S.P.Y says...

BUHLESSED

2011-09-06T02:03:00.004+08:00

Yes I am so so blessed, as always!

God please please make everything stay as it is now.

I promise I am going to learn and appreciate things more,

I promise I will see things on the good side instead of just complaining all day,

I promise I will spend more time thinking about my future,

I promise I will be a more considerate person,

I promise I will learn how to set my priorities,

I promise I will make sure that I will be a better person to make my parents feel proud of me.

I know life is full of ups and downs, nothing can go smoothly forever, but please please at least make all these good memories stay with me forever, and just so I can still feel all these when I want to feel them again.

STAY POSITIVE YEP YEP YEP.

WISH WISH WISH. COME TRUE COME TRUE COME TRUE.

OH YEAH OH YEAH.

To stay or to leave?

2011-08-04T23:39:00.002+08:00

Okay it was too much a hassle for me to find ways to stay in Australia due to all the new laws and also the course I'm graduated in.

However, still keeping hope high (trying hardddd to), it's still a dilemma for me to decide if I should insist staying in Australia despite how much discouragement I've received by looking at friends' experiences (in not getting a full-time job after more than half a year or like staying to get Pr and ended up wasting some time doing nothing related to their study field). This is the negative side though. Everything has its pros and cons. The bright side would be how nice life could be when you manager to be lucky enough to get a job, and start your new life here;)

Going back means returning to the comfort zone, getting lower pay and in another good way, more self-satisfaction in the job since it's easier to get the job related to your course/ studies back home comparing to working in foreign country, as a foreigner or as a PR. lol. And perhaps get promoted more easily? HAHA don't know. It's also nearer to home, nearer to close friends and tadaaa.

Anyways, some of my points might be biased and been used to comfort myself just in case I won't be able to further stay. So you don't really have to take all of them into account yeh! haha:P

Will decide things after I go for a consultation with a migration agent tomorrow. Finally decided to spend moneh on it, this's also a failure in arranging my schedule as it's been delayed too long. Been wanting to go but this and that (excuses) and also considering about the fees earlier, that's why I was holding back.

Anyways, yep I'll finalise my decision asap, and I'm actually almost done with it, but I'm still seeking for the light in the end of the tunnel, persistence is the key to success! HAHA:) Will work hard on that!

Wish me luck! Thank you!

tell me my blog hasn't rotten.

2011-07-26T19:45:00.004+08:00

I AM BACK PEEPS! Hope you didn't miss me too much! :P

UPDATE: I am officially announcing that happily/sadly, I am free from uni! I won't say I am officially a graduate until the squarish hat is worn, I think it will definitely excite me on the day itself as the last time I wore it was in Kindi 3 in CHMS lol. Don't really have a lot of thoughts atm as I am in an extremely confused state with overloaded thoughts and decisions to make.

And is now in a dilemma in the next step to be taken.

Which direction is best to go? *scratch head. I just need some more time to think about it since according to the seniors, this is the most critical moment for an individual to decide for his/her future. I am still gona deny how much older I've got, stepping into the society isn't something funny, no more joking around this time! OMGOMGOMG unbelievable.

Well, I am still in Melbourne at the moment, working part-time (hardcore one) while waiting for my graduation ceremony in October. Hopefully get a good interns *fingers crossed.

After that, it's another family reunion again!!! This time with Chyimeisim:DDD CAN'T WAIT!

AND YEH, I will try to update my posts from months earlier when I am in the mood.

It's actually time for job hunting at this hour, what am i doing here *slaps myself and roll off.

oh thank god she's found a job!

2011-03-26T17:46:00.003+08:00

Working part-time is great! :)

At least I don't waste my time sleeping,

waking up earlier to work is worth it,

meeting different people,

learning through the process,

I'm soooo willing to learn!

Thanks so much luck,

Thanks manager for the opportunity given,

Thanks for the not-so-bad salary given.

It wouldn't have been so easy without all your cooperation.

I promise I will not slack at work. HAHs =P

Now Pies are replacing milktea.

2011-03-26T17:06:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday Pies. :)

Nothing much to say, you are just an old man who's gotten older.

Would be great if I could be there during your celebration,

Looking forward to that day itself.

Remember the three wishes ok.

Make sure they will all come true.

'that's when your dreams will all come true' :)

.LOVES.

Imperfection

2011-03-22T19:26:00.003+08:00

Took some time to think, there really isn't perfection in this world, learning to change an angle looking at it will get you to accept it eventually, and appreciate it more.

Whatever expected to be perfection will always remain as a fantasy.

it hurts.

2011-03-12T19:58:00.002+08:00

It hurts to know when you wanted to help by saying something,
but you just couldn't, cos you are not in the situation to comment too much ont hat.

I was thinking, should I do more for a friend?
How should I actually help?
Or what have I actually have helped earlier on?
Did I do enough for her?
She certainly deserves something better than this,
Of how smart she is, she shouldn't have been in this state.

And I appreciate her enough to feel painful looking at her situation.
I really do, and I hope things can change for her.

Friend, trust me, you deserve better than where you are now,
just work harder, like you normally could, to get urself out of this,
and never step in again.

Loves

changed uni?!

2011-03-03T14:40:00.005+08:00

OHHH I'm now a student of QUT, no longer a Monash-ian. HAHA:P Was in the lecture for the Nutrition course for half an hour and I nearly dozed off and got melted in the lecture hall, so I left my sis alone and went off to library which is still under renovation. :S pinkish but yeh, not too much of a good environment to read/ study at the moment. On the other side, I'm feeling lucky that I didn't decide to take any sci subjects after Form 5 because it's still boringgggg to me, after attempting to concentrate in the lecture.

Going back to Melbourne in 2 days time, but still don't feel that much of excitement, maybe it is because I am too desperate to spend more time with the family. And a bit too stressed about my final semester, where can I escape to? GAH!

Missing classes for the first week made me feel a bit guilty since I've just checked uni's blackboard and tutes have actually started! I'll have to catch up on it a bit more when i get back this sat.

Just to remind myself by noting it on the blog, I have to get my resume and cv done perfectly before applying to any companies. Amitabha bless things will go smooth for me. PLEASEEEE. Now it's another stage for me and I HAVE to face it, growing up is nothing good, seriously.

Ok, final words to myself: STOP PROCRASTINATING FOR GOD'S SAKE!

And to my dearest readers, sorry for not updating my blog for 10000 years, I've been busy since the beginning of this holiday, travelling in between East & West Malaysia and Brunei, enjoying yet tiring, especially for my parents, and the pilot. HAHAHA LAMEEE. Will get back to this 'home' when I leave the 'old nest'. :D

ok i'm starting to feel panicked about this...

2011-02-10T12:27:00.003+08:00

13 Graduate Interview Questions to help get that Graduate Job!!

Published 15/12/2010 12:00:00 AM by Interview Mastermind - Landon Long

Interview questions aren’t always so simple because employers are some tricky bastards. They say all sorts of things for all sorts of reasons and sometimes its hard to know exactly what they’re trying to get at. Relax. Just don’t be a smart-ass and try not to create any negative connotations when answering interview questions and you’ll be good.

But since we know you’re going to go in there and might have a panic attack anyways, we’ve collected some of the common interview questions for you to think about ahead of time.

1. So, Tell Me About Yourself.

“Well, I burn weed, get wasted 7 nights a week, and sleep with someone new every Friday night.” Yeah, it seems like asking this and expecting the truth is about as brilliant as asking a hooker if she has STD’s before purchasing. The thing is, in their interview questions they aren’t just testing your confidence and communications skills, they are evaluating you as an investment, because that is what you are. Tell them why you’re a worthy investment of their time and energy, mean it, and deliver. If you can’t answer interview questions, how are you going to get the job done?

2. What Were Your Duties in Your Last Job?

They don’t care that it was your obligation to clean the toilets on Fridays. Pick the three most important, hopefully relevant, tasks you performed regularly. Word it like a mission statement and make it relevant to the job at hand. “I was responsible for creating and nurturing customer relationships,” is a playful spin on answers to these types of interview questions. You might maen the same thing, but at least you dressed it up to sound pretty.

The way you describe your responsibilities paints a subconscious picture of your worth—do you really want that picture to include you scrubbing the inside of a toilet? List your most valuable contributions when answering interview questions and let them fill in the gaps.

3. What is Your Ideal Work Environment?

If you’re applying for a job pouring cocktails in a back alley of downtown New Jersey, you’d better mention your fondness for slobbering barflies and mopping up vomit. The trick is to make your “dream job” a symbolic representation of the job in question.

Don’t kiss too much ass, but put it in their mind that you’re a perfect fit. If you do choose to say that all of the negative aspects of the job appeal to you when answering interview questions, it’s not going to be very believable so don’t overdo it. Also, your reasons should be more idealistic and impressive than creature comforts and fringe benefits. You don’t want to give the idea you are selfish.

4. What Was the Biggest Project in Your Career For Which You Were the Catalyst?

Don’t start talking about your group effort to isolate and terrorize Jenny from Sales until she had a nervous breakdown and checked into a mental hospital. They want you to answer interview questions like these with work-related projects here that were in the company’s best interest. Answering interview questions such as this is your chance to demonstrate motivation and drive.

5. What Would Your Ideal Employer Be Like?

“One that never comes to work.” Just kidding. The fantasy of an undisciplined workplace might be a nice thought, but you wouldn’t have a job long with that kind of chaos. And since they will be there to direct and guide you, they want to know what to expect of you. Are you going to be a headache? Is it all about you? Rather than describe a boss, describe the kind of healthy working relationship that bosses dream about. You don’t have to lie with these kinds of interview questions, because who wouldn’t want a perfect working relationship with their boss?

6. What Do You Know About This position?

This is the time to show you know what you’re getting yourself into as well as illustrate your research abilities. Talk about the duties involved and what they mean for the company as a whole. It’s always good to relate your role in the company as part of a bigger picture because that is their perspective when you’re asked these types of interview questions. Getting on their wavelength builds rapport.

7. Do You Know Anything About What We Do?

Wow—they’re really giving you the chance to show-off how well you prepared when they throw these interview questions at you. I hope you have. It’s time to talk about the company and where they fit in the industry. Also, touch on the relationship they strive to create with the greater public. It’s important to convey a respect for their role and a desire to be a part of that when answering tricky interview questions. Don’t dog on their environmental track record and all the baby pandas they kill—not if you want the job anyways.

8. Why Did You Leave or Are You Leaving Your Other Job?

Not the time to say you’re boss was an arrogant asshole. Everything should be framed positive. You want to open up new career opportunities. You’re intrigued by the future of the envelope industry. Your want to ride your bike to work. Don’t lie, but be tactful.

No matter how reasonable you reason for a less than positive exit, if you bash your incompetent boss, the mental seed will still be planted that it was your fault. Employers identify with employers, not employees. It’s human nature, so handle these interview questions with care.

9. When Are You Available to Start?

“I don’t know. I’ve got a lot going on this week, and next week my brother’s coming to town. After that is St. Patrick’s Day and there’s a big party at my boyfriend’s place. Can I call you next week and let you know?” Even with a crumbling economy and lack of jobs, you’d be surprised at how many grads pull this rubbish. Set yourself apart.

The best thing to do is ask them when they need you. Even better, look them straight in their eye and say, “Right now.” You’ll be surprised how often that gets you a job on the spot, so be ready to back it up. Never answer interview questions with anything but the truth because it could bite you in the ass if they expect you to follow through right away.

10. What are Your Biggest Strengths?

Develop a personal statement that outlines three of your biggest strengths, and use it when these types of interview questions are asked. It will ALWAYS be asked in one form or another. Just make sure it matches the needs of the company, and remember that it isn’t just about your strengths—it’s about your strengths matching their needs.

11. Describe a Challenge You’ve Faced with a Colleague.

Don’t mention the fistfight you had with the baker when you used to bag groceries. Tell a story that puts you and the other worker in a positive light. Talk about a misunderstanding, but focus on how you overcame it with good communication.

It’s important to note that they know you have flaws you’re not revealing even if you frame everything positive, but constructing those mental associations will leave good thoughts that far outweigh their curiosity about the truth. After you leave, it won’t be your answers to your interview questions that linger, it will be the emotions you crafted by placing images in their heads. Negative connotations are not a good idea.

12. Are You Okay With the Salary for this Position?

If you want the job and the salary is fair for the market, you should probably say yes. This is a point where you better have done some research because you’re answer may decide your quality of life for quite some time. If you want to be able to ask for raises later, mention that you are happy as long as the job fits your expectations. Since they’ll probably dump enough extra work in your lap for another you, this gives you room to bitch later on. Save that stuff for outside of interview questions, after you’ve scored the job.

13. Tell Me About Your Biggest Weakness.

“I can be a bit of a perfectionist.” “I can’t stand it when other people don’t work as hard as I do.” Oh yeah, me too...brown-noser. Applicants have sat in that same chair feeding them that BS for weeks. Try something different when asked these age-old interview questions.

Talk about how your strengths can work against you and how you deal with that. Being original in your responses to interview questions will make you stand out in their mind more than anything else, and you don’t want to ever use a cookie cutter answer—it creates the impression that you are lazy and like to cut corners.

You can’t predict every interview questions that will be thrown your direction, but that’s okay because being able to think on your feet is a great demonstration of value as well. By preparing for these common interview questions you’ll walk into an interview feeling more confident and collected. Not only does your interviewer unconsciously read that in your body language and speech patterns but these kinds of feelings will keep you in a positive state of mind as well.

Learn to cultivate this state on demand, and even if these interview questions never come you will walk out a winner.

Source from http://www.unigrad.com.au/blog/default.aspx

Happy 2011!

2011-01-02T22:48:00.005+08:00

2010 has just passed in a blink of eye. GOD GOD GOD feeling even older. I don't really have much time to think quietly recently, haven't even posted up the photos from holidays in KL and elsewhere.

Currently in Kuching now with the cutest cousins ever, having great time being a nanny, not so much of it when they have grown so big, almost taller than me. Sigh.

Promise to update more when I am back to Brunei.

Ex-housemate from Melbourne, Anusha is visiting Brunei for a week right after I go back to Bru. Can't wait for those outings with highskul mates and yeap Anusha I'm including you in them!

And to remind myself again, I better have a good start for this new year, be a good daughter and stop 'KEK-ing' my parents, I hope they can live longer so I will try harder to be an obedient and a daughter who can make them proud! I WILL BEEEE:D

Goodbye to all the suay-ness in 2010, IT IS GOING TO BE A GOOD YEAR! AMITABHA BLESS.

_____________________________________ <3

Here is a photo of a cutie that can definitely make your day and below are some of the hot babes' photos. Oh I think I saw some green-eyed monsters. HAHAAA

It's the first day of school for them tomorrow. And as a uni student, I can still shake my legs, somehow feeling a bit of stress after re-viewing the descriptions and assessments required for the units this coming semester, final semester indeed. GAH STRESSED!

Forget about it for the moment, the day will come itself. two more months to torture!

My holiday to-do-list, practice piano I can't see where have I gone, nowhere. Others, sigh *shake head by myself. DAH DAH DAH. I will do everything when I am back home.

What a busy holiday! And a warm one indeed:D

2010-12-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

First day of really 'settling down', after KL Trip, Hatyai trip, KK trip, Miri Trip, sounds busy huh!

Aite, I'll update u guys soon! I'm picking photos to be uploaded! :D

Wish me luck for tomorrow's competition!

Till thennnn

counting down to the day of freedom

2010-11-04T22:19:00.003+08:00

GAHAHAHH!

One more day, or less than 24 hours, I'll be free!

So fucking excited!

sooo.... I shall sleep now.

I am really proud of myself for the first time cos this is not last min studying (rarely happens ok).

Need to get up and revise later. WUHOO:D

WISH ME LUCK LOVES:D

I had no other choices but to walk away

2010-10-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

Call me a loser or whatever, but when it started to feel uncomfortable being with you, I actually think it works better to stay away. There's no use forcing anything to strengthen the bond again or whatsoever. At least I tried, or I tried too hard I'd say. Thanks for not giving up on me, thanks for the patience given consistently, but it is just too tough, and even it's fixed, so what? I hate the stress I had being with you, and the mask I've to wear all the time, that's just not me.

I know I'm such a useless person, but bear with me. Well, I think we shouldn't even worry about anything. Just leave it, because it's good for everyone.

Thanks for the time spent. And I actually feel so disappointed in myself (mostly) for spending a whole of 7 months with you and ended up here. How pathetic.

I should stop thinking about it and get over it. the sensitive me. SIGH. I'm making my life hard. HAH.

RIP birdie

2010-10-24T22:45:00.003+08:00

Living in a country with four seasons for the first time (sorry I'm from kampung/ village, haiz equatorial country!), I am pretty excited when I could wear trenchcoats/ scarfs/ boots during winter. BUT NOW, I miss wearing shorts/ something with thinner material, cos I'm so fed up of wearing layers when I go out, worrying how cold it's gona be and all.

Spring is here and it's turned really warm (well, mostly. thanks to the unpredictable weather in Melb) during daytime, and it could suddenly drop up to 10 degrees lesser than daytime at night. crazy isn't it?

Despite how unpredictable the weather is, we still manage to survive, maybe get a lil sick at times, but look at this poor little bird. SIGH, blame the weather. it's frozen to death, pity it:(

RIP birdie

End of the sem2!

2010-10-23T18:35:00.003+08:00

Sem 2 actually ended last week. Finished two tests, did okay I assume, and now, shake legs a bit and probly can start off revision for the one and only exam ard 12 days later! :)

(For your explanation agen, it's that I have 3 exams but two of them are being scheduled earlier than the exam period, so it's called Tests, and I have done the two of em)cos people have been yelling at me ' WHY DO YOU ONLY HAVE ONE EXAMMM GAHHHH' and they attempted to bite me, so I'm giving explanation to stop ppl from lookin at me with green eyes. HEHE

HENCEEEE.... while shaking legs too freely, I FORGOT, yes i FORGOT about going to gym and started relaxing a lot! look at my weight again! sigh it increases so easily but to lose it again is so hard! GOSH!

To introduce again, these two are the pillars I have in Melbourne, like twin towers. Since they are so much taller than I'm, I can be the bridge in the middle.

And went DFO (Direct Factory Outlet) with Angeline, a lot of people said we look alike, do we?
oh btw, DFO is where you can find really cheap branded stuffs, but you gotta have the patience to flip through one by one, in detail in order to find nice stufs. ;D this, you can learn from me, i'm such a pro shopper (nothing to be proud of actually, I rather I excel more in academic stuffs HAHA:P)

Compare this to my fb profile pic taken two weeks ago. OMG. how can i gain weight soooooo fast! *biteeee
So looking at this look-alike of me, but a slimmer version, I suddenly am motivated to go gym again! THIS WEEK! I WILL WORK HARDER!
FOOD FOOD FOODDDDD I HATE YOU! (no i can't lie to myself) I LOVE FOOD, yes indeeddddd

We got ourselves something realllllllly worth it that day! Duty free shops are awesome! :DDD

Update more when I have time to calm myself more (in mind) and back to blogging mood! Till then, loves, hotbabepei

my blog isn't dead

2010-10-17T20:56:00.004+08:00

It's been more than two weeks! OMG what've I been doing, I wasn't so busy! NO I WASN'T!

I will be back after Wednesday. I promise!

Test on Tue, another on Wed. then the last one would be 5/11 :)
shittttt I will have to start going gym after Wed, I haven't went for around one weekkk gahhhh fatsssssssssssssssssssss. i wana cry :'(

aite I CANT WAIT for everything to be over!!!!!! STUDY FIRST! laters <3

Another day off:D

2010-09-30T12:58:00.005+08:00

Since I'm finally done with another assignment, I decided I should go do something I like the most- KARAOKE!!!!!!!! WUHOO! :D d-uh.

YOU! Yes YOU! please come entertain me when you are free cos I basically stare at the laptop for the whole day when I stay home. Not sure what's gona happen after a longer period of time, maybe something good might happen, I will not be able to talk forever. HAHA:P good for ppl around me. Peaceful world for you guys. HAHA:P

That's why I've became noisier than before when I go out, like I got excited really easily, laughed like a crazy woman (as always).

Introduce you guys to the FAKE pro- Weiloon, He is my new advisor in picking of songs cos he is really good in listening and giving comments (after watching xing guang/ One Million Stars since the first season). Really PRO.

Sandra and I, I still can't really get used to call her sandra cos I knew her in childhood and I used to call her Lisuang. :) She wanted to sing k together during this trip to Mel from Perth, and there we went, her voice/ tone of singing is still good like last time!

Oh this Jason the sexy, he was being very generous in showing his cleavage that day. wahaha
WAH look at this handsome camwhoring. haha, good one since he took us as the background, where's the real high-pitched pro Pangwu?!

After karaoke, it's dinner time, Japanese buffet " $28 each person, order as much as you can! I swear I ate food I could have eaten for one week, when I was on diet for those two weeks. WASTED!
The carnivorous. 'Meat I want meat!' HAHAH!

END OF THE DAY: lesson learned: singing karaoke and eating buffet can be VERY exhausting.

Bird out of the cage for one week.

2010-09-28T17:54:00.007+08:00

It's Mid Sem Break this week.

So this little bird flew out of the cage and had fun for two days.
After being in the cage for the majority of her time in two weeks, she actually realized staying in the cage saves her a lot of money and also it helps so much in staying away from temptations, specifically food temptation. HAH. :P

The link is here (about the show)

So 7 of us went together with qihan's mom involved as well. :) It was SUCH A GOOOD start of a day when I came out of the house with a pair of shorts, cos I was acting smart to believe that it's gona b sunny and warm like the previous day, and even after checking weather forecast where it says cloudy and minimum temp somewher 10 degree celsius, I still decided to believe it is gona be warmmm. DANG.... it rained and luckily eqian's fren brought us jackets, if not it's gona be even more terrible sigh;S

Learned a lesson, not gona act smart next time, and don't be so 'hiao', wear shorts somemore. I MISS WEARING SHORTS BAHH! Has been covering the whole body for a few months, can't wait till it's warmer. stupid inconsistent weather here. GAH i feel like biting!

So.. Royal Melb Show makes me think of Jerudong Park in Brunei, which is so much funner, just that the colour of the rides/ booths r not that colourful as the one here, but the rides are far more awesome and cheaper than those here. 15 bucks for a ride kinglin n daniel went on, PER ride ok. Different prices are offered for diff rides though. However I'm still not satisfied with the pricing cos I think everything is so overpriced! Playing one game to throw 3-5 balls is AUD$10 wei. I miss Malaysia/ Brunei now. :(

And two nights before was a birthday celebration of 'Mushroom', a friend from musical/ Melbourne Uni. Think it's really cool to set a dresscode like how she did cos it makes every single photo look so much more interesting. Had fun taking photos. haha all sampats.

Purposely chose this cos it's a fake non-airport-photo (if you get wat i meant). HAHAH!!!! There is another one taken which is super-slim (fake one agen) taken with a wide-angle lens, that's in FB. haha!

I hope I have more time to have fun but it's really time to work on the last assignment, get it done, get exams done. AND FLYYYYYYY OUT of the cage to KL den Brunei! WUHOOOOOOO
Ta¬

An apple a day keeps the doctor away

2010-09-18T21:38:00.003+08:00

I'm blogging while munching on an apple atm,
working hard to lose some weight, hope the determination lasts this time, after failing for hundred times.
I missed those times when I looked down to the weighing machine which says 45kg, I really do.

Now my strategy is to gym, and eat less. Tummy got a lil smaller these few days, esp after being sick for two days.
I feel like I was dead, cos I slept for more than 12 hours a day when I wasn't feeling well, heavy-headed and didn't even feel like cooking. I hope someone else can be with me to take care of me, whoever loves me. :(

AND who said an apple a day can keep the doctor away, I'd say sometimes no matter how hard you try to keep urself far from the doctor or from death, it wouldn't work.
Cos it's fated when ur gona die. At least I believe in that, cos life is just too short to not enjoy it to the fullest.
I am in doubt now, should I feel contented with whatever I have now (since life is too short to complain) or ask for more to make improvements in my life/ myself?

I am once again, lost in the highway.

When I grow up,

2010-09-09T21:20:00.005+08:00

There will be a clearer distinct between dumbness and smartness between people,
Black and white aren't that simple anymore, there is a zone called grey,
You don't show how you truly feel in front of people anymore at times,
You find people more evil than how you actually thought and in another way you yourself have to go further away from the nice person you used to be in order to protect yourself,
You know you need to start searching for what you really want in the future but is still unclear about what it exactly is,
More is expected from you because you are 'older' and no matter how hard you try, expectations never end,
You know you are nearer to the day of oldness and sickness and you know you gotta appreciate the days even more but the pace is going too fast that you missed so much of the beautiful scenery along the way,
You know you are nearer to the day of losing your love ones but life is so busy that sometimes you tend to neglect some significant moments with the loved ones while you still have the chance to,
There is more responsibility to be taken and less excuses can be used to slack as much as you had,
Life is busier and sometimes you just had to sacrifice some parts of your life reluctantly and prioritize on something more important,
People get more self-centered because the reality is we are stepping into in this competitive world when we grow up...

So much to complain:(

When I am growing up, I hope someone can give a big slap on my face when I am losing the old me.
(HAHA Don't find this excuse to slap me! )

Growing up is such an annoying process, I hope I don't grow up so quickly.

Useless

2010-09-07T22:33:00.003+08:00

Such a useless person!

This girl,

She didn't bring him to much places during his visit,
She always didn't think of what to prepare for breakfast or lunch or dinner for him, and she even overslept most of the days and wasted his days for the trip,
She went for musical rehearsal most of the days in a week and left him walking alone in the city/ somewhere else,
She found an excuse to forgive herself, saying she's too exhausted from uni, rehearsals and bringing a guest to places,
She let him go on a tour by himself, alone.

OMG so much more, and she's feeling really bad.

Such a useless 'tour guide' right.
Noone is blaming her, but she just couldn't get over it. GAH

I am so sorry. Promise I'll make it up for you:)

Ballarat 4/9-5/9

2010-09-07T21:41:00.006+08:00

Spent a weekend at Ballarat which is around 1 hour plus drive from Melbourne city. Thanks Laura for driving us there:) It was actually a trip for Amy's birthday, these two girls will be introduced later on hahaha:P

Road trip is always fun, those fake-like-photoshopped-pictures sceneries, made me think of New Zealand trip two years back, I miss my family!

Also we saw this cute baby swan (wat's the actual name?) hiding into the wings (looked like it went through from the butt hahh!)

Weather wasn't too good for those two days, it rained, rained more heavily, stopped and it came again. sigh... See what happened when we just reached our cabin, branches fell when the wind was blowing so fiercely, and the little buggy with an old uncle came and saw them off.

Stomach bloated so much after those two days but enjoyed the food a lot! My diet plan- total failure. The pic is not all the food we've eaten, more to come!

This is Laura from Singapore, the girl who makes me think of Sheeling cos her english is damn good too.
p.s don mind about our shitty look, imagine walking under the rain for half a day. ;S
This is another young girl called Amy Lui, from HK. Been in Tassie for highschool, very talkative and hyperactive. haha:) Happy belated birthday again!-ends- hahah:P I'm too smelly I gotta shower.

Blessed.

2010-09-04T07:52:00.005+08:00

This photo doesn't relate much to the topic of the post but w/e. haha:P
I'm not so much of a camwhore now, due to... insufficient time to use per day gah!

Can anyone tell me how time flies in the past 6 months? This is already the sixth month in Melbourne and I guess I am so much better in directions nevertheless I still get lost sometimes. You should ask my tall and shy friend, Desmond for this, really grateful for my friends' patience in leading me to places I wana go. :)

I'd say life has been really meaningful and busy in the past few months but I'm glad that I've finally found the satisfaction I've been longing for since I finished highschool.
Assignment ones are all completed, but it's really scary that I haven't been doing much readings when I realized it's already Week 7. HMM... time to catch up?

Still too much in mind, I should start gym soonish, I have a very strong will to lose some weight recently when the reality tells me that 'chubby' (in a better word) girls sometimes are being neglected more than hot babes. (It applies to... when it comes to guys). I'll try to gain more confidence by losing some weight, but yeah... noone will be putting hope on me anymore since I've never succeeded since Secondary Four. HAHA:P No matter how bad are the insults were from some ppl about my 'body size', my response will still be a smile on my face, with a slight heartbreak sound inside, after that, I'll forget about it, and the whole process repeats itself again and again, for years.

Someone tell me again, how can I stop ignoring things happening around me, and be more observant and less clumsy. SIGH.

Looking at the bright side, I've a question to ask... AM I TOO BLESSED with all the people I've met in my life/ around me?
Never had I met any evil people in my life, most of them are really nice and angelic (HAH!)
Good and supportive housemates and friends, loving family, have you ever seen your friends' expression when you achieved something and they are so happy for u and you can see it's really a true expression coming from their heart? Well, I could feel that at that moment and although I didn't say anything, I secretly chanted a prayer and hope our friendship will last.

You guys are more than enough of what I've always wanted as my good friends, you know who you are, and I'm sorry if I'm too busy with my own things and get too self- centred at times.
You know I truly appreciate you and it's just too hard to express everything out in daily life as it might be too .... 'emotional' haha:P

Seriously, I am blessed with the existence of all these lovable ppl <3> :D

Stressed? No more!

2010-08-23T17:51:00.004+08:00

I think I have thousand words to say, but that pic above shows what's in my mind;D

It was a beautiful experience, another colourful page in my life booklet.
I am glad that I joined this musical.

Someone asked me how did I get into this production. I actually joined a singing competition in March and there is this production manager from CMG who passed me a name card and asked if I'm interested to join the musical. Then...blahhhh. haha:D
Thanks Siekieh Lau!

It's been two months, travelling down to city at least 4-5 times a week, I had three important things to do at a certain period of time: Mr.Teh, Uni work and Musical.
I'd say it's been really tiring but worthwhile, I'm saying that with no regrets.

I tried doing my best for this time although acting is not my strength, and singing.... hmm I didn't perform my best for the song in this musical cos the range for that song is the biggest I've ever got to perform on stage. Thanks for ppl who's been giving me encouragement non-stop throughout the rehearsals. It wasn't easy to hit the notes and perform well when I didn't have much time to practice. I hope I have been patient enough.

It was awesome that miss jiani joined this with me, so that we keep each other company at first, and later on joined this BIG bunch of MONKEYS! I guess it's destined that crazy people are meant to meet crazy friends. GAH! hahah:P

It's been a successful performance! Should I say performances. 5 Shows! Maybe more than that including rehearsals! GOSH. I am missing those moments eventhough it's been taking up sooo much time. There r a lot of awesome ppl in there and also very very cool director Felix Ho!
Thanks yiqian and weiloon for the flowers and bear!
Also, Thanks to Mr.Teh, Mr. Teh, Dolphine and friend, Housemates: Suren, Patrick, Dino and Zaki, Bn Friends: Pawhui, Desmond and Uncle Ethan, Jowen and three friends, and for the last show, Eqian, Vic, Carmen, Zelex, Weiloon, Qihan, Leepoh, Kimmunn, Huikuang, Sherlynn, Christina and two friends, Laura, Amy, Dorothy, Angeline, Daisy, Kinglin, Daniel, Jiayun & Peggie for coming for support!

Hope you guys enjoyed the show! And thanks for wanting to come:DDDDDDDDDDD You don't know how much it meant to me!

AND P.S Another Q&A

Q: Do you guys get paid?
A: No, it's a non-profit organization, the money earned from ticket sales should be put into CMG fund I assume.

First musical joined

2010-08-01T22:38:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE in Melbourne! Show me your love! Come support me and the others for this musical performance! :) I am gona be the old old mother/ big mama in the musical, which is one of the main casts.

Still working hard in building up my character, it's really hard for me cos I have to act as a middle-aged, strong feminist, but a loving mother, sigh how hard is that!

Oh cut the crap, sooooo....yeh, while all of us r working hard in rehearsals, why don't you start showing your support already by confirming with me if you can make it on either of the days listed below?! :) I will be grateful for that, really! Details are below:

Date: 13/8, 14/8, 19/8, 20/8 & 21/8.
Price: AUD$ 13 for the first 4 shows and $15 for the last show.
Venue: Union Theatre, Melbourne University.

Please call me or contact me in any way (Facebook/ msn) or even tell me in person if u can make it yeh! THANKS A LOT!

MAMA LOVES YOU! hahahah:P

Tassie trip

2010-07-11T18:57:00.003+08:00

My destination for the last holiday- Tasmania! :D

I am so sorry for the lack of words in the post. I AM LAZY and I am seriously busy that's why I abandoned this lovely blog for ages!

Musical, visitor and uni, insufficient time yoh! hahaha. so blog, I'll take good care of you starting from next month. Beloved readers, pls do bear with me. I still love u guys! haha:)

Clubbing after weeks...

2010-07-11T18:28:00.002+08:00

Let me tell you a story about Anusha.

Anusha has been a good girl for 22 years and before she goes back, I insisted that she should go clubbing once, so there we went to Seven on the 7th of July.

Aite, cut the crap... hahah, pictures will do the talking, I am sleepy. And the reason that I'm motivated (or terrified) to update my blog is because of my stupid sister. You know, just in case she boycotts my blog. NOOO, I don't wana lost a reader. hahah:P

OK PICTURES :)

I am putting this because some friends chat with me and asked if I'm slimmer ord HHAHAHA! So it's a must-put photo!
Cy bought the 10 bucks entrance ticket for us

This is Anusha who is leaving to Malaysia in 6 days time :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

OH NO!

CMG Melb Uni camp

2010-07-01T00:18:00.003+08:00

LOOK AT MY TUMMY! Camp didn't help me lose weight either SUCKS! hahaha:P
Blame myself I'm back to my normal overweight kg on the scale. darnn! I can't stop eating, although it's so good to have yiqian around to control my diet, but it balances out when I go out with jiani and she feeds me with food/ brings me around to 'hunt' for nice food.

This camp, the second camp I joined in Melb, is organized by Melbourne Uni, I kehpoh and skipped to others' uni hhahaa:P It was awesome in a way that there is singing workshop, flying fox (which I dint get to play las time), canoeing (casts din get to play cos we were attending workshop) and a lot of activities including soccer! (with a big footbal) hahah:P

The scenery is also breathtaking it's as pretty as those photoshopped photos but the main difference is it was just right in front of me. TSKTSK.

Flying fox! I like this photo cos I looked so happy! hahahha:)

And our FASHION SHOW! with the team 'Ladygaga', 'Crimson Spring' and 'Summer'. See what our group came out with, RUBBISH!!!!!!!! Damn hilarious!!!!!!!

I was wearing a plastic panty with bow, and there's another plastic bow on my head. looks like siaochabo= my second nick after 'S.P.Y'. People tend to call me that after getting a long w me, it's not a compliment at all, so no thank you.
WAH confident somemore, there wasn't any mirror for us to look into, that's why AHH embarrassing!!!!!!! haahahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Oh this is my HOTTTTTTTTTt team leader, the only guy in my group, this is quite a creative game, we have to stuff eggroll in the mouth and try to pass some equation to the next team member, and you will eventually end up spitting egg rolls on ur team member's face WHAHAHA

This nerdy looking gal is jiani, she normally doesn't look like that, the cute girl behind is me. thank you very much.
Campfire! yeh first time in ma life!;) It was awesome!
This is Anthony an architect. I really liked the firecrackers in this photo.

This is just a pre-production camp, can't wait for the training to start although I can imagine how exhausting it's gona be, and how much patience I need in the coming weeks till mid August, to travel to city everyday and to try to come back every night to sleep on my NEW MATTRESS (realized I'm showing off! HAHAH)

Bah (brunei accent), till then!

P.s photos: credits to Jamie

Whatever as long as you are happy:D

2010-07-01T00:04:00.002+08:00

Anusha is the big boss now since she's leaving so soon, where ever or whatever she wants to go or do, I TRIEDDD to make it, although I'm almost a 100% 'aeroplane queen' now. too bad.

We went to Knot, a uni bar near to our house the other day, people around this area go to this bar, I dono if the drinks are cheap but it's just something like yumcha IMO, in an 'angmoh' style. It's their culture, they don't drink 'tea' they drink liquor when they need to kill time like how we did during yumcha sessions, IMO again. haha:)

Tasmania trip is just around the corner! thanks to Kevin for sharing his experience and providing info of places to go etc. haha:) time to get it more well-planned!
Off we go Anusha & Alin!

Housemates @ Docklands

2010-06-30T21:31:00.006+08:00

Long time no see readers!

So...
Before Anusha's last day of exam, Suren boss suggested to bring us for a car ride.
We went to Docklands and it was really a nice place, and according to Suren, it's his second home, so he's pretty familiar with the place, and of course he is pretty much a good tour guide to tour around Melbourne. See below for our modelling photos! haha:P

Never see models with such short legs huh. I am the first then!
Our wedding photo:) Anusha I'm gona miss u. Countdown: 16 days
This guy likes to gain his confidence for height by asking me to stand in front of him cos he'll never get blocked, neither height nor 'width' HAHAHHAA

In front of my big big mirror!
Dinner with the housemates, except for Patrick, anyone wana rent his room he's not home! hahaha:P
Actually most people prefer Asian food (referring to friends who are not local) cos the portion is bigger and it's tasty as well. Filling is the most important of all. hehehe
And some more photos from Docklands, around 2am I guess. crazy people. hahah, I get excited when someone can give me car ride here, desperate for it since I always need to go on public transport. tired of walking but not losing weight yet! hahahahaa
Ghost festival.
Directed by suren.
Anusha imitating Harry Potter. Anupotter.
GAHHHHHHHHH I DON WAN ANUSHA TO LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;(((((((((
Noone is gona wake me up, noone is gona help me 'dissect' my assignment question, ahhh i need anusha she's my good housemate!

LAST DAY OF EXAM!

2010-06-09T16:12:00.002+08:00

WORK HARD FOR THE LAST DAY, and it's the final exam day tomorrow! And last round for semi-finals tomorrow night! Hope I go through it and get into finals! :)))) Blog soon!

It'd be great if I can just eat and sing all day.

2010-06-01T19:38:00.003+08:00

I am surrounded with good cooks, at home it's Anusha Gowriswaran & Mr.Suren.
Then, Eqianfong who can prepare food for the party.
And in the city, there are two more, namely Jiani and Desmond who provide me with full-of-love home-cooked dinner.

The pic below is taken at Desmond's place.;)
Then the other two with the two beautiful ladies is at Lygoon Street/ food paradise!

I have been so so caught up with assignments, and in between with the oh-so-right-timing singing semi rounds, which it was the first time I promised myself if I don't get through one of the rounds, I won't even bother to go revivals which is this coming Wednesday and Thursday. I have another exam on Thurs. Sigh hardd.

There is actually another overview photo but I am not gona upload until I have to. I look horrible in that photo wahlao!

"Which Aunty is that! OOHHH it's you!" (Suren, 2010).

This is third round of the competition. I was quite surprised that I did well for it by looking at the screen showing lyrics kinda frequently, but fortunately noone nor the judges realize it. ;P
I basically tried my best to SHAKKE SHAKKE no matter how my meats are gona 'shake' with me, hahah! It helped! Yehaa! Oh btw, my beloved friends out there who THOUGHT I've slimmed down, take a look at the photos in fb ppl tagged me, cos you can't find VERY-SCARILY-FAT photos of mine here since I am the one who picked which to upload and it's not possibly I'd choose those I look bad in rite. hhahha;P

Whatsoevahhh I am so gona forget about everything else and start preparing for exams!
One on this thurs, another on next thurs. Then DONE!

People are so jealous of me when I say I finish exams on 10th June (It's actually the first day of exam period for Monash, I've no idea bt other unis in Melbourne).
And they'd go on and say 'You finish earlier LAHH, Noone's gona be free to go anywher2 with you!'
TRUE ALSO! :((((

Happy 21st!

2010-05-24T22:18:00.012+08:00

Gentlemen 'camp boys' who were bbq-ing whole night with no complaints. I know it was so smoky that you guys would have gone blind:P

Victoria/Jacky/Jookhiang/Bryan/Jeechet for providing the venue and marinating/ preparing everything beforehand! The food/ transport/ EVERYTHING bold
Jiani who was busy serving the guests for me, MaidJyn.
Laura for driving me to Clayton to buy stuffs for party,
Suren for marinating the chicken wings,
Kahsiong/Sherlynn/HuiKuang for the present!
Chengde/ Peter who came all the way from the city for my bday:D
Ianyi/Lipboon, Alin/Johnson, Meiwah/Singyi, Francisca/Chiawyee, Serene, Patrick
Anusha, who helped me to open the invitation page in fb and suggestionsss given...
Angeline for the awesome photos!
YIQIAN the tgf (tall.good.friend) for organizing it for me!

Thanks for the hardwork and effort put for my birthday eqiannn! you are not fat! you are hot you pretty you are awesomeee friend!
Housework+ nice food: lasagna+chicken pie+ salad...........................etc

I guess I don't really know how to put everything in words. But you guys know....

I ADMIT I AM TOUCHED LAHHHHHHH *SIEN~

Campfire?

Thanks for the gifts <3! size="1">jiani's shudn't be posted up yet. haha;P
WISHES MADE, better years to come!
I actually had THREE CAKES! That's a surprise! AND THANKS FOR THE MONKEYS FOR BLOWING OUT MY CANDLES! :((( I oni got to blow the last one! hahaha PLANNED HUH!

Happy 21st to me! I didn't expect the celebration to turn out so great, thanks to the people, thanks to the pretty fren who organized it! Thanks for everyone who helped her out! thanks for the presents! ARGH I dono wat to say anymore but yep, I WILL NEVER FORGET MY 21ST! MUAHHH~

and lastly thanks to everyone who greeted me in fb/ wherever! :)
Glad that I enjoyed my 21st despite the assignments due on the next day. SHOO assignments, HELLO exams! hello holidays! HAHHA:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

SHOUT OOOOOO

2010-05-11T14:59:00.002+08:00

I simply can RAWR all the unhappiness out when I sing.
I need a space, where I can yell all I want!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
STRESSED!

MOMMY i lubya

2010-05-09T19:33:00.001+08:00

Thanks for bringing me to this world, thanks for being my mom, thanks for the love you've showered the three of us with. I LOVE YOU!

WE LOVE YOU

Blessed to have you as my mommyyyy!
p.s chyi i can't find a photo with u in (it's hard to find a nice photo of maaa. hahahha)

PM of oz in Berwick!

2010-05-08T00:40:00.003+08:00

OMG I missed this! If not mistaken, Kevin Rudd came to our campus two hours after I left! Aww, saddd:( hahaha. Golden opportunity to see the Prime Minister in person- missed. tsk tsk!

I miss this close friend of mine!

2010-05-04T19:08:00.001+08:00

Felicia Soon Ying Suang! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG this is ur latest pic, and I love you more cos ur gona be the same size as me soon! I LOVE YOU MUAHH!

Busy of?

2010-05-01T23:24:00.003+08:00

All of a sudden, I am feeling so bad for not staying in contact much with some close friends after I came here. Noone slapped me, but I just had this thought at this very moment. I don't like the awkward feeling when we meet next time just because we haven't talked in a longggg time, although it doesn't apply all the time. Close friends rewinding back to normal friends and then back to mayb close to strangers, NOOOO!

I do miss all of you, and I know to maintain our friendship, we need to put in effort and time, properly organized to keep in touch with each of the close ones.
Family friends love ones... how can I actually divide my time equally... I really wana maintain every relationship well. I hope I could.

Just that there are too much distraction and personal things to keep myself busy. Some are really lame stuffs which I don't even bother to mention, waste of time. sigh...

oh well... I'm thinking too much again, it's normal to think and reflect things in depth during such a quiet night, with dim light... *emo.

boredom

2010-04-26T08:59:00.001+08:00

I am blaming myself for getting bored too easily.
Grow up yo!
No more elaboration. FULL STOP. in case I go too far. haha

Another lazy post.

2010-04-25T18:39:00.005+08:00

Hello readers:)

I have no idea what took away my motivation to really blog in detail, I assume it's bcos I made myself too busy with nothing since I can't see any results from anything, being unproductive in assignments as well. ;S

It's already week 8 now, and I have 4 assignments due in week 10, weighing a lot, like one of them 50% and the others 30-40% in average. So WORK HARDDDD yo! Can someone just close Facebook/ Msn/ annnything! Haha distracting!
so. well. i'll jus update my beloved readers with the photossss cos i suck in explaining wat's going on, it's gona come up to certain length of essay with unnecessary words. HAHAA. BAH i'm just lazy!

So yeah I consider myself a clubber these few while. 'I am a bad girl' now. AWW.
It was Kinglin d fattie's bday last Friday, and I went again with yiqian's housemates and friends this Fri. Met up with couz yengfang since she's here for holidays, uniSA is on hols now mannn. Argh!

Then I kehpoh n joined soontiong's bday dinner, the Huaho guy. haha:) Took a very cute photo, nahhhh hahaha
And yeah never got to talk to this senior or mine, kahsiong, he's indeed another JIAN guy. hahaha:P
Visited Nott, a pub in Clayton, not too bad a place. wuhooooooooo
And it was reli cool to step on soffftttt sand at the beach! good experience, to go there at night. hehe

Last but not the least, SPORTSSS! Although I am not THAT good in it, but yeah I finally joined a volleyball team and competed at MASCA, we got first runner up! it was so close, champion gets to represent victoria to compete in Canberra. TOO BAD for us!
and for dodgeball comp, jus two days ago, we got kicked out in the first round but I'm proud of myself for being half-asleep but managed to survive for a long time in the game. HAHAHXD
I have no idea Time is passing fast like shit now, I just realized a month is almost over! GOD. pls slow down the time!!! I don wana meet assignment duedates, i don wana take exams:((((

hailing hailing day

2010-04-11T14:22:00.004+08:00

It hailed for the second time since I came. is cold today ('todie')

---back to work----rolling back.

Easter breakie.

2010-04-10T19:12:00.003+08:00

Easter break was really meaningful, filled with activities, and sigh now I have to face the reality, assignment due. ARGH!

Uploaded some photos here, will edit this post soonish!

Exhausted!

Bye peeps. cyah soon!

first assignment

2010-03-29T18:17:00.003+08:00

Handed in the first assignment this afternoon. I have no idea why the hell was I so nervous even when I'm done with it. Even before dropping it in the box, I could still hear my heartbeat. Scared! Should be worried about what grade will I get, and being unfamiliar about how things work here I guess. Well, why am I not knowing what was I thinking. Walao.

Four more days till Easter break. from 2th to 9th April:)
That motivates me a lot more to finish up the next assignment due just one day before the holidays, but for today, I'll allow myself to slack a bit since the last assignment nearly killed me although it's only 1000 words. HAH, I SUCK.

Another 1200 words coming up, now I'm worried about referencing, guess I can't cheat so much here by simply citing or referencing since I think tutors here are not stupid enough to be cheated. HAHAHAA.

BAH headache.
I'm gona spend all the internet on the phone before 3rd april. and can't wait for the camp in easter! Basically, can't wait for BREAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK :)))))))))))))))

taking some break from assignment-ing

2010-03-27T12:16:00.003+08:00

HEY people:) Just wana share some stuffs I've been considering to buy recently, after reading chyi's blog, I am kinda inspired. :P

This Adidas shoes OP AUD 150, and I saw AUD 90 in Footlocker, city but there was no size for me ord. AH:(And this stupid Paul frank iphone cover, I saw other similar ones in Three shop but it costs AUD 40! walao, I couldn't stop converting back to RM since I spent my last three years in Malaysia, that's what makes me not purchasing much in this whole month. Abnormal for a crazey shopper like me but it's true!

I am a total cheapskate now especially when I meet another cheapass companion in my house, called Anusha. HAHA:) we r very good friends cos we r both CHEAP! YAY! There's a real cheap thing I did and I think I can share it with u guys, I had my iphone cover (not PF's.) for free from my friend's bf! HAHAAAAA:P *blushing for being too cheap. But if I dint get it, he wouldn't be using it since he got a nicer one for himself. right?

Went up to this guy to take a photo with him since he's so attention seeking. SEE? he was so happy when someone asked for a photo w him. sheesh. HEHE

It was miss low paw hui's meow's farewell las weekend, she's now in Japan and enjoying much, I can imagine her shaking her legs and being happily standing in front of any of the Japanese restaurants waving her hands, as the 'zhao cai mao', good part time job for u paw!
This was what we had for her farewell after karaoke, Weird Pizza is the name. Have u tried pizzas with apple/ banana on it, or even spaghetti on pizza? COOLL:) take care paw. cyah in aug!

The laksa I cooked! :)
FAT FAT FAT!

* unwillingly going back to assignment.....................bye!

award myself?

2010-03-22T17:42:00.002+08:00

I'm actually quite impressed in how much improvement I have in being A LITTLE more serious with my studies. hehe:P
Stayed in the library, not done with ALL the readings but yeah at least I put in effort in doing some of them, which I never really did before. UIYOH. maybe there's nothing much for me to do here, except for the weekends. No more running to the opposite direction towards Sunway Pyramid whenever I'm bored, ahh how much I miss that!

Till then buaibuai

morninggg

2010-03-18T05:18:00.004+08:00

hello everyone! i'm eating my tuna+lettuce+cheese wrap and I finally woke up earlier than 8am to slowly make my breakfast and lunch and blog!

weather sucks big time cos it's hot and i couldn't sleep well. it's really sunny and you need your shades. Good to say that you don't look like a wanna-be AT ALL with your shades on, cos ppl dress like celebrities on the street:P

Have bumped into some familiar people, either from Brunei or Malaysia, and still I'm feeling Melbourne is a small world, and most of the people are linked. sigh, can't do anything bad now :( HAHAA.

Housemates are being nice and helpful, Suren boss, kehpoh Anusha and Patrick who's always not home. Volleyball has started last night and it was sooo fun but not that much when muscle pain comes along. MUMSU (Malaysia Asso) is having this oh-so-gona-awesome camp coming up this Easter Break and I'm soooo gona join if there's nothing on during that time:)

I swear I'll enjoy my last 1.5 year of uni life or I'll regret and cry and crawl looking like a corpse and scare ppl off. I don't know why am I talking this way but yeah, I'm feeling BORED having to go tutorials later and two more classes tomorrow anddddd I haven't done writing my resume I wana work and earn moneyyyy Mani mani come! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ HAHAAA:P

There is some more complication with something, and it's buzzing in my head, that's something I always make a big mess all by myself and I don't know how to solve it at last. Boo me boo me!
But well, I appreciate those who shower me with love yet I don't know how to repay you guys. seriously.

okok, I am gona SMILE :))))) and go to classes soon! Last thing to say: I HATE READINGS!

how can i resist such a cutie!

MCQ PEOPLE!!!

2010-03-08T19:58:00.004+08:00

HOIHOIHOI PEOPLE! Since it's so quiet here and I got nothing better to do, here it's....

Please leave comment/ answer in my tagboard for the below MCQ Questions!

Thanks for the cooperation, I will tell you what's the prize when you guess it right ukay!

On your mark, get set, GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Whose bed is this?
A. Desmond
B. Peiyi
C. Pawhui

Simple right?! It is damnnnnn easy man!

ELO anybody there

2010-03-05T08:17:00.005+08:00

HEYAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH:)))))

yeah I'm here I'm still alive, jumping around a lil bit. haha:P

First and foremost, thanks to my babysister for the past one week. You've done a good job being a MAID of mine, washing my plates/ clothes, cleaning up my room, cooking me meals (surprised dat she can cook so well... kinda unexpected) and all.

Mama, let me say something good about ur eldest daughter, she can be an excellent nanny if she can't find a job, let her go n become nanny HAHAHHA:P
Alahhhh, sorry Maid/ Nanny/ Babysitter.
Good luck in looking for jobs and earn LOADS of money $$$$$$
And hey look who's dat? PawDI! paw's didi (brother)= PawDI (Chyi, 2010)

This was taken at Crystal Jade, Chinatown on Chap Goh Meh. Had Chinese food together with Paw's friends as well. Spot our primary classmate, Chengde there.

Very interesting photo rite. Guess whose bed isit, I will update another post regarding this. HHAAAAAAAAAAAA

Met des n paw around three times last week, crazyyy hahah, but I guess when assignments are thrown to us, it's time to bury our heads n workkk like shit.

(btw, look at the height difference. BOO desmond for being so tall n jumping so high! HMPF)

She's enjoying playing the 'new ride' we don't have that in Brunei i guess. haha,

all you have to do is to use ur feet to support, one of the feet to touch the ground and push so that the thing rotates. n you go WOOOOoo HUHU..HHOHOo

we had churros. i don't reli love it THAT much.

Us agen, met at Queen Victoria Matrket, 'pasarpo' needs to go there, suits me more.

Finally tried the AUD$ 5.50 German sausage, its HUGE. (don't take it wrongly)

Life's been okay here. Another thing which is out of expectations is that I don't have much international students in my class, the most is only .... mayb 1/10 or in a tutorial, I am the only one. COOL ASS huh. I miss my class in Taylors now. sighhh...

Having to adapt to new environment and finding new friends is tiring. tiring and tiring.

I wana live in a shell where I don't have to care about anybody and just live my own life. Nah it's not gona happen, life's stil gona go on and I have to leave my shell some day. SIGH BIG SIGH.

The saddest part of this course is that I can't slack much like I used to, there are certainly a lot of readings to be done, although I had readings too before in taylors but... I can just... live in my own world during tutorials. Here ppl are more daring to speak and view their opinions, which is a good thing to learn but yeah, I admit I'm much more intimidated than before looking at the locals, how eloquent they are (bukan semua lah mungkin) and how fluent they can speak, whatever points they have. I'm trying to speak out more already, and yeah, in the progress, just that I need to 'put down' my face and embarrass myself more to improve, something like that.

My room has been real quiet after Maid left, somemore my other housemates weren't home and the boss Suren brought his friends around in Melbourne, he's being a tour guide. haha... But yeah, guess it's time for me to really live by myself, be independent and all. FIRST TIME in ma life. I am startng to miss my ex roommies wanyen yanyee and ewen already, they are always there for me, and tolerate with watever bullshit I do. I hope I will do less bullshits this time with the new housemates, hope I can get along reallll well with them n yeah guess there shudn't be a bigg problem after a week, they seem to be nice n hope it goes on like this. :)

Have met up Brunei friends here, two highlights, des and paw, n another watermelon highlight, chengde. haha:P He's grown much matured ( esp his looks) n u guys can call him Doctor Pham now. ( scroll and look at the pic!) He's stil the same nothing much different since he is still not sampat (ohh too bad) but yeh OKAY LAH. hehe seems nice, dat's the main point rite.

Oh and also, (i know what I'm writing is not going smooth but watever lah har) I am planning to join some societies or clubs like Volleyball, GLEE club (Cool rite!) I can sing now lalalala.. and malaysian association thing which they organize events and all so when I'm bored it can kill time and would be better to meet some nice 'kawans' there, hopefully.

___special part_______( don laugh ur ass off! )

ADUAN!

kebanyakan 'kawan' di kelas angmohs dan sebahagian daripadanya macam cb muka, tetapi ada beberapa angmohs sangat baik, boleh berkawan lah. Dan, saya sama kelas dengan satu hotbabe, cantik daooooo.... angmoh ini macam celebrity, tapi cara dia bercakap macam anjing betina haha, betul-betul macam perempuan di dalam MeanGirls.

OK DONE. *phewww.

BAH more photos to come, some day. cos the internet has reached its limit at my home, so I can't even load facebook now, only msn and skype atm. msg me if ther's anything.

with love, PEI <3>

No :( trying hard to :)))

2010-02-21T14:12:00.005+08:00

Packing in progress...

Needs someone to help me filter what to/ not to bring. AAHHH.
Have 30kg to bring but it's real easy to exceed the limit.
I wana bring everything along with me, don't wana miss out something and buy again. I can rather use the money to buy something else which is more important/ maybe on some 'extra purchases' *wink. HEHE.

Currently trying to adjust myself mentally about... everything including budgeting when I'm over there, controlling myself from over-consuming of food *** VERY IMPORTANT, meeting new people, adapting to new environment, play less, know what's my priority **** A challenge to me... and others.

This is actually the first time I am getting a new start in uni, I used to be too blessed to have friends with me since I started going overseas. Alright, 'overseas' or you would like to call it 'returning to home country'- Malaysia. I had however treated that as a new start for me but thinking back it's not actually one when there are familiar faces with me to let me feel secure and letting myself staying in my comfort zone for the past three years.
So yeap, seriously gona do this start properly and hope there will be less obstacles in front.

2 more days to KL and 4 more days to Melbourne.
My aim after this 1.5 years, wiser, matured, getting maself improved in different ways, never ever get worse. PUHLEASE. *** Controlling my will...BBBBB... HAHA:)
And please don't worry about me, I know some of you are, thanks for all the advices and I actually felt sorry for myself to let others worry bt me at the age of 20, turning 21. PAISEH liao. Sigh.

So kawan-kawan, please do not miss me too much, and stay in touch alright! See everyone end of the year unless I'm not coming back, which is mostly impossible hoho.... BAH! ppl wish me luck aite!

Loves,
Pei/ SPY/ Peiyi/ Peini. :D

Let's celebrate CNY!

2010-02-10T14:22:00.003+08:00

(relatives reunion, just like how it was when we were young)

CNY is coming really soon, it's time to go 'bai nian' wear new clothes & get angpaos!
Let's not get married so fast so that we can stil receive angpaos rather than giving them out. HEHE
Going back to Kuching for CNY Celeb this year, hope it's gona be fun fun fun!

After Kuching, there will be less than one week before I leave Brunei, sigh.
I need patience and wisdom to deal with everything.
I don wana be a loser forever.

I'm a good girl

2010-02-04T00:36:00.002+08:00

WUHH!
Miracle happened!
Meeting up with friends- 0
Uni procedures- everyday.

Better be sailing smooth, just one more step. visa I'm waiting for you babeh!

Second round tour ended.

2010-01-24T20:42:00.007+08:00

Brunei Tour Part two with another guest has ended yesterday.
It was pretty great since I had healthier sleeping hours, wake up early =_=, I hope Mr. Teh enjoyed it too=)

However, it's actually unhealthy in terms of the amount of food intake we had. Non-stop for 7 days, can say it's impossible for me to lose some pounds when guest is here. Tried Korean Restaurant, Kiulap, think Kimchi fried rice is yummy and started to miss USJ 10's Korean Restaurant in Taipan, it's still the best. ( Well, I have only two to compare with) huhu.
Then again, tour around Brunei tourist attractions. One more round after Clement's visit. HEHE=) This time we went on the boat without 'bumbung' (Chyi taught me this, it means 'without roof' something like that, correct me if I'm wrong), like it's cheaper. And normally the price to tour around Kampong Ayer ranges from B$ 10-15. if it's 20 or more say NO THANKS.

Thanks wanyen for driving around all the places! steady liaooo. hehe

Then we celebrated Pa's birthday on the 19th January. Pa is the one who earns money for the whole family and see we are all 'fat fat white white':- (direct translation from chinese- healthy and living a good life) Pa you know we love you a lot though we don't really kehpoh too much hehe=P Stay healthy, happy forever and good business yoh! HAHHAA

Birthday dinner at... where else? Excapade. haha

Lucky to be born in this happy family. =D
My adorable cat celebrated her birthday too on the same day (it was belated), and sis bought her a Tuna bread!
Teh-C-Special available nearby my house and my mom loves it. haha, being random. But no, it's something related to the guest, since it's TEH-c-special. LAMO.
This is wanyen with the yellow bear, a lil creepy huh wanyen, it MOVES!
This is the guest, mr.teh. We had prosperity meal from Mcd, long queue. sigh. oh btw, the burger was yummylicious, but ppl who can't take spicy food are not recommended to try. huhuu
The ending part is gona be presented with this NICE photo. Went to the beach on the second last day, and this is what I got! COOL leh. Hope Bio-Oil and two other medicines my mom gave would be helpful. oohh noo!

*sniff sniff... walking off. bye!

who said fat ppl will always be fat?!

2010-01-24T18:11:00.002+08:00

Have seen people who used to be obese turning from an ugly duckling to a swan right now.
At least 10 kg are shed and they KINDA motivate me A LITTLE.
Again, I know noone is going to believe in what i'm gona say, cos I never changed- I never tried hard enough to go on diet, I am too good in saying more than taking action and do it. People are obviously annoyed of what I m gona say about my Diet Program and starting to ignore me. HUHU.

The best motivation is to imagine how much better and healthier am I gona be when I am gona be, let's say, 8 to 10 kg slimmer. More tempted to buying more clothes which can fit me easier at that time, it's gona be sOOOOOOO coooolll! And I am sure I can be more confident, rather than feeling so uncomfortable after wearing something out and thinking I look horrible or fat or elephant-y or watever. haiz.

I WANT TO LOOK GOOD WHEN WHEN WHEN CAN I BE? DAMN.
FOOD ARE SO TEMPTING! HOW CAN I RESIST YOU FOOD?!

I am thinking, why not I go for liposuction in the future, and get rid of the fats? HAHA as if I will make so much money to go through the ...em do u call it operation? I dunno. Other than liposuction, I still need to do permanent hair removal for legs and underarms. SO MUCH TO DO MANN!

Hopefully one day I will get comments like ' Woah you've slimmed down a lot' but not 'WOOOOAHHHHHHHH you are much bigger than before' SIGH~

My friends aren't coming for visits anymore in this period of time, so I guess I can have less outings and eat less and healthier food. WUHOOOOO!!!

=)

food food food makes me fat.

2010-01-18T00:11:00.001+08:00

<3 muacckkss

2010-01-17T15:23:00.002+08:00

Daddy too handsome cannot simply let u ppl see okay. HEHE=P

State: Confusion.

2010-01-17T15:10:00.000+08:00

Tour around Brunei with Mr. Clement

2010-01-16T20:46:00.007+08:00

Desmond's friend- Clement from Melbourne/ K.L was here=)
And I was the assistant tour guide for his trip, Desmond let you win this time, you are the LEADER lah. HAIZ. haha=D

However, Desmond & I were also sort of making our first visits to certain places although we have been staying in Brunei for more or less 18 years. Shameful to say, but yup, we really had never visited places like Brunei Museum, Tasek Merimbun...
Because of that, there's still excitement in this tour-guiding trip! HEHE=P

We basically covered three out of the four districts.

Brunei & Muara- tick
Tutong- tick
Temburong- tick (yay!)

DAY 1

Woke up early, it is something rare to miss spy cos she seldom wakes up early, whatever she admits she's a pig. BOO!

We just walked around bandar, visited mosque, Kampung Ayer, Yayasan...

A very nice photo taken by Clement.
( fyi all photos in this post are taken by Mr. Clement, credits to him)
HEY DESMOND! remember what the angmoh said to me! OH HE's JUST SO HONEST! not like you.
quick!! say I AM PRETTY one hundred times! HAHAHHAH XP or else, there'll be 'opening ceremony' again even after the 'closing ceremony' (sorry peeps, it's an inside joke)
To Empire, Desmond was being childish, TSK TSK.

DAY 2

Charcoal, can't believe that's my first time there.
I am 'SUA-KU' ( lack of education & knowledge)

Those are some of my childhood friends, and it was Mei's belated birthday dinner=)

- Tutong-

Thanks Des for waiting for the pig! There we went to Tasek Merimbun, always read it from textbooks during primary and secondary, and finally we went there!

We thought it's gona be a good idea if we can organize picnics, perhaps bbq as well? at the site in the future. really peaceful and quiet with beautiful scenery. =D
Okay, this was what we did when we went out of places to go already. SIEN=(
DAY 3

WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

After 500 years (don't get confused, it's the way of how I exaggerate how LONG have it been=P) , finally we went on a tour to Temburong District!!!!!
Reminisced of the secondary Geography trip to Temburong, those old days...
Jungle trekking! WAH really old ord. Sweat like a pig (sorry haram), nearly went out of breath. WALIU...

The mobile line went from Brunei line and to Malaysia line (since it's near to Limbang and Lawas I guess), next time can bring Msia line there, call with RM to Malaysia! haha=P
Canopy walk! The feeling of fear showed how old we people are now.
Used to walk fast across the bridge in all 'layers' ( There are 5)
And we used to get certificates when we managed to climb all layers, but now no more dy. HAIZ SO DISCOURAGING! HHEEE
*Rotates! This is not the highest yet I guess.
This is the suspension bridge, din see this few years back heard it's new.
We chose not to wear the life jackets since it's so troublesome to wear it and take it off after crossing the bridge. I can swim but I swear I won't save Desmond cos he always says I'm .... 'not slim'.
Ready for lunch?
Included in the tour package! How sweet! Enjoyable!!! Cannot 'feel' it from the picture maybeh. but really it was!
The waterfall! Had an approximate 5 min walk into this waterfall place, Clement could walk faster with his Crocs rubber shoes and poor Des n I had to go through this torturing foot massage all along ARGHH it seriously hurt! To and back, not easy mannn...

It rained when we were returning to our boat, at least weather was pretty fine since morning. (we departed at 8am)
Fish Spa! People go and tryyyy! Itchyyyy jus like how it was at the fish spa I tried in KL (without paying, when we were with wanyen's sis, we just dipped our feets into the water when the staffs weren't looking!!! HEHE)
Longhouses.

Temburong trip ended around 2pm+ and after the speedboat journey (around 30-40min) we arrived at Kianggeh jetty at ard 3pm+
Worn out with SMILE=)

On the last day, we brought Clement to our 'mother-school' =)

Hope Clement enjoyed his Brunei trip, still I gotta say, there's really nothing much here in Brunei but people are just happy with what they've got here. I feel glad to be brought up here too=)

Thanks for the photos too!

Said sayonara to 2009.

2010-01-16T19:26:00.006+08:00

oThese are what happened during the end of 2009.

I feel like my schedule is packed (uiyoh, boastful leh) cos...

- family TRAVELLED to ( being stupid again) to.... (don't expect too much) Kuching, KK, Miri Haaahaa! Like going around Borneo Island lah, not yet to Kalimantan though. hehe
- tried really hard to spend more time with these friends who r gona go back for studies (KL & Sg mostly). Now I'm left with 'a few cats' ( referring to how 'little' my friends are here)vwhom I am closer with. Sigh=(
- and lastly, busy with nothing and 1.5 months just passed likedat.

jeff's idea to make paw a card, we had fun in the process! =P

Now you know why I gained weight AGAIN. POOF.

Oh I am so lonely! Jeffrey Siang Desmond Sheeling all these sampats have left! I have less ppl to 'pat' with ord!!!

I kinda miss K.L right now, but due to very reasonable reasons, I've decided not to go.
I can't even give ten GOOD reasons why I wana go. seriously, so there it is, NO, FULL STOP.

btw, Thanks Kok so much for your kindness - you know what it is.
Sorry for not being able to make it for this coming 31/1 event. I appreciate the opportunity given and I really hope I could attend on that day. Just that, i apologize for being the spoiler, or it'll be more complete. sigh.

I am too lazy to write and I'm bad at it, so hope u enjoyed looking at the photos yoh!

shattered pieces of...

2010-01-10T15:34:00.002+08:00

I think I recollected the pieces, almost all of them.
But no matter how hard I tried to puzzle them up,
there are still gaps in between.
I can't help it.

Some more time maybeh. never knows...

HOI HOI

2010-01-09T02:51:00.003+08:00

AH I AM BUSY AND TIRED!
Slap me when u hear 'I m tired of...playing!' HAHA=P

Finally got all my results for Semester 3. CONGRATS TO MYSELF! =))))
And, now I am waiting for confirmation, hopefully asap.

And, I am kinda worried abt the sampat Chyi, get well soon!
But haiz, eventhough she's sick, noise pollution is still going on. F.

BAH i ll upload photos of outings soon. I AM LAZY heheh.

p.s wanyen can drive dy! CLAPPPP

happy new year!

2010-01-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

happy2010! I rmbr jus a decade ago, which seems jus a while bk, i was here in kuching too, wow... Time passes fast n everyone is gettin old haha...happy new yr and all d very best in this 2010 yr people=)

1 more day to 2010!

2009-12-30T15:25:00.004+08:00

Since I saw everyone is looking back to what they've done in the past one year,

I will do the same too.

In terms of 'responsibility of a student'.

I decided to work hard on my uni works and be more matured in doing things, but I don't think I have achieved any of those. I could be succeeding on one of them some time, but it didn't manage to last long enough. sigh... 'consistency' to be improved. I hope my parents will worry less about me after some time, need to really change myself to a better 'adult'. Think with my brain, and think before doing things. Insist in what I want, Make good decisions, Influence ppl in a good way.... the list goes on. Just don't think I am doing a good job in being a 20 year old, very, very bad.

Of course I need to thank the coursemates who have been helping all the way. wanyen & her group of great friends ( sabahans), Wendy, voonvoon, robin, diana , , munsuet, yingying amy and sam and everyone else who have been guiding me when I have troubles on uni works! Without you guys, it would even be harder for me to 'suffer' through all the torturing works. HAHAH. =P

I gotta admit, life in kl is unforgettable and not to be mentioned, FUN=) I AM GONA MISS IT SOOO MUCH!

okay, you r gona say, STUDY AH PLAY PLAY PLAY. YEAP YEAP YESH YESH, Uni life in Kl is over and it's gona be another phase of life to stay in a different environment, meeting new friends again and perhaps studying in a different uni wif a diff system. ARGH. life is stil gona go on, well jus hope it flows smoothly.

I need to thank my parents for allowing me to make one of my biggest decision (at least to me, it is. )

Guess you know what it is, might be repeating again but yeah it really influenced and changed me in some ways after Astro Star Quest 2009. Although I didn't make it very far, but at least one of the goals in my life is achieved -to enter the competition and experience it.

BIG thanks to my family and friends out there for the encouragement and confidence given. I knew who are the real friends through this competition. And most importantly, i feel glad to have these lovely parents who gave me freedom in choosing what I want. I LOVE you papa & mama. <3

Also, I've met great friends from this competition whom they r good .... advisers in... certain thing. HAHA=P other than dat, laughters and stupid jokes, perfect! And it's the first time to have 'star' friends. yeap, special feeling. heheh. Big piece of good memories from this. =)

Lastly, I shouldn't give up so easily anymore in whatever things. i am too scared of disappointment and rejection and embarrassment and lastly being alone. OH god. help me help me. sometimes feeling kinda useless.

btw....

Ma life in 2010. haven't have a list of to-dos and to-be-obeyed, but I am certain, I need to learn how to DO something by not just saying and not doing, too good at that. You know it, I knew it.DARN.

GROW UP & be brave yoh. HAHA=P

p/s me ish still in meow meow cat city. wanyen pls don kick my cat away! haha.

gona catch up with some ppl soon, have been too ignorant or maybe forgetful like an old grandma AGAIN, i was living my own life in my own world, you get it? paiseh LAH. haiz

back and gona go agen.

2009-12-27T02:13:00.004+08:00

HEY PEEPS=D

life has been good, not too meaningful but not absolutely meaningless. h a h a... Just found myself getting lazier (even more than usual!) in everything, including blogging. Things are still very unorganized until now, the same me. I need to do a lot of stuffs before new year, throw all the rubbish into the trash, files in laptop, bad memories... yeap=D

I planned to practice piano and attend vocal classes this holiday but none of them is done. =( sigh, I am so lack of motivation, have so much in mind to do but never get them done. I never know how to walk step by step bah haiyoh. I wana skip but i think I will fall in the middle.

Sis is in Spore with her friends for Xmas and she's not back yet. Hope she's enjoying and BUY ME STUFFSS hahahaha!

Kuching trip is jus around the corner, and I am gona get even heavierrrr after the trip, cos Kuching= food palace man! no kidding!
p.s mr. teh, no kuching-ians don't eat fried cat. HAHA!

And... I dyed my hair khaki brown (says the Loreal dye box) but it turned out to be a lil .... darrkkk... haha, don't really love it but I guess it's okay? Ah already ugly now. I KNOW I KNOW AND I KNOW I USED TO BE LOTSSSSSS PRETTIER BACK IN SECONDARY! STOP REMINDING ME, ESP LOUIS YONG HOCK LIN!

Photos to be uploaded soon, maybe before or after kuching trip=D

take care ppl! and happy belated xmas =D hoho...

shallow BOO!

2009-12-18T15:26:00.002+08:00

Met a very shallow person,
and I think I overreacted a bit when he stepped on my tail.

I pity him for being so brainless in talking.
I pity him for still being clueless on how lousy he himself is.

BOO to you idiot.

it's always great to be with the family=)

2009-12-12T21:44:00.009+08:00

It was a family trip to K.K, 5 of us, all of us. =D

Fine weather all along.

After the journey only I realized,
we have to actually pass by Limbang (malaysia), den Temburong (Brunei) den Lawas (malaysia)and some other smaller places of Malaysia before we reach Sabah. HAHA, funny, I looked at my phone, it changed from DSTCom to Digi den back to DST agen den at last Digi. HAHAAAA, interesting leh. sorry I am 'jus easily .... impressed, by this small matter.

Reached. started shopping! =D and EATING. ate like a pig. OINK.
The three of us. In Descending order, eldest, second eldest and the youngest.
This is the youngest one in my family, showing off her Pudding Milktea from Yoyo cafe, a famous bubble milk tea place in K.K, it was indeed good! You can see how good it's jus looking at how long the queue is.
Night time ate this smelly fish at the 'pasar malam'. Not too impressive=S
Second day, my contact lens is lost! i gotta wear spectacles ( I HATE IT!)
this is the best picture i can get of me wearing specs, believe me, you can't stand how funny I look in real life. ARGH. No makeup+ no contact lens, let me die. I am FAKE! HAHA
This yummy pork noodle soup!

Nice pose leh. nice view, AND NICE MODEL. HAHHAHAH
Our transport=D and the mom waving hello from inside. haha, wat's chyi doing?
cute huh=P I meant the pandas.
Really nice weather.
HOT! I meant the gals in the photo. WUUUHU

Spotted the jellyfish? there r two.
Still continue eating until we reached Limbang! hahahXD
Nice nice snowice.=D
So, at last, we r back, feeling FAT. like piggs. pig mom pig dad pig daughters. ALAH I AM THE HEAVIEST!

I HATE my sisters! they kept complaining I'm 'giant'! =((( BUHOOO

p.s we got this small plan in mind, to get back some time and enjoy the sea! clear crystal blue. wuuuhhh. <3
although the car journey took a bit long, but sleeping+ spending some time and chit chatting in the car is fun too! =DDDDD let's do this again when dad is free!

WUHOO family trip=)

2009-12-10T00:45:00.002+08:00

YEAPIE! dad is finally free for a family trip! hope it s gona be nice!
going kk tomoro. can't join desmond's bday c. HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO YOU JIANREN! hahahahaXD have fun u al=) *i'm jealous. damn

it was sop's bday

2009-12-07T14:19:00.005+08:00

Met wanyen up the first time since I came bk.
It was weihao's - S.O.P, son of principal's birthday! cool name huh. haha=D
these r the 'brothers'jerry with wanyen
Hungzhi and I
me and SOP
wanyen n I, let's go on diet. BOO. never ever succeeded.
The first time I can see my collar bones! so i MUST post this up! HAHHAHA
Thanks for driving me around=D

WUUUUH I RELI LOVE Honey Garlic Chicken Pizza from Pizza Hut, can't get it anywhere in KL.

These crazy guys were having so much great time in the arcade. HAHAIn conclusion, these guys r far more gentleman than.... HAHA=D don wana say it.

Before leaving -part V- club

2009-12-05T17:08:00.005+08:00

Buckle up, and get ready to club people! =)
(Stop saying people who club are bad children! haha)
Wanyen, Celsin and I
The pretty and I
Most of us there.

OMG, Is that Chenhoe?! haha, thanks for coming although you weren't feeling well=D

Always the same, wanyen n I
Going home ord? Time flies when we were having fun. Din't notice how fast the time passed!
That was the first time for us (chms-ians high skul frens and close frens to gather up together at club! COOOLLLL ) It is still different to 'play' with close friends. I think you know what I meant. THAT feeling. HAHA=D <3 size="1">The more I look at the people who care for me, the more I feel heavy-hearted to leave. =(

Before leaving -part IV- sing at cafe

2009-12-05T15:29:00.009+08:00

One thing I'm gona miss a lot is singing at cafes.

The most important thing is to thank these few people who led me and gave me opportunities earlier, without you all, I won't be here.
I wanted to try singing on the stage so much earlier but never got the courage to start the first step. thanks for the motivation and assistance. terima kasih banyak.

I know I'm not good enough yet but I'm stil given chances. you know how thankful I am. I am being serious *look at my face. HAHA

I should thank all my friends, subang-ians yanyeeewenszeyeechenhoeeguansirwee, wanyenwanzhen, everyone who has been supporting me, reli gave me a lot more courage to be there when i'm singing. THANKS.

*BOWS

Thanks to Kenji, Alan, Ben, Chu, tcher Yunni
for the help all along. <3>

I don't know what else to say except a BIG thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

can't c weiquan's eyes! HAHXD

Before leaving -part III- steamboat

2009-12-05T15:21:00.002+08:00

Thanks to our ASQ09 producer Angie, AP Samantha aka Sasa, Nanny Samson, ASQ Champion Min, 'Ball champion' Yoke, the other grasses: Chu, Isaac, Pearly, Number Six- Weiquan, yumin's bf and mrteh for the farewell dinner=D

Appreciate your <3s>

Really had a good time with you all. I cherish the moments with every single one of you. Craziness.Pinky elva manalu.
all the asq'09-ians that nite. our gang, crazy gang.
the guys=D
Gona miss you all<3 thanks for everything!

Before leaving -part III- genting trip

2009-12-05T14:56:00.004+08:00

It was Chu the sampat's bday.
celebrated it at Genting, with EVERYONE. so many guests together=)
MEMORABLE one huh chu.

Hope you enjoyed OUR companion. HEHE. more to come! *CHOY.
this is the gang, where is Pearly?
yup this is all of us, eh wher's pinky again? =S
Oh she's here! she's currently singing at genting's casino, so we 'shun bian' paid her a visit too.
it's actually, chu's bday, visit pinky and a lil bit of farewell saying byebye to me. BUHOO=(
At starbucks

At the escalator. hahaThanks Pinky for the meals! BIGGG meals slurrp =P

This is the 全球新秀冠军, yoke. alah, we are like grasses beside her when ppl recognize her in genting. HAHAH=D keep up the good work and al the best in the future. HAIZ i forgot to get signature from her, mayb can sell in the future neh.

Okay now, let's recall something. HAHA OUR POSES! apparently before and after photoshop, ther's HUGE difference, WHO CARES rite? as long as we r HAPPY TOGETHER=)

BUHOO i am gona miss these sampats! CRAZY fellows. HAHA

Before leaving -part II- spore trip

2009-12-05T14:36:00.004+08:00

We planned this Spore trip since there will not be much chances for the dwarfs to gather together after graduating. I am leaving soon, and yanyee+szeyee r working soon (how fast=S)
so yup, we made it to spore but sadly without pawhui louis and vincent=(

So we are still looking forward for another trip with ALL of us together yeah!

This was when we just touched down spore, in the 'limo'. don play play.
Then 'kakak' (sounds like maid) chyi mei brought us to the yummylicious bubble tea, KOI bubble tea WOOSH.
Yanyee n I were super addicted to this curry fishballs, had it almost everyday!

I myself can't stop ordering this fish noodle every lunchtime! it's at the Chinatown foodcourt, have been loving it since the first time I had it=DAt the MRT station, Phua Chu Kang asked us not to play play.
these two amois, studying in spore. thanks for meeting us up although u gals r having exams=) <3
Xmas trees and decos r everywhere, I am not a big fan of it though but yeah they r nice=)

We managed to go clubbbb! clubbers=D enjoyed very much cos all are close friends, can play like crazy!

Sheeling met us up too~ thanks for being youxin lah.

Spore trip Nov'09 SUCCESS (if I could join the whole trip, noone to blame for. )
OKAY LAH considered successful since we did shopping and had so much funnnn! YIPEEE yaya.

Home sweet home <3

2009-12-05T14:28:00.002+08:00

Bird's eye view from the plane, this is part of Brunei,

HELLO BRUNEI! I AM HERE!back home. this is my driver. She insisted to help me carry the SMALLER luggage. Have you ever seen someone who will just stand beside without helpin you to carry the luggage to the car's boot? APA INI! haha

YEAPIE HOME=D (saw my long beans? got them from mom's fren HAHA, think it's a pretty cool bag, new style man!)
And here, this is the ONLY Mcd in Brunei. COOLness.
Went Snowhouse (not Snowflakes) with high skul frens.
From left to right: Me, Pawhui who's back from Melbourne, Siang, Jeff, Kuichuan and Louis.
This is Chyi with her spongebob. look-alikes.
I wanted one pic of it too!
This is d younger sis. now she regretted for welcoming us back, noise pollution in the house!
fren's bday tonite=D funfunfun

END<3

Before leaving -part I-

2009-12-02T18:27:00.001+08:00

Life has been packed even after assignments, and I'm exhausted, even after what you call 'relax' which is supposed to be 'relaxing'. you know what I meant.

Most of my closer frens would know that I'm probably leaving KL to Aussie next year (if everything goes smoothly). Just in case things go wrong halfway, I mite go back KL (who knows). CHOY.. touchwood lah.

Have got another conditional offer from another uni, so I'm stil holding the other. Gotta wait until end of December, hopefully mid Dec when my results is out.

So before leaving, we planned for trips, reunions.... everything we can do in such a short time!
For fun, we sacrifice our sleep hours, we pour full energy and play to the max! HEY it's the las time we can get together and enjoy in KL. Honestly, I love life in KL, in the way of 'entertainment', so there's too much temptations here, not a very good place to study but still I (and the others) managed to pass every semester! so.. SHUT UP. haha=D

alrite, after my spore trip, the next one was Pulau Ketam-ing, 'honeymoon' with wanyen. Just the two of us, we went by KTM all the way to Pelabuhan Klang, den using a speedboat to Pulau Ketam, takes around maybeh 1.5 hours? not too sure about the exact time. It was pretty relaxing to cycle around the village. ( the bicycle rental fee is RM5 for the WHOLE DAY).

Finally wanyen n I arrived at Pulau Ketam. Have been talking about it and failing to go earlier. At least we made it at last before leaving yeah=D YIPEEE!!

I also have something to complain about. I am freakin pissed when someone tipu my $. We ordered seafood and price was negotiated before the dishes r on the table, as in, we have ordered THIS seafood with THIS price, deal, but when payment is made, it's a different price, like around Rm 20 more. Then the guy gave stupid reasons. F-er.

Then it was yumcha session with Hoang, our Vietnamese friend, who is like a big brother to us.
Appreciate our friendship very much, and I hope I will still cyah someday. =D Take care yoh.

And another 'finally', after stayin in Sunway for two years, this is our first time to visit the ice rink. hahah. em, i gotta say, we need more practice! haha, mayb I will practice on roller blades on land more, den I can be more stable in skating. I can 'slide' but stil not stable enuf. wanyen LOVES skating don't ya? Thanks for accompanyin me to tryout this! know you feel very 'weiqu' haha=D

Last but not the least, thanks to wanyen. You have been a very very good friend/roommate/companion/'brother' BLAHHH to me. Get to know you even more (vice versa) and I really think you r a good person and I'm glad that I have the opportunity to spend time with you these two years. Thanks for tolerating all of my bad points and mafan-ness. HAIZ (sound like we r never gona meet). Please promise me to become girly like a princess in this 0.5 year's time. hahah! i will cyah soon in aussie=D

Okay lah, still thanks and I hope we will have more time to sampat in the future. WUHOO!

-pls be back for Part II-

assignments i WILL miss you.

2009-11-24T02:31:00.002+08:00

I am DONE with ALL the LOVELY assignments!
*slap myself, YEAH IT'S TRUE!

oh goshh. I can't believe two days of my spore trip were spent on assignments.
*slaps myself agen, it's my own fault lor. who to blame. haha

btw, I still managed to grab as much 'goods' (from shopping) as the others, or maybe MORE than them, HAHA! they r jealous on how fast I can shop, 'efficiently'.

5 dwarfs were there in spore instead of 7. missing outs r pawhui, vincent and louis=( ok. 8 dwarfs.

o yeah, jus bcos I've spent all my phone credits b4 I came back (spore line), I didn't manage to call louis yong n wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY! so here you go Louis=D
Wish you.... hmm. just stay the way you are. WAKAKA=D
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY! welcome to the 'TWENty' club. OLD MAN!

and jingyi too. wanted to celebrate ur bday at Clarke Quay and we ended up celebrating nothing ther hor. haha. aeroplane po. HAPPY birthday to you too=D hope your eyebrows will be more cantik each and every day. hahha.

ok. stop blah blah-ing, I'm gona post PHOTOSSSSS MUAHAHAHA. *to be edited.

I love mom<3

2009-11-14T21:20:00.002+08:00

I am so sheltered with love!
I want mom to be with me here foreverrrrr!!!!
you can see how funny she's, ok it's 'sinful',
she washed all my clothes, she mopped the floor the first day she came when we didn't even notice what she was doing. I don't have to shop by myself but I've new stuffs they bought me during shopping WAKAKAAA... OH MY GODDD... i feel guilty!

hope i can finish up my assignments and spend time with mom n sis asap! DAMN assignments.

my life is full of guilt atm. darn.

yes no yes no

2009-11-13T02:42:00.001+08:00

I hope it's not a lie.
I hope everything will be fine,
all I want is just some good memories before I go back.

No regrets please.

God bless me.
amitofo.

$$$ CHING ur head.

2009-11-10T00:02:00.002+08:00

I will donate the money to you, since you didn't keep the promise,
it's only RM20, yeah. BUT I AM PISSED COS YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IS BEING CALCULATIVE WHY COULDN'T I TOO?!
Just because you are older, you are more experienced, then I have no say at all?
BULL SHIT!
you can change the schedule whenever u wan, but I can't?
you just tell me the change of time and before I even replied, you just shut the call. WAT THE...
such an educated person you are.

f urself and die. stupid.
I feel ashamed of you.

LIFE IS UNFAIR!!!! ARGHHHH

rainbowww.

2009-11-06T06:33:00.005+08:00

My wardrobe is full of blacks greys whites, all dark shades. They do a very good job in covering up fats I assume. I hope it workED. HAH. maybe it don't anymore cos I'm over-consuming fattening food, can feel the fats when I walk, when I sit, WHENEVER! I admit I haven't been controlling food intake, not AT ALL. brunch, tea-time, dinner, supper, and another supper. DAMN!#$%^&*@#

SO... I think, I....
Should go for more COLOURS. Hey colours can perhaps lead to a better mood man!
haha, just a random thought. I'm too stressed, so I thought of colours, beautiful colours to make me happier=D

Seriously I just need to bear with all these LOVELY major essays for another one week, and another website which I really dono what to do with it atm, THEEENNNNNN, deng deng deng deng, my life will be colourfullllllllllll, VERY VERY COLOURful =) and u can see a BIIIGGGG smile on my face =D =B (with rabbit teeth)

Recording sound check 1 2.

2009-11-06T04:31:00.006+08:00

Went to do a demo recording two days ago,
it was so much fun especially when there are nice people to guide you and stuffs=D

That was my first time to get a 'full' (as in full song) recording, like really in a proper recording room. Thanks for the invitation Kok (the champion of ASQ'09 Composing category)
An English song was recorded, it actually took quite a long time to get a song done in recording.
wow, at first it was 3 hours, den when it's my turn it was around 2 hours+
we spent the whole afternoon there.
Same lines are needed to be repeated and sang slightly differently so that they can choose the best out of those and also for backup purposes.
It's the first time that I'm not complaining even it took such a long time to complete a task, I really did enjoy the process=D
Was pretty satisfied with the results although it's not absolutely perfect, but yeah, my expectations on my performance wasn't aimed THAT high, still so much room for improvement.

ok, obviously the pic below is faked. haha, I wasn't really in RECORDING that time, or else I would have been standing nearer to the mic. hahas. chu helped me to take that pic.

This lady who kept saying she's old is the sound/voice editor, computer controller, she's PRO! as I can see she did work fast and efficiently wuush. Kok's pic is not available, will wait until he uploads them to fb.
Should have more pics for the night session, it was new year song recording, the song is composed by Kok too. Hope to STEAL pics from fb soonish. hehh

till den=D

Hollywood night yoh.

2009-11-02T02:00:00.005+08:00

This was a fine-dining dinner organized by three groups of student from Hospitality course,
and the theme was 'Hollywood night'.
I had overestimated on how the guests would be dressing up for the theme though, I was expecting like, gowns, exaggerated costumes, thick make-up n so on, cos hey it's KL and ppl do have the potential to dress up. HAHA=D

Started off with the starter
Singing performance. 'There you'll be' and 'Fly me to the moon'
There was some connection problems with the mic, but overall, haiz OKAY lah.

then back to FOOD!, the main courseAND the oh-so-delicious dessert!

A pic with the dancers, if not mistaken that was Sasa dance.
the lil girl was so cute to partner with another boy, guess they will be real pro few years later since they r already quite good now.

Lisa and Clarence, the girl's singing is WOW. =D

It was a pretty good night,
'I got a feeling, that tonight's gona be a good night, tonite's gona be a good good night...'
And yeah, it indeed was.=D

It was definitely a scrumptious meal, and an unforgettable experience on stage.
thanks zhengyi for the invitation=D

It takes time to realize

2009-11-02T01:27:00.005+08:00

When you are standing on the same spot,
have you realized people are all running towards to the finishing line?
or you are still unaware that you are getting slower already.

those times have been used on unproductive stuffs...
what was I thinking...
oh is it too late to be awaken from my daydream...

no one deserves to sacrifice themselves to slow down and wait for you
everyone needs to strive for the best for their own good
it might be something to do about 'selfishness',
but yeah,
it's just a fact to be accepted.

I feel so bad when I realized I've became VERY VERY self-centered since dunno-when,
started thinking about it after I read jingyi's post,
and yeh, most of the time, there are SOOO much 'I' s in my conversation,
everything is just about MYSELF MYSELF and MYSELF.
OH MY... =(

singing. partying. OVER

2009-11-01T00:46:00.000+08:00

I guess I have spent enough time 'relaxing',
celebrating friend's bday,
performing for dinner,
okay. another one not done, recording this coming Tue.
AFTER THAT,
this coming 2 weeks is gona be omfgly intensive,
I really am SUPER serious with that.

Three major essays to be done,
one website OH HELP!
If I don't get all of them done before submission date,
that means no fun, more stress, more complication. DAMN

SO PLS, PUSH MYSELF, PUSHHHH.
get tortured for another 2 wks. N SAY BYEBYE to all these assignments!!!!

The birthday boys

2009-10-25T05:08:00.003+08:00

The Bn ppl in Msia.
23rd October 2009

Birthday boys, Jeff & Vince (in the middle)

Jeff the joker is living his life good in IMU, Vince is having a good time earning $$$$,
hope everything goes well as this, forever and ever.

Louis, Vui and Jeff, xinkunimenle, for coming from the other end to Sunway.
boobies for the room, drinking session. WUUUH
I guess those two bday boys r touched, they just never mentioned. HEHE.
It's not an everyday thing dat we can all gather up again and sampat,
appreciated the moments=)
Had FUN last night. THANKS PEOPLE. AND STAY SAMPAT!!! <3

p.s Mayan Mary Jieming Millie Shinhan, you guys shud have came=( TSKL. Then it'd be so complete. =D

expectations

2009-10-25T04:38:00.006+08:00

I have to say,
Meeting up expectations is something tiring.
Something which is supposed to be enjoyable will no longer be that MUCH of enjoyment after all the other elements are added in, turning it into some mixture of stress n blahh.
haiz, luckily I'm forgetful, guess ll be better after a few moments.

btw,
I WAS SO EXCITED+ STRESSED during the whole singing session just now.
Was doing replacement today at Little Bally, ss15 and GUESS WHO I MET?
The guitarist is the one whom the residents of 177Q (our accommodation two yrs back) supported and likedddd SO MUCH!
ok, I admit I like him A LOT, like really A LOT back then, cos his voice melts my heart.
Have not listened to him singing for two years,
and today is the first time after two years.
It's a total different feeling having myself to sing with someone I admired so much (in singing), well, he's pretty good-looking too=B
BUT you will never expect such a talented guy (somemore good looking) to be THAT friendly,
gotta accept the fact. HAH.

the shit-est thing is that, I'm stressing myself out when I don't perform well.
I know it takes time to gain experience and be better,
but I know I don't have much time to 'enjoy the process',
next month is the last chance of performing in cafe, if the plan isn't change.
And the next time might be maybeh two years later? or NO more. AWW=(

Singing in cafe isn't as GREAT as I thought i would be.
Cos it's just pissing me off when I have to care about SO MUCH things,
-Am I performing okay, will the boss be happy with my performance, how about the customers....BLAH.- I hope the guitarist wasn't fed up listening to my stupid-inconsistent voice. AHHH. BU SHUANG.
It wasn't like this when I started my passion in singing, I used to relax while singing, not like THIS. BOO.
How can I let myself slow down my pace and relax a bit, but there isn't enough time for me to take a break, or BERAK. hehs. =BBBBB

I can only say my confidence gets beaten down too easily. DAMN.

weighing machine really broken down.

2009-10-21T01:40:00.006+08:00

HELLO.
I'm SERIOUSLY NOT fat after consuming at least 3 times of MCD last two weeks/ one week.
HELLO HELLO.
It's the problem of the weighing machine, don't put the blame on me.

THANK GOD
I escaped POB Presentation today
I'm gona have fun this weekend, for the last time before all the submission dates of the assignment THREEs.
I'm gona be fat like a pig, that makes me look even HOTTER.
I might be recording a demo, but tsktsk, it's an english song.
There will be two presentations next Tuesday so I can just save one set of formal wear.
My bitches are back to KL ord and I've more kakis to sampat with.
Wanyen is always willing to go swimming in the pool-full-of-shit in Mentari.
I feel kinda relaxed atm.
I can have a good night sleep soon.
nites ppl=D

btw, I'm still waiting for the H.K pics to be delivered here. But I guess noone is interested in looking at them anymore after such a lonngg grandma time. HAHAs.
so much to be uploaded actually, too lazy to arrange and pick nice ones. HAH. wait when I'm in a good mood. YEYEYEYEHEHEHE

Smiling but actually tearing. AWW. sounds sad. actually not THAT much. BOO!

Btw. When ppl started talking about how 'HOT' my curls WERE, I started missing them so badly. =(
Should I leave my hair to grow longer?
So much thoughts, all jumbled up. HOW.

chumakesmefat

2009-10-18T23:40:00.002+08:00

This is Phang Chuu Ying. CHUCHU.
My dad called her CU. CU. haha=)

She's the one who bring me around for food,
and accompany me when I need to do shopping/ when I'm bored,
esp after competition.
HAHA, she's joinin the sampat group.

Chu n I at Food Foundry.

She has been a great companion, really.

BTW.

So, yeah, be it sampat/ embarrassing, if you think you can't take my personality,
SHOO OFF FROM MY LIFE.

That's just me.

p.s I'm not puttin that photo for any purpose for the above statement. haha. jus found a recent photo of an outing. hehe=D

i'm not lost yet

2009-10-18T22:49:00.003+08:00

After getting bugged by all the assignment 2s, it's now presentation time! coming up this week and the upcoming week. Then within one month, the last assignments for all subjects are to be done and please say HI to holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG I'm so excited for mom n sis's visit and spore trip with my highskul frens!
CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT!

I just have to ignore all those worthless stuffs that spoils my mood,
and anticipate these awesome shiiiittt! =)

btw, this is what I realized recently,
I've given up on spending time with ppl who r not worth it,
it's just a waste of time. seriously.

I agree with you. JUST CUT IT OFF.
I'm the one making decision.
Friendship, it could be incompatible too.
how long have it been and I never wanted to admit about it.
DAMN.
Keep hanging up there is tiring,
and YOU, it's time for you to stop pretending and force yourself.
just give it up and live our own life IF YOU yourself don't appreciate it. BOO!
GOOD IDEA right?
and the thing is,
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.
BYE =)
There's no single feeling regret, never is and never will.
cos this is the best way for everyone.
you r just bull shit. maybe more than that.

photos will come first.=)

2009-10-13T01:54:00.005+08:00

Latest to oldest.

-Jazz band performance in Philharmonic, KLCC with the other students of Vertex.

-Meeting up with the boobies agen after their 4-months hols

-KL Home+assignments

-Brunei home's 'ballet' harmster

-Kuching+ HK.

Will update more soon=)

eat more cos we r stil UNDERweight

2009-10-11T05:37:00.004+08:00

will be back soon! wait for me=)

don play play

2009-10-05T22:45:00.002+08:00

I have to say this half-a-sem left is seriously gona be tough.
Need to start engine and do something,
I don't want any disappointment,
pleeaaassseee do well.

The tighter is the schedule for assignments,
the more extra stuffs is squeezing in to the schedule.
I AM GONA BE DEAD.
OH PLEASE DON'T LEMME BE.

holidays actually ended?

2009-09-29T21:54:00.005+08:00

People involved: (hk) Smalaunt, uncle, cousintong, eggness n adeline (hk)

Waved goodbye to my aunts and adorable cousins,
and I have finally stepped on this peaceful land to join my family for the rest of my 'holiday'.

I spent two days in Kuching and 5 days in Hong Kong last week.
Among 5 days, two days were 'exercise days', extreme ones, Disneyland and Ocean Park.
It was my second time to Disneyland but this time is much better as it isn't as packed as the las time I visited. More rides and shows are 'tried', and yeah, they are SPLENDID! The most impressive one is the live show with Africans (I think) singing songs from Lion King movie LIVE, PERFECTLY! OH GOSH. They actually gave me goosebumps cos I didn't believe the whole show could be so awesomely planned, the formation... EVERYTHING! THUMBS UP!

Ocean Park, I managed to try goin on this ride called Mine Train, it's like a roller coaster but there's another more 'extreme' one which I din't go for it, it was too far (around 20-30 min walk, at the other end), and frankly, I was a bit scared. I think the older I'm, the more timid I became. DAMN. =S Din't regret btw, cos the smaller roller coaster is also the 'legendary' (from my mom) 'roller coaster ON sea' HAHA=D Also, after watching dolphin and seal performance, I feel like rearing a dolphin and get it trained. The trainers were cooool! Ocean Park is worth for a visit. tell me if you agree? yes no maybe?

The best part of visiting these theme parks and tourist attractions is the decoration and special events held specially for Halloween. Haunted houses! we saw more than three, went in two, and seriously, the one in Disneyland is FREAKING SCARYYYYYYYY! Don't believe me? Imagine, in what situation would you hold someone elses' bf? when that guy is holding her gf's hand? WAKAKKAKAKAKaKA!!!!! this's d embarrassing part. Who cares? It was dark! HAHA! But this haunted house is the best of all!
Decorations in Ocean Park is pretty cool too, some are kinda 'over'. I'll show u the pics later on.
The 'people-ghost' came out around evening, and that's the time we needed to rush back to the hotel, too bad=( Just took a few pics with them, well.... at least. haha=D

Shopping was not too bad although there wasn't much time for it, cos I'm a fast shopper (I HAVE TO). so yeah... did some purchases, altogether the whole luggage din exceed 20kg. wat say u? not much enuf? Hehe.

We were stayin at this MetroPark Hotel, WanChai where there was h1N1 case from it, well-known, even more famous after the H1N1 case. HAHAAAA! It is two stations away from the place me n sisters stayed las yr end. Convenient to go MTR station and bus/ taxi stop is just in front of the hotel's entrance. GOOD GOOD.

The most regretful thing I've done for this trip is not being daring enuf to ask Aaron Kwok for a photograph-taking. DAMN. When in the future can I see a big star just RIGHT in FRONT of me, smiling and slowing down his steps to give us a chance to stop him. DAMMMMMMMMMMMMN

FORGET ABOUT ITTT!!!! FORGET! very 'kek sim'. haiz

The angriest moment is during check-in in hk airport. that idiotic guy asked my aunt to pay HKD 3000 for the exceeded baggage. We estimated before checking in, most of the luggages weren't even 20kg, and there he said 30+ kg is extra. wat the...
Luckily we requested to weigh the luggages one by one again, and altogether everything is stil underweight! HOW CLEVER IS HE? WOW. I was so evil dat when he's trembling out of fear, I was laughing in my heart=D WAKAKA. who asked him to be evil first. STUPID BUHOO!

Despite all these, I'm reminded about COLLEGE! OH NOOOOOOOOo fun time is gona be overrrr BUHOO=(

four more days in Brunei. =(((
explanation for absence nex week. wait for me yoh.

p.s thanks smalaunt for this hk trip=D I've learned to be better in reading maps by myself now. hehe. cos everytime chyi is there for me, I don't need to think. HEHE. =D

MORE PICTURES NEXT WEEK. when i get them from eggness.

Selamat Hari Raya!

2009-09-20T03:47:00.003+08:00

HEY SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ME and all my Malay friends!

Some of my friends r wishing me hari raya man! (bcos I look like Malay? and I sing Malay songs better? whatever lah haiz)

YOU YOU AND YOU, WISH ME TOO! wakaka

so, because of hari raya, wanyen accompanied me to buy new clothes for hari raya celebration today. haha=D
and bcos of raya, i'm goin back to Brunei for celebration.

WAKKAAKA.
bah. photos to be uploaded when i'm free from visiting relatives' places.
startin tomorrow i'll be real busy. sorry people. HEHE=P

oily.

2009-09-17T01:01:00.003+08:00

yeah u can't agree more rite?
when u c me, u thought about OIL. HAHA!
Thanks isaac for starting all these in the camp las time.

btw...
halfway studying the slides for tomorrow's quiz,
I'm suddenly so pissed of being around skinny bitches!
SHOooot man!
Almost ALL my friends are so much skinnier,
and everytime I go shopping with them,
I'd say I enjoyed choosing nice clothes for them,
but if I could fit in,
I'd have taken them myself. WAKAKA. *fake laugh.
HAHA.

So, when? WHEN WHEN? can I be more determined to go on diet?
There was only ONCE in my life I was determined, dat was during competition.
Maybe I enjoy food too much,
never feel guilty WHILE eating but AFTER that, yeah i do, i really DO.

maybe I'm just fated to be a chubby one for the rest of my life. DARN.

cuteness.

2009-09-13T22:12:00.004+08:00

After Andy's bday celebration, we found this along the road back to mentari!
CUTE rim! it's a teddy bear if u din notice it.
I wish I could have that too!

Last ..hmm... (forgot wat day it's) , chuchu brought me back to Zex (where I went to change my hairstyle) again,
the official hair saloon for some tv stations or maybe just Astro mandarin programs,
unfortunately the boss, Aaron wasn't there,
and see how NICE are our fringes. SIGH.
(it's grew longer now, after a few days) hehe

Finally found a brown framed specs, jus kinda matching with my hair.
we girls believe this kinda specs is to cover up ugliness when we dn't make up. haha=D
em, doesn't apply to wanyen since she doesn't put on make up.

okay. enuf of craps. i'm gona go back to Prison Break. I just started watching it. SLOW. haha=D

Frozen

2009-09-13T14:08:00.002+08:00

OUR ROOM'S AIRCON IS REPAIRED!
after one year plus den oni we REALLY complained,
and it got fixed right after a few days of our complaint!

Before this, switching on the aircon doesn't give much differences actually,
except it's a LIL cooler,
now, it's a drastic change of 'climate' here, it's even colder than winter in hk! hahahaa!

okie. I'm just here to blog n show-off about my newly fixed air-con.
WAKAKA. ta~

digging up the past

2009-09-12T08:47:00.002+08:00

Accidentally 'digged' some chatlogs I saved earlier.
And I'm feeling like a bitch, VERY LIKE A BITCH atm.
I couldn't even recall me myself saying something like that
That's not even me.
At least in a brighter side,
I guess I've grew up to be more matured than two years ago.

Thinking about everything guilty I've done,
I feel so sorry, for myself and for the people I've hurt.
I just can't describe how sorry I'm.
And I deserve to be hated or whatsoever.

I really do. AH DAMN!

2009-09-11T23:21:00.004+08:00

Happening life is over since last week.
Even when there's only one assignment in a week, there'll be stress for the whole week, dragging along with me, spoiling my mood in everything.
Wanyen n I just had sleeping marathon yesterday, we 'took turn' to rest, haha, nvm if u don understand.
I have a stupid guy friend who's damn annoying, stop acting like you are so brilliant when u ve an empty brain filled with glue. SERIOUSLY IRRITATING. I don't bother to 'layan' you.
Thinking about that person just piss me off so so much.

Happy thing is. (forget about that stupid person)
I've just ONE assignment left before leaving! OH-SO-EXCITED=) BIG SMILE.
This would be the first time for me not having any extra time to shop around before going back.
I wonder how should I space out time for that. haiz.

Proud to say that we succeeded in keepin our promise last week:- no outings this week,
cos I've ord spent (kinda) two weeks' expenses las weekend,
I calculated in that way, so yeah.... guaiguai this week, except from having lunch with the gals,
it's really not that easy to keep in touch that often anymore when we r in diff classes,
still, I know you all wouldn't forget about me. WAKAKA.

Btw, I was reading Rueyhwa's blog, and found out she's really taking off to UK four days later,
how fast! I remember the last time when she was still deciding if she should do the twinning stuff o not. Just a blink of eye and she's leaving so soon!
I understand it'd be tough for u to leave your love ones, and it's ur first time to really step out of home, I'm sure u can cope with it well, and... all I can say is, all you need is patience, to get over this ONE year. 12 months. =D
take GOOD care of yourself there, you know there are ppl who love you and stay with u (ur blog) always. HAHA, just kehpoh maybe, not <3 lah. later kena beaten up by the real <3 haha!
You know all of us r gona miss you. will be weird when I don't c ya in Brunei.
HAIZZZZZ=( EVRYONE IS GOING UK ALREADY! I've no more frens. haha

=( saddening.

Meetin up the guys.

2009-09-10T00:39:00.002+08:00

Finally got to c these guys namely Chenhoe, Jinhua n Gwen Ngan who r stopping by from Spore.
Coincidentally, I was supposed to go and listen to Heyunni singing at the cafe,
kinda like, watch and learn. Part of learning, while yumcha-ing with these TALL GUYS!
I feel so SHORT with them, okay most of the time I feel short lah. haiz

and, sorry ah jinhua, we don't dare to speak english in front of you anymore.
HAHA!

and lastly, thanks Vincent for the treat!
I know you are the only one who has started working,
but.... u stil need to SAVEEE!! be a lil more stingy can? haha
Hopefully I'll cyah guys agen on Friday then, before you al leave, or else, for the horse ex-husband, I think i'm gna c him oni after two years. BUHOO.
haha,
TA~

stupid wanyen

2009-09-09T01:19:00.001+08:00

wanyen: ' 你的ni 是什么ni'?
then she continued,
'为什么不是小妮妮的‘妮’？’
she went on laughing and laughing like a siaochabo.

NOT FUNNY. hello.