel guilty WHILE eating but AFTER that, yeah i do, i really DO.

maybe I'm just fated to be a chubby one for the rest of my life. DARN.

cuteness.

After Andy's bday celebration, we found this along the road back to mentari!
CUTE rim! it's a teddy bear if u din notice it.
I wish I could have that too!


Last ..hmm... (forgot wat day it's) , chuchu brought me back to Zex (where I went to change my hairstyle) again,
the official hair saloon for some tv stations or maybe just Astro mandarin programs,
unfortunately the boss, Aaron wasn't there,
and see how NICE are our fringes. SIGH.
(it's grew longer now, after a few days) hehe



Finally found a brown framed specs, jus kinda matching with my hair.
we girls believe this kinda specs is to cover up ugliness when we dn't make up. haha=D
em, doesn't apply to wanyen since she doesn't put on make up.

okay. enuf of craps. i'm gona go back to Prison Break. I just started watching it. SLOW. haha=D

Frozen

OUR ROOM'S AIRCON IS REPAIRED!
after one year plus den oni we REALLY complained,
and it got fixed right after a few days of our complaint!

Before this, switching on the aircon doesn't give much differences actually,
except it's a LIL cooler,
now, it's a drastic change of 'climate' here, it's even colder than winter in hk! hahahaa!

okie. I'm just here to blog n show-off about my newly fixed air-con.
WAKAKA. ta~

digging up the past

Accidentally 'digged' some chatlogs I saved earlier.
And I'm feeling like a bitch, VERY LIKE A BITCH atm.
I couldn't even recall me myself saying something like that
That's not even me.
At least in a brighter side,
I guess I've grew up to be more matured than two years ago.

Thinking about everything guilty I've done,
I feel so sorry, for myself and for the people I've hurt.
I just can't describe how sorry I'm.
And I deserve to be hated or whatsoever.

I really do. AH DAMN!

Happening life is over since last week.
Even when there's only one assignment in a week, there'll be stress for the whole week, dragging along with me, spoiling my mood in everything.
Wanyen n I just had sleeping marathon yesterday, we 'took turn' to rest, haha, nvm if u don understand.
I have a stupid guy friend who's damn annoying, stop acting like you are so brilliant when u ve an empty brain filled with glue. SERIOUSLY IRRITATING. I don't bother to 'layan' you.
Thinking about that person just piss me off so so much.

Happy thing is. (forget about that stupid person)
I've just ONE assignment left before leaving! OH-SO-EXCITED=) BIG SMILE.
This would be the first time for me not having any extra time to shop around before going back.
I wonder how should I space out time for that. haiz.

Proud to say that we succeeded in keepin our promise last week:- no outings this week,
cos I've ord spent (kinda) two weeks' expenses las weekend,
I calculated in that way, so yeah.... guaiguai this week, except from having lunch with the gals,
it's really not that easy to keep in touch that often anymore when we r in diff classes,
still, I know you all wouldn't forget about me. WAKAKA.


Btw, I was reading Rueyhwa's blog, and found out she's really taking off to UK four days later,
how fast! I remember the last time when she was still deciding if she should do the twinning stuff o not. Just a blink of eye and she's leaving so soon!
I understand it'd be tough for u to leave your love ones, and it's ur first time to really step out of home, I'm sure u can cope with it well, and... all I can say is, all you need is patience, to get over this ONE year. 12 months. =D
take GOOD care of yourself there, you know there are ppl who love you and stay with u (ur blog) always. HAHA, just kehpoh maybe, not <3 lah. later kena beaten up by the real <3 haha!
You know all of us r gona miss you. will be weird when I don't c ya in Brunei.
HAIZZZZZ=( EVRYONE IS GOING UK ALREADY! I've no more frens. haha

=( saddening.

Meetin up the guys.

Finally got to c these guys namely Chenhoe, Jinhua n Gwen Ngan who r stopping by from Spore.
Coincidentally, I was supposed to go and listen to Heyunni singing at the cafe,
kinda like, watch and learn. Part of learning, while yumcha-ing with these TALL GUYS!
I feel so SHORT with them, okay most of the time I feel short lah. haiz

and, sorry ah jinhua, we don't dare to speak english in front of you anymore.
HAHA!


and lastly, thanks Vincent for the treat!
I know you are the only one who has started working,
but.... u stil need to SAVEEE!! be a lil more stingy can? haha
Hopefully I'll cyah guys agen on Friday then, before you al leave, or else, for the horse ex-husband, I think i'm gna c him oni after two years. BUHOO.
haha,
TA~

stupid wanyen

wanyen: ' 你的ni 是什么ni'?
then she continued,
'为什么不是小妮妮的‘妮’？’
she went on laughing and laughing like a siaochabo.

NOT FUNNY. hello.

My new aim- be stronger.

DAMN DAMN DAMN.
I'm goin to the wrong way,
thinking I'm just too unlucky for what have happened this morning.
I SHOULD STOP THINKING SO.
Saying CHOYYY a zilliooonn times!
BAD LUCK SHOOOO!

I can't say I din't do anything wrong,
but what I can say is: ' I am too 'POPULAR' '
dat's why the arrow was shoot on me.
THANKS SO MUCH.

Think about something good, and it'll come to me. PLEASE DO.
n stop being a crybaby, BE STRONG.

700. 他妈的。

AH!

Finally I went to trim my 'bush',
don misunderstand, it's HAIR, Hair, hair.

got touch-up for the color,
and the color looks a lil brighter than las time,
nvm about this,
cos this's not a big prob,
THE MAIN THING IS MY 'SO PO' fringe!
DAMMMNNN!

it's almost above my eyebrows,
and yeah,
Looks like I could get cheated easily cos I look totally dumb with it.
Thanks a lot. DAMN.

Hair, pls grow. I mean, FRINGE pls grow. faster!

pictures for tonight!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOANG!

This was 'handwritten' by us.
PRETTY LEH the wordings.
Full of creativity! If the wordings too neat, not so nice rite.
so we PURPOSELY went n made it look more like DIY more than the typical ones.
BLAHHH....Wyen got this trendy specs and... see what we ppl do with it, all MUST wear and take a photo! compulsory okay. haha
All trying out wanyen's new black-framed specs!
everyone looks cute in it! HAHA

The birthday boy.
watch how the 'process' went.

Groupie photo.=)

Old man hoang. hahaha!