~Mooncake fest~

hey guys, ve a look thru the photos first, captions to be filled in tomoro,
has been 'partying' since my trials ended on fri...tmrw stil goin sumwher,
so, I ll fill in everything after the outing=D

1st time celebration @ Taylors- Mooncake Festival Night-last Fri.

2nd celebration @ My Place Apartment on the Mooncake Festival day

















3rd celebration @ Klang- 29-9-07

Useless me

Have been thinkin to write about this months ago~
now, guilt has struck me.
so....read along.

Ve been wasted one and a half day chatting n duin useless things online=S
No mood, no motivation, no heart in doing anything.
DARN ME,
is this how m i gona continue in the yrs to come?
the more I continue to be like this, the more I m gona be useless n rubbish.

What can MSN-ing and FRIENDSTER-ing benefit me?
In wat ways can they help me?
staring at the laptop screen..whole day long.
SHIt me, wat m i doing!
For these few months, this is mostly wat i ve done.
skul works, not being taken care of,
nt much efforts put in,
damn~
I really feel bad now,
I ve been feeling this way for the past few yrs, but so what>
I never did anything to help it~
I know noone could help me in this,
I M GONA HELP MYSELF.
PLS PLS PLS!!
SIM PEI YI~ WAKE UP, don let others worry about u anymore,
18-yr old gal, u should know what to do and what not to do.
I hope someone could really slap me in my face to wake me up, at least a lil.

I clearly know I ve not been concentrate in studies,
including all tests and exams,
al r not well-prepared,
luckily I ve never got the gut to cheat in tests and exams anymore since last yr.
so that's still not a problem.

However, for assignments and projects,
I ve been mafan-ing so many ppl just to finish off them.
n just because I ve been slacking too much in nonsenses.
and I ve to BA KUAI LE JIAN LI ZAI BIE REN DE TONG KU SHANG.
Just like my frens,
they ve to be as nervous as me when I nearly can't pass up my assignments on time,
ewen even passed her pendrive to me for so many times cos she's worried I can't pass up the work. (Eventhough she noes I ve been lazy n din do my own work.)
But seriously, I don hope to seek for others' help or sympathy everytime.
But yeah, dats what I m doing now.
that's the useless me now.
Since sec skuls.
Yet, I never got to calm myself down n think thoroughly about it.

Psychology- Yinmei is the one who owes let us copy her work,
wanlin too.
IT, ewen is doing al the works,
n she never ever complained to me,
for website, she did the whole thingy,
n has been so kind to me,
asked me for the designs things,
so that I wont feel like I m too useless for not doing anything.
Maybe she would even feel I was talking bullshit when I said i was relieved on the day when we passed up the whole project,
yeah, it's true,
cos I ve been feeling guilty for not being able to do much work,
or even worse, I din even put in any effort in LEARNING how to do,
therefore i was kinda stressed for the few weeks.- for not being able to do any 'useful' works
Furthermore,
I din finish what I ve promised to do everytime.
yeah, that's the useless me,
I ve owes been relying others in duin work,
never learned to be independent.
wats wrong wif me!?

Econs, still remember the essay weeks before,
just got it back days ago, i was kinda worried about the marks,
I din even noe what ve i copied and pasted~
I got yinmei's work n ewen's work,
AGAIn..SEE? AGAIN~
most importantly, after so many times, they r stil willing to LET me copy n paste,
copy n paste, change here n ther, but i suppose the points r almost the same,
n moreover, I din even read what I ve been copy and pasting, cos I ve only 30min left
n HUO GAI me, the day before I was in front of my laptop again.
copy and paste, yeah easy,
but I know how bad my frens feel,
they r helping me when i cant finish them on time cos they din wana reject me or in fact don wana c me die so deadly.

For me, if i were the one being copied, I knew how it feels,
I ve tried that before.
Without my knowledge, n get everything copied so easily.
不甘愿-this is the feeling.

I have been worrying how will they think for these few months.
just that I never put my mind into it,
or even think thoroughly about it.
Today, I felt that I really needa talk about it.

I have been too 掉以轻心 in what's happening around me.
takes things too for-granted.
Change urself simpeiyi.
You seriously need a slap on ur face.

Btw,
Hope after so many things, I can be altogether a better person, with improved and better personality and thinkings.
and thanks so much for the ppl who have been so willingly in helping the useless me,
I should ve appreciated u al more.
And for now,
I think what i need is to change myself to a much matured and independent person.

Kay's Tips for Teens

• A lot of nerds grow up to become millionaires.

• The most important person to be comfortable with is yourself.

• Solving someone else's problem isn't necessary; listening is enough.

• You can judge a book by its cover. What image do you want to display?

• Pray to your angels. They can help, but only if you ask them to.

• Choosing to be a passenger in a car with an irresponsible driver is a dumb thing to do.

• Being there for others will not only help them but expand your sense of self worth tenfold as well.

• Decide what's important for you in a relationship, and don't settle anything less.

• The way you eat today will affect how you look and feel tomorrow.

• Be grateful for each new day.

• The older you get, the smarter your mom and dad become.

• Give more than you take- it will always come back to you.

Which baby r u?

>>>>
Jiani showed me this n I seriously think most of them are accurate...
have a look~

>>>>-------------JANUARY BABY--------------------
>>>>pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
>>>>Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to
>>>>recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.
>>>>Stubborn.


>>>>----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
>>>>Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
>>>>Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
>>>>Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.
>>>>Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
>>>>and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
>>>>freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
>>>>aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
>>>>Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
>>>>Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
>>>>but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.
>>>>Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
>>>>Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
>>>>inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
>>>>Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.


>>>>-----------------MARCH BABY --------------------
>>>>Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and
>>>>reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous
>>>>and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
>>>>Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.
>>>>Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
>>>>Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up
>>>>feelings. Observant and assesses others.


>>>>------------------APRIL BABY -------------------
>>>>Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
>>>>Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
>>>>sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
>>>>work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
>>>>Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
>>>>memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
>>>>for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or
>>>>make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
>>>>others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
>>>>Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
>>>>Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
>>>>traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains. I


>>>>-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
>>>>Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
>>>>highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
>>>>Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
>>>>Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
>>>>Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
>>>>Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
>>>>dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
>>>>Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
>>>>imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
>>>>literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike
>>>>being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
>>>>Hardworking. High spirited.

>>>>------------JUNE BABY -------------
>>>>You've got the best personality and are an
>>>>absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make
>>>>new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt
>>>>and more than likely have an a very attractive
>>>>partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely
>>>>that you have a massive record collection. You
>>>>have a great choice in films, and may one day
>>>>become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
>>>>you've got the looks for it!!!

>>>>----------------JULY BABY --------------
>>>>Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
>>>>be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
>>>>Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
>>>>consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
>>>>feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
>>>>Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
>>>>Moody
>>>>and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at
>>>>times.
>>>>Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
>>>>dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
>>>>Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
>>>>and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
>>>>loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
>>>>sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
>>>>through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
>>>>in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods
>>>>about the past and the old friends. Waits for
>>>>friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
>>>>unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
>>>>but takes long to recover.

>>>>------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
>>>>outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
>>>>attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
>>>>confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
>>>>easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every
>>>>thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.
>>>>loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
>>>>not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
>>>>loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".
>>>>longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
>>>>restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
>>>>always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"
>>>>or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.
>>>>independent. strong willed. a fighter.


>>>>------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------
>>>>Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
>>>>to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
>>>>Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
>>>>Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
>>>>Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
>>>>caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
>>>>many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.
>>>>Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
>>>>oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
>>>>Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
>>>>understand.

>>>>---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------
>>>>Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves
>>>>to takes things at the center. Inner and physical
>>>>beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
>>>>often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and
>>>>fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
>>>>recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does
>>>>not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
>>>>Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
>>>>sexiest of them all.

>>>>---------------NOVEMBER BABY --------------------
>>>>Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
>>>>dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
>>>>Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
>>>>your inner and outer beauty and independent
>>>>personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
>>>>and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people
>>>>easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
>>>>independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
>>>>crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the
>>>>greatest men are born in this month. If you ever
>>>>begin a relationship with someone from this month,
>>>>hold on to them because their one of a kind.


>>>>---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
>>>>This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
>>>>person possible... better than all of these other
>>>>months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
>>>>in everything. Active in games and interactions.
>>>>Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
>>>>organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
>>>>though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
>>>>yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
>>>>kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
>>>>ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
>>>>delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
>>>>Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
>>>>joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
>>>>always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
>>>>Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
>>>>Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of
>>>>person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
>>>>colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to
>>>>dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows
>>>>emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
>>>>Sensitive.

Mooncake Festival?

Dun even noe when is the date for it?
heh~ sorry then! I am really not sure for it, because when I m at home, my mom is the one reminding me..=D
There's some kinda function on in the college tonight,
it's for mooncake festival celebration,
desmond,zonglin,chiewying,chenhoe r al going I suppose~
I feel like going too, Daniel Lee is coming though,
and it costs only RM5,
cheaP~

Jiani is sleeping on my bed right now,
remember dat girl?
introduced her to u al in the entry days before.
Maybe we r going together tonight,
of course I hope yanyee and yiiwen would go,
or instead I ll FORCE them to go!
HAHAXD
'house' trip mah...
haiyoo--*sounds sampat here~

Done badly for math just now,
I din't really know how to do,
kinda disappointed,
cos this is my FIRST time to do like 2 sets of pass year papers,
but still,
I can't get it.
Sigh~
ANyways,
thanks to yanyee n yiiwen's help for math,
they ve been very patient to me these few days,
n they did a great job answering to my doubts on math questions.
THANKS DUDEz!
love ya..
However, deep inside,
I found the useless me,
the 'de'proved me,
the not-intelligent-anymore me,
I told jiejie about it,
n she said it's not dat I m stupid,
It's all cos of my laziness and lack of motivation in doing everything,
maybe she knows me more than I do?
Yeah, I ve been slacking for the past few months,
what can i do,
no motivation in doing studies for the moment~
heh...
BUT NO WAY!
I MUST study, at least TRY 'pushing' myself started now on,
T.R.I.A.L.S-----10% Internal eh..+ FORECAST,
I gona die for my math,
so the other four, NO WAY ~ NOt gona die..PLS PLS AMITABA


Btw, I suddenly realised that I m bcumin a lil like my jiejie liao,
willing to sacrifice my time or maybe other things for frens who r worth for~
yeah I DO~
I really do treat who are nice to me quite nicely,
maybe I feel grateful for what they ve done to me or the way they treat me?
cos u noe,
it's not easy to meet GOOD/NICE ppl,
and I consider myself REALLY lucky for having so much GREAT ppl around me right now.
I ve great family,great frens, not to mention GREAT 'u'~ HAHA=D
LOVE EVERYONE OF
* treating ur fren TOO nicely d make them think ur fake, NEVER think that way~
just TRUST them, n eventhough they are FAKE, so what?!
They r being FAKE by treatin u nicely...dats good anyway..HEh~
for me, I seldom do that, maybe yes, under some circumstances,
but sometimes I d be tOO straight forward
for eg: disliking sumone-i d really make them person FEEL who MUCH i dislike him/her.
in the other way round, it's a different story.

-Tri@ls-

Trials- from 21st Sep to 28th Sep-
Wish me luck ppl~
10% Internal..
Whooshhh~
AMITABA~

-Bdayz-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

我对自己说。。。
haha...

Din't ve time to make a card for eqian's bro bday,
mei you xin ah...
so embarrassed of myself..
hHAA=S

The one below is made for eqian on her bday,
n we gave her late..
BU HAO YI SI..




Eqian's bro n frens (bside him, of cos gf ..Hehhhehh~)
Her family

Yummy cakes
Simply love the effect of this photo
Group photo
taking photo wif eqian's mom
SHOU XING=寿星


Went there from about 12pm to 5+pm,
thanks eqian n zhijie for the transport!
YOU XIN ah...=D
had great conversation with zhijie, eqian's fren..*yeah,..FRIEND
n of cos, GREAT n mouth-watering varieties of food!
western, chinese....etc
Mostly prepared by eqian's gugu(aunt), n some by her mom,
really need much time to prepare al those...
Like my mom,
when she wana organise any gatherings or parties,
she d be busy from the day before to prepare all the food, ALL the food( emphasizing),
so..I din't really prefer to gather my frens at home or celebrate bday ther,
Don wana c my mom being so exhausted bcos of me..
*heart pain..hehh..~

Anyways,
Met eqian's mom after 9 yrs,
din't get to recognize her anymore..
Anyways, she's stil that nice n polite woman as I ve imagined her to be.
And yeah, she has 'produced' 3 kiddos wif the same personality as hers,
all so gentle..=D

Recently, ther've been a few ppl saying the same thing to me..
Jiani's roommate's friend..
“你是什么人？”
“你有点儿混血儿样eh.."
n eqian told me her mom n gugu 不约而同 (eqian-i noe ur chinese very good bahh..this is learnt in primary three okay? BU YUE ER TONG=saying something same wifout discussing about it together earlier) said I looked like mixed angmoh n chinese...
yanyee n ewen get a lil influenced too,
n said they started to think kinda the same way too..
firstly, when skul restarted, a new fren asked wat race m i,
she said i looked a bit like mixed middle east..
HAHA!! funny rite?
i kelian myself for looking like NO-race person...
ppl r not even sure wat race m i..
*sobb

Btw, my elder and younger sis look more 'mixed' than me.
I m the least mixed-looking.

My mom n dad r both chinese,
so it's i mpossible we look like mixed..
cos chinese n chinese= chinese. Yeah, dats it.

........................................................................................................................................................................
These are complaints from other teachers few days ago..
做作 Taylors, stil ve to use powerpoint to show us eh~
FUyOh~HAHA=D

Mistakes

I didn't know what I have been thinking or doing recently.
Seemed that I ve done loads of mistakes unawarely.
What had happened to me?
I have been thinking a lot these two days,
but at last came out with nothing useful for the conclusion.
Damn!

I ve been so UNgenerous.
Just little bit of mistakes X ve done,
why should I treat X back like this?
How about the loves and cares X has given us through these months?
It's not gona be so easily forgotten.
That's just not me.
However, what I m doing these few days may hurt X deeply,
I clearly knew what I ve been doing,
I just wana let her know that X has hurt us too these few moments.
Honestly, I was being really cruel,
the first time in my life to treat a good friend of mine who ve done a small mistake in this way,

But.....
What about us?
Why leave us behind after asking us to accompany u?
Why leave us aside when u got someone for u and wanted us back again in the opposite circumstance?
NO, I DON WANT THIS.
SERIOUSLY,
What I ve been doing was just to make everything clear,
to tell u I DON LIKE U BEING LIKE THIS TO US.

Thinking back again,
How could I ve been so cruel to this good friend of mine?
I don't dislike X even X's with someone I dislike.
Instead, I still love X, as my good friend.
It's no jealousy, I knew that well.
Where was that niceR person X thought I was?
Was there some sort of evil spirit lurking deep within me?
I decided to stop everything I m doing now,
THIS ISN'T the REAL me
I don wana ruin everything before thinking about it carefully.
Luckily, matter hasn't turn DAT worse.
When everything is clarified and over,
I m on top of the world again.
=)

............................................................................................................................................................

Dear XXX,
complaints complaints complaints,
I knew I ve driven u crazy recently,
sorry.

SORRY SORRY SORRY...
actually SORRY is useless,
it doesn't help much after mistakes are really done,
DONe means DONE.
Some apologies are given over small matters,
ther's no need for that.
"I m improving myself for you",
I know u really meant it.
(Touched, grateful+guilt)


As you know, impatience is an inborn personality of mine,
Also,
I tend to not accept criticisms,
you know what i meant,
I know you are telling me what you really are thinking of the incidents,
but...
Support from you was all I needed and expected,
How about comforts?
Why instead of those,
what I got was some kinda criticisms which could really turn me even down?
Is there lack of understandings between us?
Need you here,
when will the day come?

Forgiveness is important for mistakes done,
the feeling of total forgiveness will be totally great.
Forgiveness is always in us,
didn't you realize that?
That's a good thing isn't it?

We have been feeling sorry for each other,
and I know you are not feeling good for that too.
I didn't know what to do.

*You will learn the most from the mistakes you make*
Hope this is true,
we still ve much to learn.
For the sake of everything


-At any given time, you know the right thing to do. Trust yourself completely-

Intro to MY PLACE APARTMENT

MY PLACE APARTMENT
SS15/8 Subang Jaya
47500
SELANGOR
WEST MALAYSIA

Dear ppl interested in knowing about My Place Apartment Units Under Taylors,

(wif air con and water supply+electricity(limit to Rm200 per mth)
Single Room: RM500+
Double------RM400+
3----------RM420 eh.
The rooms are reli small and old..but yet, I m enjoying myself here, cos it's near to school, u can just wake up maybe like ten to 15 min before skul starts. It's just opposite the college, with a block of shops blocking in the middle.

Before we came, we were amazed by how the hostel/apartment looks in the photo,
so high class, so like a nice holidays spot. But when we reached here, yeah, ther's disappointment in us. However, it's stil good in some ways.

Complain first lah..
erm..The water supply is small in the master bedroom, esp in our unit. And now, ther's no more water flowing out. For the shower thingy. We complained before, but they said that's the best they could do. And the cleaners just simply mop n broom the house, those corners filled with dust are never cleaned before. We requested them to change the curtains, as they are old n dusty already, then the woman came,
and with a ' Need- to -change -meh' face spoke to me" The curtains are not dirty LEhh", LEhh = not willing to change lah? Aiya...so ma fan one. Anyways, I m quite satisfied with SOME of the maintenance work. AND it's REALLY expensive OKAY? If ur parents are not DAT worried of u like out parents did, then u can really just rent the units or houses or rooms(private) out there, they are also nearby skul, and a lot cheaper with better facilities. Like szeyee's, hers is single room, air-conditioned, water supply+electricity +wireless included in the rental fee. Ours electricity+water supply limit is RM200 per mth eh!~ And wireless stil have to apply by ourselves...TMD.. Also, in the first few months, it was darn noisy downstairs even in midnight (as u noe, KL ppl don sleep early), we even heard Koreans fighting and throwing glass bottles there.

Good ones ah..
em..=S not DAT much. Orh, here comes some lame ones, there are cute kittens and cats around ( downstairs), but when u bring the cat into ur unit to play with them. (IF caught), ur in trouble. Fill in some kinda form, n get 'recorded' for duin somthing bad. and when u exceed three times, ur OUT, deposits MAKAN-ed, n it's just ur lose. so...SEE? I wanted to talk about GOODs, but....*thinking hard about the goods*--em.
wat else ah...The cleaners are frenli despite their laziness. They even told me i got FATTER- *kehpoh KIA!!* hurt lea~Hehz...Oh, got one more..very important one.My room is COOL (temperature), haha...really comfortable lah, although many ppl who came visiting our room complained its too small. I love its temperature cos ngam ngam our room is in the right position. There is a block in front blockin the sunlight comin into our room. There' s still light, but not dat PANAS sunlight in here. =D luckily~ wat else..

Argh...hard to think of +ve points anymore..laziness~ swie..ask me if ur reali interested in stayin here, esp the juniors..=D

Some photos=D

And ppl as tidy as me ll have their study desk nEAT like this...don be jealous!
AHAAAAA...actualli it has already

Lack of time/Thx

Had mock exam today,
felt my head cracking when I was looking at the paper,
cos I was thinking hard, but my mind was still blank~
u understand that feeling don't you?
This is what I get for not getting any preparation for it.
Actually the college's intention for this mock is to 'force' us to start doing revision,
in another way round, to let us try sitting for it...

Really I m HUO GAI. (for not appreciating the time I ve to do revision for exams)

ewen n yanyee have been very nice to me.
*They wake me up ---with FULL patience, u cant imagine how much patience they need to do that!
*They scold me (maybe not scoldings, just a stricter way of talking to me) for being too not-serious with my studies, n I m grateful for that. cos this let me think of my mom NIAN-ing me when I am not concentrating in studies in sec skul. But I ve gave her too much disappointments n I regretted for everything. Yanyee n ewen lemme think of my mom, n it's not easy to have friends who can take care of you like your mom does. SO I M SUPER LUCKY TO VE THEM WIF ME.
*We get along quite well, or should I say there's almost no argument in anything.
*Laughters are brought in the atmosphere with the existence of those two.
*Whenever they r going somewhere or have any nice things, they would not leave me alone.
MANY more..

Tomorrow me yanyee n ewen are going to Yiqian's brother bdy party,
We didn't have any idea on what to buy for a guy...
so at last, we decided on FOOD..
some kinda food,
but still,
I m a bit worried that THAT thing d be too HAN SUAN,
but seriously, I think the most important is the heart,
not the price of the present.
I was kinda speechless when they made up the decision on the present actually,
so I didn't know what to say,
and I thought I was acting too weirdly,
it's just because people don't follow what I want,
so I get unsatisfied and got my mood turned down?
I m such a dumb ass.
I should change my behaviour,
because sometimes I really don't know when is the appropriate time to ve the right mood.
As my own emotions may influence others too.
And I don't hope to spoil others' mood like this.
I realised deep inside my heart,
there's still holiday mood...
no 'study mood' indeed..at all~

Reminder to SPY: IT'S TIME TO STUDY! seriously, no more time for you.
After all these exams, then it's time for you to enjoy. JUST work HARD for THESE 2 months...ONLY 2 MTHS..pls pls pls..simpeiyi, I beg u!
(OMG, I was sounding retarded and abnormal..talking to myself like this.~ *scared..)

Full of thoughts

SAY hi to the cute girl, Jyn a.k.a Jiani!

Went out wif her 4 the first time yesterday~
She jus look so sweet n nice, n well-disciplined..
dats the impression she gave me.
all NICE. or mayb near to perfection...

Then met her in Vbal Club..yeah..then kehpoh kehpoh..
n found we can talk a lot of things together..
had so much fun being wif her

I hate her height, she s REALLY tall,
y not contribute some to me..
haiz.=(
hah=D

Better stop talking good about GIRLS,
yanyee kept saying I m les recently
cos I m not,
so I don wana be said like that! HAHA

Anger?Not-Dissappointment?kinda

Problematic~
haha..
angerA~
'surprises'
walkin off...
leaving us..
wifout dat person
come to xx
cold~
nt feelin like respondin..
worry..
..cnues..
worse?
dunno..
go naturally..
time ll tell everythin..

don feel good..
stop this..
pls..
back to how it was..
quickly~

ve i overdone it?
hope not.
wat else ..can xx do..
strong feeling---
sumtin out of expectation mite happen.
good or bad?
?????

ve a lot of thoughts now
dunno how 2 express it in writing.
in short
wish u al d best dude

RojakZ

I miss secondary school times terribly~
Thinking back, I then realised that I haven't been really appreciating the moments,
There's no rewind button in our life 'machine', so..
The only thing I could do now is to keep them as a memory eternally.
Been back for a performance in my last last hols,
Unwillingness struck me actually when I was requested to perform ZHONG GUO HUA from SHE, n moreover, the solo part from Ella, I wasn't good in rap-ing,
but I took the challenge after being convinced by Yew yew...(cos I luv her, so I did as wat she told me to...)
She said not everyone ll have the chance to go back to their school for performance,
so I better appreciate the chance given..
so yeah, off i went on the stage, (no la, i was given half a day to prepare~)
BUhhh..done wif this topic...(sorry for the CRAps..i din noe wat to write liao~)

This is also taken during my las las hol back~
Below shows the most trendy(esp her hairstyle) tcher in my skul..
hehe=D
think her hubby is selling hair products thingy~

This is drawn by me, yanyee, n three other boys..
COOL uh?
praise us a lil le..
it's stil in our skul now..
Stil remember it's a 100 contestants comp~
memorable..
our hands got 'hardened' by paints..(cos we kehpoh used our hands to paint-faster mahh..
efficiency know o not?~ HAHAXD)
anyways, we jus feel proud that we can still c our work when we r back to ex-skul...
not much else..
Title: Unity-Peace-Love
The middle part of the whole skul..
Actually, when I first came to Taylors, many gave me a feeling that they r ashamed of themselves cos they r from Chinese skul,
WAT THE HELL?
Chinese skul DIU LIAN MEH?
then go for plastic surgery lah..
turn urself into an ang moh FOREVER,
n u wont ve to be so paiseh to be a chinese~
F*ck off! I HATE THESE PPL..
Most of them know how to speak chinese but they NEVER spoke,
until so many months, then I heard them speaking,
then surprisingly, they ARE from chinese school,
n they NEVER admitted about it~

OKAY, stop talkin about THEM..
make me feel like PUKING on their face



This meant a lot to me...
Every single one is done by one person..
1*1* stars.
Thank YOU

Have been complaining much to him recently...
I m sorry~Just being too much like a complain queen~

Took this specially to show yiqian, but i din bring the phone back or transfer the pic into my lappie last time...now i ve got it, took it by myself in a restaurant in Yayasan..
SHOW OFF about bru mosque..
the 'onion-like' thingy is made of gold neh..
n noone ever climbed up n Korek it eh?
weirdoessssssss
When I c this Egg Pudding Milk Tea,
can't help missing Brunei's one,
c, the pudding is SOAKED in the milk tea, WHOLE BIG PIECE!
n last few months back, I saw an Easy Way stall nearby my house n decided to make a try..
******KEKkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!********
here is the conversation:-
Me: Uncle, did u forget to put the pudding?
Uncle: em...lemme c ah..
Me: ...*stared at him wif loads of ???? in my mind*
Uncle: *holding the cup high up* Noohh nohhh...c, I DID put the puddings!*pointing to the 'sliced' pieces(jus a few pieces) floating in the milk tea~ DUH!
Me: Oh.Okay...Thank u uncle

This is the difference between the quantity of 'goods' given by the sellers in Bn n My.
Similar occassion happened in Japanese Restaurants,
salmons are cut thick like hell in Excapade,
n what happened here is, u get paper-'thinness' salmons..-_-''



My dream car~ owner of 7816, I stole ur pic-think u took it in NZ eh?)
but the thing is- not many passengers can be fit in eh..
black n lime green is the nicest!

This is my idiotic sis in NZ....
I blame her for guiding me too much in everything..
so I feel so helpless without her here now~
=(
P.s my housemates said she looks like the 超级女生 周笔畅...haha.got meh?
dun think so~
I re-opened the mails sent by my friends last few weeks..
n saw THESE..
how we looked 9 months back~
HORRIBLE? BETTER?
yeah..all included
Bel was fairer n younger before, now more mature...HAHA!! OLD BEL BEL!
Edwina hair has grown longer, n she looks nicer now...but stil stayed cute~
Others, almost the same..
I m not gona mention me n ewen..
u ll c by urself~
*SObbbb..... =(

WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COOL CRAZY HAIR!
din noe my hair looked like this?
*I m comforting myself rite now...don gimme any comments about it! I WARN U! *AHEMM~
O yeah.WANLIN, DON EVER WEAR UR SPECS AGAIN, or else I ll FALL IN LOV WIF U, cos u look so PRETTY wif it..
Erm..in college
Outside college~(fatter though) The photo above is taken about 3/4 months before..
n this-recently~

My Bn frens ll be like asking 'Peini, u wear makeups to skul everyday in KL ah?'
try askin my frens here...LOL, they ll explain it to u~
c how LA4 TA4 I m in college,
yeah..maybe one in a million times I d wake up early(accidentally)
then I ll apply some mascara to keep my eyes 'open' a bit,
or to be a little more confident( not reli actually)
I normally walk looking downwards when I m alone..
cos of X- confidence lah~
SO FAT SO SHORT SO MESSY~
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
so ke-lian..
i Kelian myself..
Sobbb...Sniff..

3 -days holidays

Too many things happened jus in 3 days
Since Fri, it's holidays...
Fri-holiday for national day...
sat & sun- weekend holidays as usual.

As Bel has told us earlier,
we r supposed to countdown for national day on Thurs nite in The Curve,
(never knew malaysians are so patriotic...al so excited in celebrating it~)
however, everything was not exactly as I expected..
so..yeah~HAHAXD
We went for karaoke in Neway which cost us RM58 each,
din sing for too long as we went in late n no extra time was given...
Kelly can sing quite well, n we enjoyed the food ther...
esp the japanese food..

After dat, we werent reli offered with sincerity to ve the transport back,
so we decided to walk back,
halfway, we thought we going Sunway to watch a movie or wateva,
so up we go into a taxi n headed to S.P,
anticipated long for the fireworks in midnite.,.
yeah..we did watch,
but disappointingly, d fireworks dint last for even 2min...

n this photo is gona be so precious,
the last BOMB from the firework..
SEE? I love my country too!
But seems that they love the country more than I do..=(
hehe...Happy Belated Merdeka~ HAHAXD



The next day,
me went to jumpa parents of Mok Wan Yen...
haha=D
as our families are quite close..
so mus meet up la! I oso love them vueli much le!!
unfortunately,wanyen fell sick in the second day...
fainted in the toilet n everything turned into a mess after dat...
yeah..anyways, she recovered after she woke up this am...

Poor lil wanyen
Yeah..bought these things from shopping..
This is for a gal, she loves Marie cat
This is for yiqian..hope she likes it, but yanyee them got speechless when I showed them this..nothing wrong buah?
This is one of the cute kittens downstairs..
AND...TA-DAHHhh!! These are given by SWEEEEttt Belinda Chong xiaojie! the lil bottle frm Kuantan, n the Dried strawberries from Cameron Highland...very youxin oso..=D Thanks Bel!
Started eating this thingy...for wat? me not sure orh..think for healthy body..so dat I ll turn in to a muscular woman!! WAkakakaka